Indigo Blue

This is borrowed from another site. I take no credit for the words, but agree with what they say.

A Submissive's Oath

I will communicate with complete honesty my needs, desires, limits, and experience. I realize that failing to do so will not only prevent my Master and me from having the best experience possible, but can also lead to physical and emotional harm.

I will not try to manipulate my Master. I will not push to make a scene go the way I feel it should. In other words, I will not top from the bottom.

I will keep an open mind about tying things that I am uncomfortable with and expanding my limits. I will continue to grow as a submissive and as a human being.

I will accept the responsibility of discovering what pleases my Master, and will do my best to fulfill his wishes and desires.

I will not allow myself to be harmed or abused. I know that submissive does not equal a doormat.

I will be courteous and helpful to my fellow submissives. I will share my knowledge and experience with others in the hope that they will learn and benefit from where I have been. I will take time to help those new to the scene start out on the correct path.

I will be responsive to my Master. I will not try to hide what my mind and body are feeling so that I may assist him in his responsibilities as my authority. I know that Dominants are not telepaths, and will not expect my Mater to know thoughts or feelings which I do not share.

I will accept in the responsibility of a scene or relationship gone bad. I will not place total blame on my Master when it is not warranted simply because he is the Dominant. I realize that things may not work out as they should at times, and will do my best to put it behind me and move on.

I will give my gift of submission only to those that can responsibly accept and desire to receive. I will not place anyone in the position of "Topping me non-consensually, nor will I give my respect to someone that has not earned it.

I know that D/s is not a contest, and will never think myself a "better" submissive because I choose to submit on a different level than another. I will not be boastful of the experiences I have had as a submissive.

I will be obedient to my Master even if I disagree with what he is requesting. I realize he has my best interests at heart and often knows better than I what I need in a particular situation.

I know that my actions reflect upon my Master, and will do my best to help others see him in a positive way. I will not intentionally embarrass or displease my Master.

Above all, I will wear my title as submissive with honor. I will never cause others to think that being submissive means to be a weak or sub-human. I will take pride in who and what I am and will never show myself in a negative way.

Hello Indigo Fam,

   You all know how I love to share. I am very glad my Dom has no issues with me exposing intimate experiences with you all. So today I would like to talk about "the thin line". There is a thin line between love and hate, pleasure and pain, love and lust. We all have experience one of these if not all three. I want to concentrate on pleasure and pain today. My Dom and I were in session last week when I was a naughty girl and didn't ask for permission to cum. He he promptly spanked my ass in mid stroke. Once that round was over he turned me on my stomach and spanked me again for the infraction. My ass was stinging. My Dom is VERY primal. I know he would never intentionally hurt me in anger, but he can get aggressive in the heat of the moment. I know there is going to a level of pain involved with being punished. I didn't use my safe word because I love when it excites him. Big mistake on my part. We talked later about the session and he asked if he hurt me. I didn't want to lie so I said nothing....another big mistake. He was very upset with me. He said his intentions are to never hurt me in a way that would be uncomfortable for me. That if he is going too far to use my safe word. So the questions of the day are subs: have you ever not used a safe word so you would not interrupt your Dom's pleasure? Doms: how important is it not to go overboard with a punishment?

You know we both love your feedback ?

Peace 

Indigo 

Good morning Indigo Fam,

  I have a question for my followers ?.  My Dom and I are introducing new items to our play time. One such item  I have been curious about for years..hot wax. I understand that there is a special type of wax you must use. I bought a 3 pack set that said it was body safe....well that shit burned like hell. To those who have used hot wax before, is that normal or did I get the wrong wax. Maybe we used it wrong. It was dripped on my breast and belly. Please share you experiences. 

Hello Indigo Fam,

  I just want to share this important day with all of you. It was one year ago today that I joined the Cage....the day that changed my life forever. I joined to find people like me. I felt like an outcast in the vanilla world, I needed acceptance. I got it in abundance. In 3 days I got 56 responses from Doms all over the globe. One stood out...

Latinobruiser 

He was kind and caring....about ME, not just the kink. I had no pictures up so he got to know me blindly. Our relationship grew quickly, we started talk on another site for a couple of weeks then verbally on the phone. It was decided then he would be my Dom.We met 5 weeks later in a public setting. We walked and talk. He bought me and my two oldest girls dinner...what did you think I was going alone....

2 weeks later we had sex for the first time. He went easy on me...almost too easy, but he made up for it the next time we met up.

Then the covid lock down hit

For 8 weeks we were only able to talk on the phone

Once we were able to see each other again it was magical

I had surgery in July of last year...he came down for 9 days to take care of me. 

In September he took me Camping/hunting for a week. That is when his true primal side came out. I love when he growls like  the Beast that he is.There is something to be said about sex in the woods, I highly recommend it!

He has not only been a wonderful Dom, but a fantastic man and soon to be my husband. I am so glad I joined this site. Not only have I met my soulmate,  but gained a few new friends along the way both Doms and subs. Thank you all that follow my blog. Expect more good things in the future. 

Peace 

Indigo 

Hello Indigo Fam,

 This is an effort to take control of my feelings and emotions. To have enough confidence in myself to tell the darkness "NO". In no way is this a defiance against my Dom, just an expression of self worth. If this helps anyone else out there then it's icing on the cake.

I do what I want
Unapologetic
I say what I want
Without compromise
No, I don't have to understand
No, I don't have to be nice
I live free in my own space in my own mind
If I like you I may share a little..just don't push it
I live how I want
Take me as I am or leave me alone
Either way it won't bother me none
I do what I want
Because I can
Call it what you want
YOLO is the name of my game
Don't like my rules....
I am fresh out of fucks to give

Eyes dark and mysterious gazing at the sea
Watching the waves as the sun sets
It's Monday
Stars dance in the twilight impatiently waiting for there chance to shine
A clear view of Orion not far behind
In the far south Leo minor licks her paw and waits patiently for her time to shine
Waves more intense pounding the shore as the midnight hour approaches
Eyes turned away from the sea weather beaten from the salty air......tired and lonely
Without a care
As they stare at me
Through me
Into my soul
I adore you so
You retired to your slumber
As I watch you walk away I pray some day I can see the world as you do
Without a care
Dawn lifts the blanket of the night
The sea waters are calm now
The morning sun bright
It's Tuesday

Hello Indigo Fam, 

    Took a quick break to process some things that were dropped on me during the holiday. I am back, stronger and better than before. My Dom and I had a hiccup, but our relationship is stronger and better as well. Thank you all for your support.

Hello Indigo Fam,

   This will be my last post on the Cage for quite a while. I need to process the lies that have been thrown my way. To those that believe Merry Christmas and happy new year. 

Broken hearted

Indigo 

Good morning Indigo Fam,

  So I tossed and turned all last night. Well let me start at the beginning. My sub sister came into town for a visit. She actually hooked up with my best friend a month ago who is training to be a Dom Under the guidance of my Dom. So she asked me to stay at the hotel with her. Bestie came over last night.....they fucked like rabbits in the bed next to me all night long. He is getting used to using the paddle on her. With every swat to her ass I felt a stirring inside of me. It made me want my Beast more and more. I will be with him from the 24th till after new years. I am sooooo looking forward to it....most of all the paddle to my ass. Hell even his strong hands caressing my bottom before he gives it a good smack. Commanding me on my knees as he slides his hands up my thighs to my pussy. Rubbing my clit as I get more and more wet. Inserting his fingers one at a time until he has all four in hitting my stop until......oh sorry fam I got carried away there for a moment. I can't wait to see him. I love you Beast, my Master. Tune in tomorrow fam for a special Christmas eve story.

Peace 

Indigo

Hello Indigo Fam, 

   I struggle every day with my depression. I blog to find peace in this world of chaos. Our search for a playmate has come to an end...too stressful. My Dom is my rock...but I push him away. Alone I feel and alone I shall stay. 

Silent, but obedient 

Sometimes I feel like my head will explode 

Sometimes I feel better off dead 

Sometimes I feel like I am on the outside looking in, watching every one else pass though life. Happy, normal. 

What is normal?

My normal is being a submissive trying to please her Dominant in every way possible. Sometimes I feel like a failure at that too. Someone told me to be loved by someone is second to loving yourself first. If this is true I don't think I will ever be loved.

I so enjoy the primal nature of my Dom. When he approaches me with that look in his eyes, like a lion going in for the kill. Grabbing my breast pinching my nipples until bite my bottom lip and let out a whimper. He bites my neck and shoulder. One hand still on my breast, the other slipping two fingers in my pussy. He plays me like a violin knowing just what strings to glide over. The right pressure and finger placement ensures the beautiful music ?that is my cries and moans. Three fingers...then 4. I beg for his permission to cum, but he denied me. His hand goes from my breast to my throat, squeezing gently as he kisses me. He whispered in my ear " remember this pussy is mine. I couldn't take it anymore and I cum hard. Warm liquid all over his fingers. "Did you just cum without permission, you slut" he flipped me over and spanked my ass. 1,2,3,4,5, I call out with each blow of his bare hand ✋. He follows the blows with a bite to my ass cheek, then enters me. "Damn you are so wet" he growls. He grabs a hand full of my braides pulls as he takes me....possesses me. I can feel the pressure building. "May I cum Sir" I plead. "I am going to count down from 5 when I get to 1 you will cum for me" 5,4,3,2......1 cum for me Thumper. I released a cry and cum on demand. He growls louder as my fluids consume his dick......I just love the primal nature of my Beast.