Indigo Blue

Good evening Indigo fam,

  I was just scrolling through a social media site and all I found was negativity and deaths. I needed to come to our world to calm down. When I am among all of you, my pseudo family i feel safe and loved. Anyone that follows my blog knows I have had some pretty rough days lately. Today is no exception 😕. I want to take my mind off of things by talking about anal and fisting training.

   I know what a conversation. I am hoping to get good feed back from both Dominants and submissive on this one. So my Dom and I have had anal a few of times. I love when he takes me from behind especially in front of a mirror. He says "look at my when I take you" ....got me a little wet just typing it. But sometimes it hurts and I have to use my safe word. Trying to figure out why sometimes it's great and sometimes I am in pain. The second is fisting. So we have been training for about 6 months now off and on. He has gotten all four fingers in and let me tell you when he rubs that spot......sorry, got a little more wet there. Is there anything we can try that will help the process along. I would love for him to get the whole hand in. I love to have your feed back. It's always helpful and kind.

Indigo

Hello Indigo Fam,

 I am about to bare my soul. To let you all in to a deep and personal situation that happened over the last couple of weeks. Warning ⚠️ this will be long, but worth it if you endure till the end.

For those that follow my blog you will recall the mention of the two Doms. My main Dom and the British one. Well things didn't go so well with that situation and we ended on a very sour note. What you guys don't know was the in between. There was another Dom that contacted me and wanted to talk. We will refer to him as K. He sparked my interest because he too wanted to be a back Dom to my main. So this sub was like a kid in a candy shop. We all know what happens when you have too many sweets, You get sick. I will continue...we took our conversation over to another site so we could send pictures. He was so handsome 😍 and very sweet. I though to myself this can't be real, but I continued on with getting to know K. He had a text conversation just like the British Dom with my main Dom. He agreed to his terms....in the beginning. After a few days he would say things to try and sway me away from the main Dom. The I love you and I want you to be mine stuff. K was insistent he even called me from the other site. His voice had a thick island accent. It did not match the images that was sent to me. I continued because I wanted to see where this was going. I was thinking catfish. Still talking to the British Dom, but starting to have issues at this point K was working it hard. The dick pictures started coming out and all. Being that K was an active military man he told me he had to ship out for Iraq the day after Thanksgiving. One "overseas" he contacted me and asked for all my personal information so I could be listed as next of kin. That was it, the catfish was caught. I reported him here and his account deleted. I blocked him on the other site. This was all within a 24 hour period. I had it out with him, the British Dom and I had a situation come up in my vanilla world as well. Thanksgiving morning I tried to take my own life. If it were not for my main Dom that recognized something was off and called my mother i would not be here today. I love my Dom and would NEVER trade him for the world. He was so understanding of my situation. Make no mistake to any Dom that reads this, a couple of days later after things calmed down he tanned my ass for scaring him. I bared my soul on this personal matter to highlight the predators that lurk on these sites. Please my sub sisters and brothers be careful when entertaining a prospective Dom. Ask the questions do your due diligence. Three questions I always ask

1) How long have you been a Dom

2) How many subs have you had (on and off line)

3) what severed those relationships 

Alot can be determined from those three questions. Above all if they ask you for money or insist to meet them somewhere you are not familiar with say NO. Your comments are welcome I just ask if you are going to be mean don't say anything at all. It took alot for me to share this. My psychological well being can't take being ripped apart by anyone.

Hello fam,

So tell me why I have Dominants coming out like wolfs to the kill. I clearly have a picture of my Dom and myself on my profile. I also talk often and fondly about him. I just don't understand why the attention all of a sudden. Plus they say they know I am involved. Please someone help me understand what's going on. 

Hello Indigo Fam 

First I want to thank everyone that follows my blog. It really means alot to me. This not only is my task from my Dom, but therapy for my soul as well.

So the brat in me

Yes I am a very bratty sub. When I Don't get what I want I stick out my boo boo lip as my Dom calls it and pout. I will go from 0-60 and assume my Dom doesn't want me or want to please me. He let's me throw my fit, but there is a line I dare not cross or there are consequences. I love attention, especially from my Dom. Yes I am a attention slut. That doesn't make me a bad person because I am not selfish. I may crave it like candy, but I will give that same energy and more in return. Doesn't matter male or female, Dom or Sub. We all deserve attention 😌 some more than others, but we all need it. So if you are reading this and ever find yourself in need of a little attention, drop me a line. I will do my best to brighten you day.

Peace

Indigo 

So I was contacted by a British Dom a few weeks ago asking me if I still write stories. I replied yes then I clicked on his profile just to check things out. Is hobbies peaked my interest. So we started to have more conversations. Of course I told my Dom about everything, I would never disrespect him. Things started to evolve and the conversations got heavy. My Dom is a avid hunter so from September to December is VERY busy for him and he is unable to give me the time I need. It was suggested by the BD(British Dom) that I take him on as a second Dom to fill in the gaps.....WHOA....didn't know that it was possible to serve two Doms. I talked to my Latinobrusier about it and he was totally fine with the idea. There are rules of course and they have had a conversation to align on my care and needs. It was agreed that when hunting season is over BD will step back as my main Dom will have more time for me. This is super new for me. I would love advice from anyone who has experienced having two Doms at the same time. 

Love 

Indigo

Darkness falls

Moonlight shines

Rivers flow into the brook

It twists and winds

On you lap I sit as you rock me to sleep

No need for me to count the sheep. 

Daddy is all this little girl needs

To love me and nurture me like a seed

Tuck me in Daddy very tight

He kisses my forehead and says good night

I love my Daddy and this is no lie

So I end this poem by saying good bye 

No you can't cum yet, I want you to let it build. He flipped me over and worked his fingers inside my pussy rubbing my spot....making me moan and cry. Beast please may I cum! He counted down from ten. 10, 9 8,7, 6,5,4,3,2 ....1 cum for me he yelled. I released a wave of warm fluid over his fingers. Yes baby, that is what I want he said. He flipped me on my back and pulled me to the edge of the bed. Beast entered my pussy with extreme force. Growling like a bear. I love his primal nature. His thrust are steady but firm. Making me more wet...if that were even possible. Grabbing my tits pinching my nipples. Balls hitting my ass with every thrust...

Hello Indigo Fam,

I have had a lot of people ask about my tales of erotica. I have decided to share a short story.

The Beast in the moonlight

 After a full day of hunting the Beast returns empty handed, but not defeated. "Tomorrow will be a better day" he said. He starts to gather wood to build a fire as the night air is becoming quite chilly. I have prepared his dinner and favorite drink. I hand him his cup and place his plate on his lap." Would you like anything else Sir" I ask. Just your company he replied. I sit next to him for a while, but the night air is too much for me to bare. "May I go inside Sir" I ask. Yes, I will be in momentarily. I go in the tent and sit in front of the heater. My Beast enter with a hungry look in his eyes. I ask what is wrong. Nothing he replied I am ready for dessert. I quickly shed my clothes and lay back on the bed. He approached me like I was wild game. Throwing my legs on his shoulders he kissed my inner thighs. Two fingers went into my pussy. Rubbing probing till he hit my spot. I arched my back a little. Keep still he said as he worked his finger inside of me. Beast moved in closer kissing my clit then caressing it with his tounge. My body was on fire. I want you to cum for me he said, but not until I tell you to. Beast slipped a third finger inside my pussy making me moan with delight. Don't you cum he said. I was getting close so I begged him to allow me to cum

This concludes today's story. I will pick it back up in a couple of days 

Hello Indigo Fam,

   Ok that last post was deep so I decided to share a story to lighten things up a bit. My Dom and I took a trip to Kentucky this past weekend. It started out as family business for me, but ended as pleasure for us. Saturday we hit the Bourbon trail to Maker's Mark distillery. We did the tour and tasting.....FABULOUS!! As we were leaving for what ever reason I was being lippy...ok I must admit I was buzzed after the tasting. I am a lightweight, EXTREMELY LIGHTWEIGHT!! He asked me a question and I gave a smart ass answer. His one and only warning "look woman, don't give me no shit" my response "Or what, you going to pull the car over" ......you all follow my blog. Yes Latinobruiser pull over the car in true Daddy style and made me get out on the side of that country road and tanned my backside! I love being a brat...even when it gets me in trouble. I apologize 😔 but he loves his baby girl. A little futher down the road we ran into a turtle sun bathing on the curb. He stopped so I could see it up close, He knows I love critters. I wanted to take it home but he put his foot down "NO STRAY CRITTERS" I love my Dom, especially when he goes Daddy on me lol

Peace

Indigo 

Hello Indigo Fam,

 Normally you will get an up beat inspiring story or thought provoking blog from me. Today I want to take a serious turn....the down side of life. Depression is a real thing that affects a large number of people in the world. Some are able to get help and some take their own life because they can't handle the pressure. I just ask everyone to be kind when responding to a post or when meeting prospective Dom/sub for the first time. You never know what or who has hurt them in the past. Please get to know them before jumping in to anything or judging them on appearance. Remember my moto never judge a book by its cover. 

A special note to my fellow subs: please be careful when meeting your Dom in person for the first time. Take precautions. Let someone know where you are going. Meet in a public place first. Take a friend that will sit at a table close by in case things go wrong. I just don't want to see anyone hurt. 

Peace

Indigo