So i have been going through some complications after my Thyroid removal in the beginning of July. Currently back in the hospital after a second surgical procedure last night. Needless to say i have had time on my hands. I am a weirdo, even in the hospital I think about sex lol. With that being said, today I would like to discuss anal sex.
I never liked anal sex because the first time I encountered it, my partner shoved it in my ass. No lube no notice just did it. I felt pain like I had never felt before. I prayed for him to finish and what seemed like forever finally ended .....i cried i felt raped. The sad part was it was my husband. I felt helpless. After my marriage ended I had a couple of guys want to try anal, but I just couldn't bring myself to do it. The flash back kept me from going forward. When I meet my Dom I told him what happened and my fears. He asked me to give him the chance to show me that it can be a pleasurable experience, but only when the time is right. Well the time came. He made sure I was very relaxed and comfortable ?. It was amazing ? ?. I even asked him to do it again. I share this to say you should always keep an open mind about things. Carrying baggage from another situation can keep you from having a good experience with your new partner. I wanted to especially post this to help Submissives that have had bad experiences, I have meet a couple recently. The right person can make a positive impact on your life. Just give them a chance. As my Dom says "It should be pleasure for us both, not just me because I am you Master" I adore My Dom, My Master, and My King.
Peace
Indigo