I am, let's just say, an acquired taste.
I am a contradiction to all I say. I am too controlled in my day to day life which makes things hard, (working on that and one day I will find a dom, not scared of that and will help me push pass what I can't) very strong willed, I'm blunt, I'm honest, I'm sensitive and feel things deeply, I dislike 97% of humanity and would rather be alone or in the company of one special person, I don't ask for help from anyone unless pushed on me, I'm loud but weirdly quiet in the same breath and I don't like small talk, I would rather sit in silence, and I'm a people pleaser even if it hurts me in the process. The list goes on and on
It has taken me years to be okay with all of this?? and still to this day I have issues being okay with who I am. 98% of the people that come into my life have issues with me and I'm done trying to conform into what they think I should be. I've learned that I'm always going to be a lone wolf and my small tribe will flock to me sooner or later. I'm soooo sick of hearing that I am too much so I'm simply not going to listen any longer?
If you are having trouble today or if someone is on your ass
Always remember. . .You are beautiful and or Handsome and You are worth it and anyone in their right mind would love to know the real you.
