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observations from behind the bench

Some things I have noticed through the years that I feel are noteworthy.
5 years ago. Monday, August 3, 2020 at 9:31 AM

If impact is not your thing, you might give this a pass, to the rest of my kinky friends, enjoy.

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The light in the basement over her cage glowed dimly to life as the footsteps earily descended and crossed to the cage.

The keys rattled as the lock was opened and removed.

"Pet?" Master extended his hand, her leash sparkling in the darkness, click,

Tugging her gently to him with her leash on her collar pulling her to her feet to face him he asked. "Have you been a good girl?"

Her response was to lower her eyes silently, his was to take her hand, lift it to his nose and breathe deeply.

His hand holding the leash lifted her chin to look at him, his eyes told her everything.

He turned away from her, crossing to sit down in his chair. Bunny timidly approached him, lowering herself to all fours. Crawling forward she rubbed her tiny face on his leg as she gazed at his male part inside of his slacks.

"Please sire, may I?" His look un-readible. She moved further up brushing her lips over the bulge in his slacks.

"Did you cum already?" The Edge in his voice evident in the quiet question.

She nodded.

"You were going to wait for me to use you before you did that." The accusing statement hanging in the air like a cloud.

He rose from the chair. Stepping toward the St. Andrews Cross in the corner he waited as she took her position.

He fastened first her wrists, followed by her ankles. Her leash he passed through an eye hook on the wall securing her neck in place.

Soon the lash began to fall, starting at her shoulders, steady, even strokes, painting her skin with welts, as it reached her ass he could see her flexing and knew her Kegals were squeezing and soon her honey would be dripping.

Her actions clearly leading to another climax, he changed direction of the lash and brought it sharply up between her legs. Her yelp of surprise and pain bringing her pleasure up short.

Commencing again on her buttocks and down her legs he watched the juice flow down both legs as she humped the air.

In between strokes with the lash he removed his clothes. Stepping up behind her, his cock between her legs being lubricated by her own juice as he moved it through her slit.

His movement back and forth across her clit was dragging her closer to her release, just as she was spasming into the first throes of climax the head of his cock passed through her rosebud and, pressing upward, lifted her off of her feet.

She squirted her juices again, this time the orgasm unfettered, she sobbed. The overwhelming joy thick lump in her throat.

Every thrust brought new sensations. Soon, her orgasm began to peak as she shook and then, hot lava spewed into her ass.

That very last clinch of orgasm robbing her of consciousness.

When she awoke it was to the floral scent of the bubble bath she was reclining in. Her master would have salved her welts before putting her in the bath.

Water to drink, followed by a small amount of absinthe.

Big fluffy warm towel to wrap her in, he carries her to the master bedroom.

She snuggles under the sheet, kissing him goodnight as she settles down, his cock in her mouth, like a pacifier her favourite way to sleep.

5 years ago. Wednesday, June 3, 2020 at 8:04 PM

She was driving from Sandpoint Idaho to have her photos taken because a friend of a friend had told her about my boudoir and erotic photography, the 2:00 afternoon photo session could stretch into the evening depending on costume changes and what she wanted to portray.

 


A few minutes before 2:00 the intercom buzzed and I responded by opening the downstairs entrance  and watching as she entered and approached the elevator.  I remotely keyed the elevator open, setting the destination for this floor and then walked out to greet the elevator.

 


She was lovely, I quickly decided that this was going to be a pleasurable photo shoot, I knew instinctively that she would look great in whatever outfit she chose.

 


“Good afternoon Ashley, I’m Steve. It’s a pleasure to meet you.”  I extended my hand and she shook it softly, smiling up at me.

 


“Hello Steve, please forgive me, I’m a little nervous about all of this but I made up my mind to see this through no matter what.” Looking at her it was hard to detect any nervousness but if she thought she was, ok, I would just work to put her at ease.

 


Reaching for her roll-along I said, “right this way.” And started down the hallway toward the loft.  I was at the very end of the hall and quite a trek from the elevator but we soon arrived.  Upon entering I directed her to the bedroom to the right of the entry and, entering ahead of her I placed her roll-along on the bed so she could get at her costumes.

 


“Would you care for a glass of wine, I have a nice white chilled?”

 


She nodded and began to unbutton her coat.  As her curves were revealed I thought again how nice this shoot was going to be.

 


I brought her a glass and she asked what type of photos I would be taking of her.

 


Slightly taken off guard by the question I smiled and said, “Whatever M’lady wishes, I am here to serve.” As I bowed at the waist smiling.

 


She took two carefully measured sips of her wine, nodding her appreciation and then said. “That is not exactly what I heard regarding your style.”

 


Her statement again caught me a bit off guard and so I decided to cut to the chase.  “Perhaps, you might share what you have heard, as well as, what you are hoping to accomplish with this photo session.

 


“The friend who recommended you said that you were a Master at revealing the nature of your subject, and the attributes that they keep hidden away from all that know them.  I know who I feel that I am, and what my desires are down deep within me, before too much more time passes, I would like to have some photos of that me, just to remember, and to look at when I get older.”

 


“Very well then, would you like to change into your first costume so that I can see what kind of set to put you in?”

 


I have photographed both women and men in every state of dress and undress you can imagine and also doing just about every imaginable and even some un-imaginable things to each other.  It always thrills me to see the first outfit they choose to wear for a shoot because that is the one that is the revelatory evidence of who they actually believe they are.

 


Ashley was no exception as she stepped from the dressing room in a floor length, cobalt blue silk gown split from shoulders to waist both front and back, the front barely covering each nipple in it’s passage over her bust, as she turned and the gown moved slightly at the back it revealed the sexy little dimple just above the right side of her delectable ass. I made a mental note to check for its twin on the left at my earliest opportunity.  She glided forward, her shapely left leg being revealed through the slit in front that reached high enough to show the absence of any undergarment.

 


This woman did not need a set, she just needed to be, taking her wine glass from her and topping it back up, I led her to the windows  overlooking downtown, the sky being slightly overcast provided me the type of soft defused light that would make the surrealistic aura created by the blue fabric just float and not pop.  As she gazed out the window I began shooting, electronically dimming the light coming through all the windows gently moving the interior of the loft toward night even at 3 in the afternoon.

 


“Ashley, please begin turning toward me, first with just your head, now, continue bringing your shoulders toward me, slowly, now turn your left foot toward me just slightly, now hold that.”

 


As she was turning I began moving around her in a sweeping arc that gave me one award winner after another, I hit the money shot when my camera caught the line of her left leg leading directly up to her right breast just behind the top of the dress, the line was flawless, anyone seeing the photo would pray for a breeze that would reveal her prominent little nipple.  I knew this woman was magic. she followed my instruction perfectly.

 


“And, now you can breathe.” I chuckled as I heard her actually breathe in and out a couple of times.

 


She chuckled as well and then said, “I think a bathroom would be a good idea too.”

 


I pointed at the back corner and she headed for it at a brisk walk.  After a short time I heard the toilet flush, the door open and a gasp.  I looked back and saw that she had seen my wall of pain.  Her hand was over her mouth as her eyes darted back and forth at the contents of the wall.

 


I walked towards her and as she looked at me I said one word. “Props.”

 


I could see the mental gymnastics she was going through as she processed that information.  I smiled at her with what I hoped to be a disarming smile and said.  “There is a bdsm group here in town that like to do some playing and have if photographed or video taped.  Besides, sometimes models can be kind of unruly so it helps keep them in line to just point at the wall know and then with a warning look in my eye.”  I couldn’t help it, try as I might, I finally broke out in laughter and as the absurdity of what I said dawned on her she joined me and we had a good laugh.

 


“What did you have in mind for your next costume change?” I asked and she responded.

 


“I had intended to work into some more sexy things gradually just for my own ease but after seeing your ‘props’ I don’t see any reason not to forge ahead.  I really want to get some smokin’ hot sexy pictures to remember myself in my prime, and also to remind the hubby that he has a hot chick on his hands sometimes when his ardor cools somewhat.

 


“Ok, I will freshen your wine while you go make the change. I will see you in the living room.”

 


Ashley said, “would it be ok if I took a toke to kind of mellow my head space a bit?”

“Sure, whatever you want little girl.”

 


Heading to the dressing room she stopped and grabbed her purse.  It wasn’t very long before I could smell the weed and wondered what this would mean in terms of revelation for her.

 


Her choice of outfit was perfect, at least as far as I was concerned.  She was wearing a red lace up bustier that barely concealed her aureolas, garter straps from the bustier  held up fishnet stockings with a thong over the top of them just barely covering her quite tasty looking Mons.

 


There is a portion of my breakfast bar that is Reminiscent of a saloon bar with brass rail, barstool and some lighting, I motioned to a stool near where I had placed her refilled glass and she leaned against it, long legs atop stiletto heels giving her a lady of the night look.  I hit some remotes and changed the lighting to soft reds and golds and began to move around her exploring looks and angles.  I loved the reflection of the soft glow from the swells of her breasts, her lips sensuously caressing the rim of the glass, long nails accenting slender fingers, the look in her eyes showing a longing for something. 

 


“Ashley?” I spoke softly, her eyes shifted to me and the depth ran into my soul with a crash. I took that and several more shots before allowing the camera to hang from the strap.

 


“I want more. Please Steve, show me who I am.” She shuddered as she took a sip of her wine.

 


“Are you sure?” I asked, “you might not like what you see.”

 


“I want to face my demons once and for all, because of what I heard of you, I came here, the photos are secondary, the revelation is my first priority and you are the one who can reveal me. I’m right aren’t I?  You can do this.”

 


Waiting and watching for my answer she recoiled as I stepped toward her, like a scared little creature, I held out my hand and said softly. “come with me Kitten.

 


She took my hand and I led her back to the wall, I turned her to face it and said take down what you consider to be the most fascinating thing on the wall please.  Without hesitation she grabbed the fur-lined cuffs.  She wanted control but not pain.  “Look at them and study them for me,” as she did I began to snap close ups of her eyes, her face, her hands, I captured the awe, the reverence, I asked if I could touch her hair, she nodded slightly so I brought a few strands forward and down near her cheek. Taking a photo of her peeking out from behind it I asked her to show me her desire, she was at a loss, I walked over to her, took the cuffs from her and clicked them on her wrists, the intake of her breath was sharp, looking down at the front of her thong and seeing the damp stain there I said. “Now, show me your desire.”  Her nostrils flared and I spun a stool around and placed it behind her.  I had a Hitachi Magic Wand on a shelf on the wall, I turned it on and it began to vibrate. “Do you wish to continue?”

 


A brief nod, a remote button pressed, a hook on a cable descends from above, I lift her cuffed hands over he head, snap them into the hook and send the cable back up, her arms over her head but not so taut as to be uncomfortable.  Reaching between her legs under the seat of the stool she was on I pulled an arm with a spring clamp attached, snapping the magic wand into it I turned it on and pushed it back until the business end came in contact with her clit.

 


She jerked and twitched until I put my hands on her thighs and held them in place up to and through her first climax.

 


“Computer, fire cameras one, two, and three.  Lighting at level 3 blue, 4 red and 3 yellow.  Drop flat screen into viewing position.”  The image on the flat screen was Ashley in living color working through another climax, becoming more animated as she ground on the vibrator, I walked toward her, the click of my knife startling her as she saw the blade and then saw it descend toward her thong.  Her next cum hit just as I sliced through the thong baring her sex.

 


I stepped behind her and unhooked the top 4 hooks of the bustier and the top fell away from her breasts, I then stepped in front of her and licked first her right nipple, then her left, then I reached down and flipped the switch on the want to high.

 


She began to cum again harder, and then to cry, and scream, and babble incoherently,  I kept hearing the word “please” repeatedly she had pushed forward on the stool until the entire head of the wand was buried in her pussy and she was away on the wings of ecstasy.

 


She would certainly have a great number of the types of photos she had wanted, in addition to several that I did not think she had been expecting.   

 


Later that evening, I poured the puddle that was Ashley into the sex swing and I took completely and total advantage of her and all of her charms, but that is, as they say, another story.

 

5 years ago. Wednesday, May 27, 2020 at 5:57 PM

As I stepped into the lobby of the secure building where I lived in downtown Boise, I was surprised to find a very attractive and athletic looking brunette staring with undisguised contempt at the key card slot in place of the call button on the elevator.

 


"Excuse me," I ventured, "Can I help  you with something?"

 


Looking up at me she held her empty hands up and said, "I am here to visit my brother, this is his building but it is apparently very secure. I tried the intercom outside but there is no answer from him, and my cell phone is dead.  I followed some people in through the entrance but now that I am here in the lobby, faced with the key card and no key card, I don't know what I might do to find him."

 


"If you like, and you know what his apartment number is, I would be happy to provide you an escort to his door."

 


She considered this for a moment and said, "His apartment is 12C, and I would truly appreciate that."

 


With that I placed my key in the slot and called for the elevator.  I admired her figure as I stepped aside to let her enter the cube in front of me.  She pressed 12 and we began our ascent.  His door was just a couple down from the elevator in the hallway and we were soon discovering that his reason for not answering the intercom was that he was actually not at home.

 


The look on her face was intense as she was obviously weighing her choices and I smiled, what I hoped was disarmingly, and said.  "I have my phone in my apartment which is one flight up and I probably have a charger that would work for your phone as well, so, if you would like to avail yourself, I would be happy to provide some meager assistance."

 


"That would be truly kind of you, I feel at ease with you, which I assure you is seldom the case with me and a stranger but in this case, I think I will trust my instincts." I turned to the elevator again and we took the short ride up one floor.

 


My Loft was a but further down the hallway as it was one that I had purchased as a loft before it could be broken up into units as the others in the building had.

 


Upon entering, I unplugged my Iphone from it's place by the door and handed it to her, she in turn handed me hers and I plugged it into my charger.

 


Her call to her brother proved unsuccessful as she left him a voicemail and looked at me awkwardly.

 


"Coffee?" I asked "since you may be here for a few minutes until you hear back from him."

 


Clearly relieved to be spared from any difficult decisions she nodded and then responded. "Black please, and may I trouble you for the use of your restroom?"

 


"Of course,"  I gestured to the corner where the bath was located and she made a bee line for it.  The Kuerig made short work of the coffee supply and she stepped from the bathroom and stopped dead in her tracks. Obviously seeing my collection of flogs and bondage paraphernalia on the wall that she now faced, her hand went to her open mouth and her eyes flicked to me. 

 


"Let me guess," I chuckled, "you are currently feeling a bit less 'at ease' with me than you were earlier?"

 


Her very attractive mouth moved a bit as if trying to speak but thinking better of a response she opted for a shrug.

 


I placed the two cups of coffee on the bar height table that served as my dining table and slipped onto the bar stool that was against the wall, providing her with a large area of safe maneuvering space in order to give her some level of comfort.

 


"Would you like to talk about the elephant that has just taken up residence in the room?"  I smiled at her.

 


"There is not much to talk about, it is actually none of my business and as soon as I hear from my brother, I will be out of your way and I can forget what I have seen."

 


"As you wish.' I responded, "your brother must not have been expecting you to arrive this evening apparently?"

 


"The downfall of texting as a primary means of communication I'm afraid, I was due to arrive tomorrow but was able to catch an earlier flight."  She shook her head, I should have called him to make sure but I didn't do it.  So here I sit."

 


"Well, I for one am happy to have you sit here, you certainly beat what I was going to be looking at all evening."  She blushed a bit as I smiled at her.  "I hope you don't feel too ill at ease after what you saw, I know it can be a bit disconcerting."

 


"Ya think!?"  Her response caused me to laugh out loud and almost spray her with coffee.  Fortunately I had already swallowed.  

 


Her laughter was like a breath of fresh air.

 


Her eyes captured mine as she asked softly. "Please, explain it to me."

 


“Would you care to explain your question to me first?  I smiled, do you want to know what they’re for, or why I have them, or their significance, what would you like explained exactly.?

 


“Since I know absolutely nothing about the apparatuses I have seen on your wall, I would probably have to say (D) All of the above.”

 


“OK, well then let’s start in an appropriate manner,  I’m Steve.”

 


“Ashley.” As she extended her hand.

 


“Good Ashley, would you like some more coffee, or perhaps something a bit stronger.?”

 


“More coffee would be great, would you mind if I took a toke of my pen in lieu of something stronger?”

 


“Not at all, whatever your preference is, I think I will just eat a gummy, and just let it settle in slowly.”

 


After depositing her coffee in front of her I motioned toward the wall in question and she followed me around to the “business” side of it, which was actually the room divider of my bedroom.

 


I began a brief description of the various implements starting with flogs and crops, moving to cuffs and spreaders, ball gags and suppression masks and finally ending at the various harnesses and the cabinet mounted to the wall which was currently closed.

 


The cabinet was 8 feet tall and 6 feet wide with double doors, she asked about it and I opened the doors.

 


The door on the right held a St. Andrews cross which was currently folded into itself but which would unfold to take the weight and hold a subject in position for flogging.  The left door hid a hoist which would also swing out into the room and hold suspended a sex swing or hooks to hold subjects arms overhead when attached to a handcuff chain and raised to require the subject to on tiptoes if desired.

 


At each description of items I could see Ashley becoming mildly agitated, shifting from foot to foot and looking anxiously around the room as if to contemplate escape.

 


“Ashley? What do you actually know about BDSM, the lifestyle or role-play?” I asked her more to rein her in from her flights of fancy than to ascertain, what I had already determined, was a minimal amount of knowledge.

 


“ Ummmmm, not very much actually,” as she stood looking at the wall she crossed one foot over the other and sort of twisted slightly back and forth, she was becoming aroused as her mind took her on a further flight of fancy.  Probably fueled, in part, but the THC she had imbibed as I refilled her coffee.

 


I pointed to one of the occasional chairs at the entrance to the bedroom, “sit down and I will give you the readers digest version if you would like to learn about it.”

 


She immediately took the proffered seat and looked at me expectantly, I chuckled at her eagerness and sat in the opposing chair.

 


“Very well then…”  As I proceeded to explain about Bondage and Discipline, Masters and Slaves, Doms and Subs, sadists and masochists, she focused laser-like attention on every word. Finally asking me to share some of my experiences with her.

 


After replacing our coffees with some cognac, thoughts of dinner having been replaced by other thoughts I settled down just as her phone rang in the other room, she raced to grab it. The loft being open as it was I could hear the conversation whether I wanted to or not. “Telluride!  What are you doing there for cryin’ out loud? <pause> and they had to have you there on a Friday night? <another pause> “I don’t have the funds for a hotel in this city so what am I supposed to do? Do any of your friends have a key?”

 


I could hear the panic in her voice and decided to interrupt by gently tapping her shoulder and pointing to the door on the other side of the entry way, I walked over to it, opened the door, pointing silently to the deadbolt lock and gesturing she was welcome to sleep there.  Looking in at the queen bed in the middle of the comfortable looking bedroom, she visibly relaxed, and interrupted her brother, explaining that his neighbor had just offered her a place to sleep and that she would be fine and to call her when he was on his way home.

 


Visibly relaxed we went back toward “the wall” as she stopped to pick up her pen on the way and imbibe a bit more.

 


Settling back into our respective chairs I settled in to tell of an early encounter with a sub on the first night of our meeting.  She had arrived at my office.  I had told her to wear a butt plug and she apologized that she didn’t have one but had worn nipple clamps with a chain instead.  She was leaning against a counter and I told her to show me, so she pulled her blouse up revealing the clamps on her nipples.  I tested their tension, watching her reaction, and as she winced I could see her begin to squirm so I slid my hand inside the waistband of her pants toward her pussy and she instinctively clasped my hand as if to stop me, I looked her in the eye and said, “you don’t get to tell me no, little one.” Her knees buckled as my hand cupped her sex holding her against the counter as she came on my hand.  I turned her around and bent her over the counter as I pulled her pants down, unzipped and shoved my cock into her.  She kept cumming as I slammed into her filling her with my cum.  I stepped back and allowed her to slump to the floor with her pants around her ankles.  

 


“May I get dressed now?” she asked.

 


“No, I will tell you when you can.”

 


Ashley had been squirming in her chair, crossing and un-crossing her legs, squeezing her thighs tight on her center, trying to be surreptitious with her actions but I was very aware of her growing need.  I went into the other room to refill our glasses with cognac, as I came back I could see her arm moving as she tried to rub toward some relief.

 


“How are you doing?” I asked returning to the room and handing her drink to her. I had returned to my chair when she asked me a question that set the rest of the evening in motion.

“I really do feel that I can trust you, I have no idea why I do but I do, and I would love to have the opportunity to talk with you openly about all of this and perhaps gain some understanding of myself in the process.  Would that be alright?”

 


“ I hold no clinical degrees, no PHd’s,  I have a very practical knowledge of applications and techniques, so, bearing that in mind and not expecting any type of medical or psychiatric care from me, then you are free to ask what you will.”  Looking at her sternly I added the final caveat. “Don’t play games with me little one, if you want help I will offer it, if you lie to me try to sugar coat things into what you think I want to hear, you will not care for ultimate result. Do I make myself clear?”

 


Her eyes grew wide with not quite alarm, but with something more akin to awe.  “Crystal.” She responded

 


“Crystal, Sir.”  I corrected

 


“Crystal, Sir!” She replied

 


“Sir, may I ask a question?” she asked 

 


“You may do as you wish, but I might suggest that you include the why of your question with the question.” I smiled and sat back to see how she handled her question.

 


She studied me for a time before she began to speak.  “I have had some responses, physical responses, to what I have seen and heard here this evening.  But it is not the presence of the response that brings up the question, it is something that it reminded me of.”

 


“Very well little one, let’s see if I can answer the question for you.”

 


“Ok, here goes.  Do people really become sexually aroused by punishment and the infliction of pain?  I mean, is that really normal behavior?”

 


“I would have to say that, in my circles, it is considered completely normal, why would you ask that?” I was dreadfully curious where this was going now.

 


“Ok then, I was raised in a very conservative Christian home, and my parents wanted me to attend private school in order to keep me pure.  I was about 12 when I got into allot of trouble with the headmaster and wound up in his office.”  He told me how much trouble I was in and that he would have to either call my parents or we could take care of the problem between us this time.”  She looked at me.

 


I asked her to continue...

 


“I opted for taking care of it with him, so he ordered me to stand and turn to face his desk. I could not believe my reaction to that, I began to become short of breath and my pussy began to tingle, he placed his hand in the middle of my back and pushed me forward, bending me over his desk.  He told me to remain completely silent as he lifted the back of my skirt revealing my butt to him. I was trembling as he walked across the room and back, suddenly the world exploded in pain as his paddle descended on my ass, instantly, I was in more pain than I could imagine, and he hit me again, I was biting my lip to keep from screaming as he brought it down on my ass repeatedly. The intensity of pain increased as did the intensity of my arousal.  After about the eighth blow my pussy exploded with sensation, and liquid ran down my thighs as I orgasmed right there in front of the headmaster.  I was humping against the edge of his desk as he hit me again and again, and I came again and finally I collapsed across his desk exhausted.  I looked back at him, and saw the damp stain across the front of his slacks and then looked up into his horror stricken face.  He mumbled for me to never speak about this to anyone and so I fled as quickly as possible.”

 


I looked at her and shook my head.  “So, since that experience you have carried the guilt of enjoying that beating and believed that you were somehow broken or at least not ‘normal’ like other people, correct?

 


“Yes, that is how I have felt for the last 10 years until you explained all of this,” waving her hand at the wall, “to me, and I realized there was another dimension to what I had been thinking all along.” She took another sip of her cognac and another puff on her pen that was followed by a shiver.

 


“I want to know how this all works, why do I suddenly want to be tied up?”  Her eyes grew wild as she looked at me and hissed.  “Why did it turn me on so much for him to push me down across his desk?”

 


I sat quietly watching and listening as she stood and walked to the wall, fingering the crop, and the flog in turn. “May I sir?” she asked meekly.

 


“Of course.”  I smiled gesturing to her to help herself, she removed the crop, holding it in her right hand, then she brought it down on the palm of her left with a smack that I knew from experience would sting like crazy.  She stood stock still and then shivered, beginning to shudder and swoon.  I was primed to stand and go to her when she regained control.

 


“Oh my God, that hurt!” she looked at me in shock.

 


“A whip is still a whip, but a bit of control can lessen the sting to a degree.”  She came to me and handed me the crop.  I watched as she turned and bent over presenting her sweet ass to me.  I obliged her with a not so gentle pop to her left buttock.  She stood up quickly looking over her shoulder at me.

 


“You hit me!” She was incredulous.

 


“Of course, it’s what I do when presented with a target like that.

 


Rubbing her ass she walked over to the wall, this time taking down a pair of padded wrist restraints fingering them and looking at me.  I could see her mind working as she asked about them, specifically why they were padded.

 


“Because, when they are on, and the chain is attached to the hoist as it rises, without the padding they tend to chafe.”

 


Her mind continued to work as she walked toward me.  “Would you show me?”

 


“You realize that if I place those on you, and hook you to the hoist, I can do whatever I wish to you and there will be nothing you can do to stop it?” I held out my hand as I stood and she handed me the restraints.  I turned her away from me and pulled her lightweight jacket off and down her arms.  “I asked you a question, you do understand that if I place you in this apparatus that I can and will do as I wish with you and this is what you want?”

 


She shivered and nodded her head. “Yes.”

 


“Yes what?”

 


“Yes Sir!”

 


“Yes sir, I want you to restrain me, beat me, and do whatever you want with me. Now, say that.”  I said in a tone that would not allow for any dissent.

 


“Yes sir, please sir, I want you to restrain me, beat me, and show me how to be a good girl as you do whatever you want to me. Please sir.” She whispered the last as I closed the cuffs on her wrists.  

 


I touched the remote and the hoist swung into position, lifting her hands I hooked them to the hoist and started it upward.  As she began to feel her arms pulled above her head she began to panic.  I let the hoist continue upward as I walked to her ripped her blouse open.  

 


Her chest heaving she shouted at me. “What do. you think your doing?”

 


“I am doing as you asked child.”

 


“Let me down this instant or when I get out of here I will call the police and have you arrested.” She was really beginning to get agitated.

 


I unzipped the rear zipper on her slacks and lowered them and her panties. She writhed and tried to get away.  She was trussed securely up on her tiptoes as I stepped in front of her looking in her eyes and ran my hand down across her stomach and into her pubes, bringing my very wet fingers to my mouth and licking her nectar from them.  “I intend to keep my promise to you my dear, I will answer your questions and help you understand what makes you tick.”

 


I picked up the crop from where it had been discarded and lashed her across first one cheek and then the other, she whimpered and I could see her nice little six-pack abs twitch as she clenched her Kegal muscles and I brought it again and again, listening as she whimpered and humped the air.  Moving to the front, I pulled the switch blade from my pocket, the click of it opening startling her, watching the blade come close to her chest she began to beg as I cut away her bra and bra straps, then stepping back I snapped each of her nipples with the crop.

 


She jerked in surprise, yelped, and looked at me with poison in her eyes.

 


“I have had enough!” She spat at me. “Let me go this second do you hear me?!?”

 


“You have not had near enough little one, you have no clue who you are or what makes you tick yet.”

 


“I have decided I don’t want to know any more, so if you will let me down now I won’t have to go to the police.” She said shaking her hands the little bit she could move them and looking at me expectantly.

 


I stepped toward her and she began to cringe back as I slid my hand down into her pubes again and sliding my finger through her very wet slit and over her clit, I felt it stiffen as she trembled...she looked at me again and I stroked again, she whimpered again and then said please and I rubbed some more, she said “I am going to the police as soon as I get away from you and tell them how you took advantage of me, nnnnnnnngggghhhhhhh, would you stop that please.”  

 


She then began to press down against my probing finger in earnest and I slapped her ass again with the crop, much harder this time, repeating it on the other cheek, her eyes sprung open wide as I continued to beat her and stroke her and beat her, and then she came, gushing liquid from her center and shaking uncontrollably as I fully impaled her gushing pussy with my two middle fingers and pulled up hard pressing her G-spot into action as she began to orgasm anew.  After a few more orgasms I pressed the down button  and she collapsed down into my arms, I lifted her little 110 pound frame and oh so curvy body, carrying her to the bed and laying her down on her side and rolling her to her stomach.

 


Applying some soothing lotions to her welts she began to purr and gently roll back and forth against my stroking hand so I increased my area of attention again between her legs but back up over her little rosebud.  When I hit it, she jumped  and pressed back hard until my finger slipped inside her, then she pressed again.  

 


“More!” She said and began rolling her hips, I pressed more and she got hotter. I added clitoral stimulating, and depth to her ass and she began to prove to be insatiable.  “Please more sir, please make me cum some more.”

 


I was just beginning to think that I had found a truly insatiable woman and as she lost consciousness at the conclusion of what appeared to be the strongest orgasm yet.

 


I covered her and went into the kitchen to have a cup of tea while she recovered.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I was enjoying my first cup of coffee when a beautiful vision stepped into the room wearing a bathrobe six times too big for her.  She was a sexy, tiny, curvy, very desirable young lady, who appeared to be mildly embarrassed, this was the moment of truth.

 


“Coffee?” I smiled, reaching for the pot and a cup.

 


“Please.  Do you have any kind of flavoring for it?”  

 


I opened the refrigerator and pulled a couple of flavored creamers out presenting them to her, she picked the French Vanilla.

 


“I put some towels in the bath for you, and you can help yourself to whatever else you might need in the cupboards.” I took a sip of coffee and watched her body language as she nodded her head.

 


“Thank you, I will probably need to get another bra sometime soon, but there is really not a huge rush for that I suppose.” She looked at me with a look that I was trying to decipher but I decided to continue the roles that were defined last night.

 


I nodded and then her phone rang.

 


“My brother.” as she answered, “Hi, are you headed back?  No? Why not? What do you mean you will be a couple more days?”  The explanation seemed to take the wind out of her sails as she looked at me, tears began to form in her eyes.  “I guess we can catch up another time, I will see if I can get my flight changed.  I understand, work is work, I love you and we can do this again when you have time, Ok, bye bro.”

 


I could see that she was fighting despair as she stared at her phone and said. “I need to check with the airline.”

 


“Stop, there is no reason to rush, you are welcome to stay here as long as you wish, I have nothing happening for the next week if you want to stay, please, accept my hospitality for as long as you feel comfortable.”  

 


My heart went out to her, but I did mean what I said, however, it was not without some selfish intentions on my part, I knew deep in my soul that this woman had the potential to be the most incredible partner a man could hope for if I could just get her to keep being open. Listening to her body instead of her mind...

 


She was sitting stock still and staring at her phone for the longest time, finally she looked up at me. The tears spilled out of her eyes and her shoulders began to move with the silent sobs. 

 


"Nothing need be decided right now little one, finish your coffee and freshen up with a nice hot shower.  You'll feel better and be able to think more clearly." As I finished speaking I stood and took my coffee with me to the end of the couch, lightly touching her shoulder in passing. She reached up, pressing my hand down onto her shoulder effectively stopping me from passing long enough to lay her cheek on the backs of my fingers. I waited as the caress ended and she withdrew her cheek and then her hand. As I settled on the couch and picked up my Ipad she padded soundlessly toward the bath in the rear of the loft. 

 


After a lifetime of dealing in diamond and precious stones it has become a way of life to be stemmed, the most comfortable method of carrying concealed being with a .45 in a horizontal shoulder rig over a tee shirt and under a button down shirt worn untucked and open.  I had left the shirt I wore yesterday hanging on a hook in the bathroom and it became the attire of choice for Ashley. I had set the temperature in the loft to a comfortable 72 degrees. I need to add that the way to this man's heart is not through his stomach, it is through his eyes, my eyes beheld a vision that nearly stopped my heart as she appeared dressed in my shirt, only. My favorite outfit on any woman is a man's dress shirt worn over a nude body.  I am exaggerating when I say that what I beheld was perfection personified.

 


Stopping at the edge of the coffee table she seemed unsure of where to sit but when I patted the seat next to me on the couch she quickly folded one shapely leg under her and settled next to me. 

 


I could feel her leaning lightly against me, craving the closeness of affection but not being at ease enough to relax into me. So I took the decision from her and put my arm around her. Pulling her to me she picked her other foot up placing it under her and curling up into a tighter little package. As I snuggled her she lay her head on my shoulder and quietly began to sob again.  I held her as she cried, after a time she balled her little hand into a fist and brought it down hard on her own thigh, she did it a second time and I caught it as she started to raise it again. 

 


“What is wrong with me?” Her voice was agonized, looking into my eyes through her tears. “Why are you, a complete stranger, more concerned about me than my own family?  My parents shipping me off to private schools so they don’t have to deal with me?  I have my first orgasm as a man, albeit a father figure, beats my ass black and blue?  The next orgasm I ever have in my entire life is with another ‘father figure’ who by beating my ass on the first day I meet him takes me to sexual places I did not even dream existed?  Now, though I don’t even know your last name, I am ready to stay here with you because I want more of what you can do to me, not because I don’t have a choice in the matter.  I have plenty of money, my brother doesn’t know anything about me, and that is just how I want to keep it.  I came here for this visit at my Mother’s insistence because she wanted me out of the house while she remodels this week.  Why does she hate me so much?  I <sob> just want different than what I have, who I am, I want…”

 


She curled into a tiny fetal ball which I picked up and pulled onto my lap and held her tight, sobs wracking her tiny body, burrowing her face into my chest under my chin, shaking uncontrollably.  “I want more of what you did last night, please, lots more.  I’ll be your good girl.  Just help me feel, please <sob> just help me feel your love, even if it’s just pretend, please Sir, please.”  With that she grew silent, as I held her she squeezed up against me as hard as she could and I could feel her begin to clinch her Kagels and rub her little body back and forth, rubbing her heels into her mound and beginning to breathe erratically.

 


As she was increasing her arousal I slipped my hand under the shirt she was wearing and across her stomach, up to her breast and I caressed it, pinching her nipple.  With my other hand I petted her hair, like a loved little pet, I ran my hand through it, gripping a handful at the back of her head and pulling, her face upturned in response and I kissed her, lightly, she whimpered, I flicked my tongue across her lips and she moaned in response opening her mouth for my tongue.  I pulled her back just far enough to look in her eyes.  “Do you want to be mine little one? Do you want Daddy to own you?” 

 


She whimpered again and nodded her head. “Yes please.”

 


“Yes please what, child?” my eyes never leaving hers.

 


“Yes please Daddy, take me and make me yours, oh please, I need you so much.”  She was shaking and crying again and I pulled her back into my embrace.

 


“Very well little one, you are mine now.”  I gently pushed her forward and helped her to lay down across my lap, the feeling of her left breast pressing down on my cock causing and immediate stirring.

 


Running my right hand down across her ass and between her legs I found her to be soaking wet and I began slowly stroking her clit and up through her labia.  Using my two middle fingers, one on each side of her clit and squeezing as I pressed and rubbed, I dragged her juices up to her ass and back down until she was fully coated in her own lubricant.  Pressing her sphincter with my index finger she didn’t disappoint me as she pushed back.  My finger slipped in as my hand turned sideways and impaled her again, one finger in her ass, two in her cunt, and my pinky massaging her clit as she began the climb toward climax again.  My hard cock pressing up against her breast, and her hard nipple’s presence on the underside of it, added to the play from the night before, I was more than ready to blow.  Her cum was fast approaching and I could feel her hand insinuate itself between us and draw my zipper down.  As she pulled me out of my slacks she raised her head and looked at me.

 


“I’ve never done this before Daddy, but I really want to, please?” she whispers and waits, I nodded and in one move she slid her hot mouth down over me until I felt the back of her throat against my cock head, she gagged a little and then pushed down even harder, whimpering and moaning around my cock, as she pulled off of it and plunged back down, over and over, my fingers were buried in her and she went crazy, humping my hand as her fluids spewed out over my hand, and her legs, trying to scream around my cock she kept moving, undulating like a snake, slowing down her pressure on my hand and my cock and beginning to move fluidly taking me in and out of her throat, and my hand in and out of her cunt, slowing even more until I felt like she was wringing my cum out of me and finally in a blast of white light behind my eyes, the cum rocketed out of my cock and into her stomach, pulling me into her depths she began to curl again, on her side this time, my fingers till buried inside of her and my cock in her mouth, we both slept.  The emotional drain leaving us both quite exhausted but completely satiated.

As we woke, or I should say as I woke to Ashley sucking me back to hardness in her sleep, I gently pulled her back up into my arms, holding her and continuing to stroke her hair, and over her body.  Touching her lovingly and intimately, feeling her feminine parts swollen and wet with her want.

 


I smiled at her and said, “you know a tablespoon of protein is not going to be enough fuel for your next journey with me.  Shall we order in something to eat?”

 


“Yes please, I actually haven’t eaten since lunch yesterday waiting for my flight, mmmmmm, oh that feels so good.” She purred.

 


“Computer call Sally please.” I said to the air and a disembodied voice replied with a very sexy Australian accent.  “Right away sir.”

 


A phone rang and was answered. “Sally’s.”

 


“Hi Doll.”

 


“Steve! You’re back! Welcome home!”  “Hungry?”

 


“I am my love, and I have a house guest so I will take my usual and…Ashe?  Breakfast ok?”

 


A nod in reply, “How do  you like your eggs?”

 


“Over easy, with bacon crisp and wheat toast? If that’s ok?”

 


Sally responded with, “ok, two of Steve’s usual orders, Ted will be up with them in 30 minutes, you guys have your coffee etc. all covered yourselves, right?”

 


“Sure do, thank  you my love.”

 


“Anytime handsome.” <click>

 


Thirty minutes later my door swung open and Ted said “Breakfast’s ready, on the table boss?”

 


“Fine Ted, thanks and have a great day.

 


“You too boss, miss, as he bowed his head slightly in greeting to Ashley and smiling at her mildly embarrassed demeanor. day’s getting better rapidly.”

 


“I thought I would be able to be out of sight or that you would take delivery at the door.  I didn’t realize I would be giving the help a show.”

 


Her face continued to glow and I told her that she had just made his day. “Besides, you’re covered, sort of.”

 


After we had eaten and cleared away the dishes we were back on the couch with
Ashley as close as she could get to me without being inside my skin.  I had my arm around her holding her and she slithered up onto my lap into the position she was in last night.  She had even begun riding her heels again in the same way as last night.

 


“So tell me little one, how do you feel?” I asked as I held her.

 


“I feel fine sir, why do you ask?”

“Often, in the heat of passion we say things that we mean deeply in our hearts at the time, but, then the orgasms come and go, and we find that our initial Ardor has diminished. It is a natural human tendency and there is no shame in it.”

 


“Do you remember what you said to me earlier today, and do  you still feel the same as you did?  If you don’t I understand and you may consider yourself free to go.”

 


“No Sir!”  she began to show signs of panic, “Please don’t send me away, I want to stay, I’ll be a good girl, I promise, I’ll be the best I can be for you.” She started to cry again as she clung to me.

 


“Calm down baby girl, you’re not going anywhere unless you want to, now, is that clear?”

 


“<sniff> Crystal Sir” Taking the tissue I offered her and dabbing at her eyes and smiling at me with relief.

 


“Alright then, there are some other things to clear up, I will put these items all in writing in your contract, but we will just discuss them for now.  Then, if you truly decide that you wish to continue with me, we will spell them out and you and I will both sign.”  The contract is an agreement that states what each of us will and will not do during our association. It can be unilaterally terminated by either of us but the purpose of it is to outline how we stay together, not how we break apart. Understand?”

 


“I think so.” She continued to sit nervously.

 


“I have, since you have been here, done the things that I could see that you wanted done to you, even though you were not aware that you wanted them at first. Continuing on there are things I will be doing to you that are more in depth and intense, still things that you want but are unaware of yet.  In order for you to become the good girl that I want you to be, there are some things you will endeavor to accept as additions to your personality makeup that I will introduce and you will adopt, is that clear.”

 


“Oh, yes Sir, please go on Sir.” She was showing her arousal again and beginning to run her Kegal exercises.”

 


“You remember what I told you about the difference between a Submissive and a Slave little one?”

 


“Yes Sir, I do.”

 


“While you may, at times be a submissive at my request, you will always be my Slave.”  You are never, under any circumstances, to use the word no to me.  You will never decline any instruction or order from me.”

 


“Yes Sir.”

 


“I am not a Sadist, nor do I enjoy inflicting pain on anyone.  I do, however, gladly do it when it is for someone like you who needs the pain to take them over the edge.  In time you will learn to climax quite fully without it but for right now I will give you what you need.

 


“Yes, Sir, mmmmmmmay I cum again soon Sir.

 


I stood and took her hand, slipping the shirt off of her shoulder I led her from the living area back to the play area where I pulled a spanking horse over in front of the wall.  She looked at it and then back at me.  I showed her the shelves for her knees on with side of the horse and she knelt on them. Pressing her forward she placed her forearms on the arm rests, I snapped the restraints around her forearms and her ankles. As I walked behind her and looked at her pussy I could see how wet her pussy was, it was literally pouring juice onto the bench, I took the flog down from the wall and walked to her head to stand in front of her.  I had designed the bench to my specifications and the height was perfect for my cock to fit her mouth. As I slipped it into her mouth I began to lightly stroke her back and sides with the tips of the flog.  Moaning around my cock she was now humping the bench while sucking me deep into her throat. I pulled my cock from her mouth just as I dealt a brutal blow to her ass with the flog.

 


“Aiiiyahhhhhhhh my God!!!!  That hurt so bad, I Ungggghhhhhh.” As the next blow landed she pushed down on the bench trying to get away, moving her ass back and forth. “AAAAaiiiiiiiiiiiyyyyyannnnn. that hurts.” Three more identical blows and her as began to undulate, pushing against the padding, hard, another blow and she shrieked but not so much in pain this time.  Another blow and she began to writhe and moan like the bench was her lover. I grabbed an tens ready butt plug, lubed it and dealt another blow followed by the deep insertion of the butt plug, moaning and crying now, her words unintelligible as she came again.  I attached the positive lead to the plug and slapped the adhesive pad for the anode to her back just above the crack of her ass.

 


“Computer, tens unit one level two one second pulses.”

 


“Yes sir initiating now.” I just loved that Aussie accent.

 


The mild electrical pulses were causing her sphincter to contract rhythmically and in between the pulses I was applying the riding corp to various places on her ass and thighs, she was glowing, and drenched in sweat.

 


“Computer, shorten intervals to .75 seconds.” Now we were getting somewhere, she was actually bouncing on the bench with her clit and I walked up to her head and inserted my cock in her mouth again. Her enthusiastic sucking would have had me cumming soon but I wanted more.

 


“Computer, lower flat screen into viewing position, monitor in real time with no sound.”

 


Soundlessly the screen lowers to just above the foot of the bed showing a view of Ashley, in her glory.  I leaned down and whispered.

 


“I have done what you needed and wanted up to now, this is when I start doing what I want now.”  Her eyes widened and she ground her sex into the bench stripping off the rest of my clothes I stepped behind her and slid my had cock into her pussy, I began a sweet rhythm in and out, pounding into her cervix and rubbing her clit with my balls.  Her climax was so close and she was becoming completely incoherent in her attempts to talk but I could tell she was loving it.

 


“Computer, turn tens level up to 5 and lengthen pulse duration to 1.5 seconds.”

 


“Yes sir, stutter pulse now sir?” The computer was intuitive AI I had designed it that way and it was proving very adept indeed.

 


“Initiate stutter pulse in 2 minutes.”

 


“Yes sir.”

 


I wrapped my hands in Ashley’s hair and hauled her head back using her hair to slam her back against me, we had just settled into a smooth rhythm when the stutter pulse started, Instead of a constant pulling pulse, it was a rapid, repeated pulse that was akin to a vibrator.  When it started she broke out into another level of perspiration running off of her in rivers her body was bouncing around and I could tell that unconsciousness was very near.

 


“Computer, Kill Tens.”

 


“Tens off Sir.”

 


I pulled the plug from her ass and plunged my cock in just as I erupted, she screamed, she shook, she pushed back against me, slamming over and over onto my cock with her ass and then I felt the gush of fluid fire from her cunt all over my balls, my legs, the bench.  Wave after wave of liquid crashed over my feet and she passed out.

 


“Computer, shower shelf up and in place, water temperature 89 degrees, soft mist and steam.  Open aftercare oil dispenser.”

 


I had opened all the shackles and picked her little body up and carried her into the bathroom laying her face down on the shelf in the warm rain of the shower.  As the water ran over her I began to gently coat her welts with aloe and cbd knowing she would be sore but satisfied.

 


My word, how your life can change in just a few short hours….my God, I think I am falling in love.

 


So here I was staring at one of the most faceable asses I have ever had the pleasure to grace with my crop, my hard cock suggesting far more interesting endeavors.  Willing my hard cock to relax, which took a healthy amount of will power I began to caress, and soothe her battered body, she was still unconscious but the special oils, the steam and heat were doing their job.  Her breathing was becoming slow and regular, she was moving in her sleep and I was pleased to see her grinding her clit against the little raised area on the shelf designed for that purpose.

 


I spread her legs gently apart and leaned forward extending my tongue and licking up from her perineum to her little pucker and back down.  Her clit grinding continued beginning to intensify.

 


Moving to the middle of the table I picked her up and turned her over, then I moved back to end and bending over I started to devour her little pussy with my tongue and lips, sucking it like a little cock, then holding it secure between my teeth, using them to retract the hood as I started flicking my tongue rapidly over her uncovered clit and driving her arousal over the top, higher and higher she soared on the wings of orgasm as I continued my attention to her, as she came hard I continued to tease her clit with my finger tip and said.  “Computer ready shower shelf for penetration.”

 


I gently lifted her knees and slid her down toward the end of the shelf, as I did, and the computer detected the change in weight distribution the center of the shelf dropped away leaving to thinner places for her feet, as I stepped between them a  nozzle came up and sprayed warming oil over her clit, her lips and down the crack of her ass.  Moving forward I directed the nozzel at her sphincter and pushed it forward as warm lube began to flow from it, entering her ass and preparing it for the next toy.

 


I began to lick her again as she began to stir and moan, her mouth moving with only occasional sounds coming from it, Next came the toy, aimed for her as the slender vibrator entered her all the way to the hilt and then started expanding as the sleeve filled with warm air and the vibrator began to pulse.  Her eyes flew  open and I moved to the side of her head, turning it toward my hard cock and slipping it between her lips. She began to deep throat me as I swelled and then when I was completely rock hard and she was on her way to her first assgasm in this position I moved back between her legs and slammed into her hard, her next orgasm was started as I hammered in and out of her sweet pussy.  She was coming and crying and begging “please Daddy, take me, make me your girl.  I never want to leave, nnnnnngggggg, more Daddy, I’m cumming so good, you feel so good, mmmmmmmmm.  FUCK!  My balls let go and I pumped deep inside of her as her eyes rolled up in her head again and she went out like a candle when the wick is cut.

 


She came into consciousness just long enough to drink some water and slide down under the covers of my bed,  I put the water away and slipped into bed next to her, when I did she slipped under the covers and down until she was able to suck me into her mouth, licking and sucking a couple of times and cradling my balls, she lay with her head on my leg, my balls in her hand and my cock in her mouth.  “Good night Daddy, thank you for everything.”  She inserted my cock back in her mouth and settled down to sleep.

 


Several years have passed and that is still her favorite way to sleep, even if she and one of her friends make me into a Steve sandwich and we all sleep in the same bed, that is her position to sleep in.  It has been interesting a couple of times when she has been dreaming and I wind up giving her a mouthful at the end of an Ashley induced wet dream but she loves it just the same.-- 

 

 

 

 

 

 

5 years ago. Tuesday, May 12, 2020 at 9:22 PM

Master? I have a request…

Yes

So, it’s time to learn…

Yes

What are you going to teach me?

Hmmmm, what do you know?

Why do you need to know that?

So I know what to teach you.

Oh, don’t worry about that, just teach me something.

OK, this is how you weave a tapestry from silk and wool thread that will hang on the wall forever as a testament to your vast knowledge and skills at doing something productive.

But I don’t want to learn that, teach me something else good, better yet, teach me something fun, and maybe a little nasty.

Like what?

Oh, I don’t know, surprise me… I promise I’ll be a good sub…  I’ll do whatever you want.

The Master/sub relationship is symbiotic over all, each receives a benefit from the other as the result of their combined efforts and interaction with each other. 

I had someone tell me that obedience requires trust, ahhhhh, very astute, and trust is built on what exactly?  Knowledge, getting to know someone.  You cannot trust someone you don’t know, and I will also submit that you cannot actually trust someone you have never been in the presence of physically.  Many of you disagree with me on that point, and that’s fine, this is my blog, and my opinion, feel free to share yours on yours.

There are a number of disgruntled subs out there who feel like they have been used, abused, and lied to.  I have a question for you.  Has anyone ever seen a book called…oh, say, catchy title like. “Dominating for Dummies?”  Maybe one called “Submission for Dummies?”

No on that one too huh?

There is no owners manual, but one thing I have learned is that there are more than enough prideful individuals out there that will not admit how much they really don’t know.  In fact, most of them don’t even know how much they don’t know.  They are in a state of what I call “unconscious incompetence.”

At least the newbie submissives have the sense to admit what they don’t know, but after they admit that, and find a “mentor” where do they find any checks and balances to make sure they are not being led like a sheep to the slaughter.

One sub spoke today about being Ghosted,  count your blessings, someone finding out that they are really not prepared to handle someone else’s mental well being and just running from them is without question a very kind then for them to do.

Yes it hurts, and yes it sucks, and no they should have talked to you about it, sometimes things happen, I actually ghosted someone when this whole panicdemic came down and I must admit, I had so much flying apart like a two dollar watch, I did not handle anything very well and then a couple of outside threats rose up from the ashes and I just went away for a while.

Three little words that work wonders “I don’t know.”  That’s a fair response to a question.  Nobody said you have to be an expert, and being willing to admit that you are not might very well be the first step toward enlightenment.

At any rate, it is a very good idea to talk when things are not as they should be.

Just some more of my ramblings.

6 years ago. Monday, May 11, 2020 at 5:31 PM

Next verse…

Did you ever wonder why reading erotica can be such a deep turn-on?  It seems like some scenarios in erotica have a direct line to the clit or the head of the penis.  Usually, that is the result of reading a passage that rings some bells close to home for you.

When I was younger I used to fantasize constantly and then as I began to study hypnosis, I found that the mind can’t really tell the difference between real or imagined experiences.  I could go into a whole dissertation about mentally practicing tasks in order to bring them into the realm of proficiency in reality.  We used to do it in flying to rehearse emergency procedures in the safety of an arm chair as opposed to in flight.  Then if it happens in flight, your actions are automatic, and believe me, seconds do count.

Let’s shift this focus over to the other great passion of my life. Sex!

If you read any of my stories, and I will tell anyone who asks where they are located, you will find that in my young years, think high school, I went to bed with the secretary for the history department head, a couple of different friends mothers, an older neighbor, and some other very desirable conquests as the direct result of… fantasy.

My teenage years were when I first discovered the fantasy rehearsal tool, So I would think, late at night in my bed, of which ever “target” I had decided to move towards.  I would envision everything, the way we were dressed, how she looked, the conversation, the destination, everything about the circumstance.  Then if you were to read the accounts of these adventures I have written, you would see the result.  Let me say that, one of the greatest advantages I had was a total lack of fear or nervousness, why?  Because I had already been there in my imagination.

Have you ever had phone sex? Cyber sex? Short of having a vibrator built in to your phone or computer, neither implement will have anything to do with you getting off.  Your mind, however, will handle the task quite nicely.  We visualize or imagine what we want to experience, having someone else doing the imagining is good but you have to receive and believe it for it to happen.

None of the online stuff that so many like to indulge in would work at all without the mind to direct the body to respond.

So, now let’s shift to real time.  You have a sub who wants to get off and you want to try some creative imagery.  I assume you have spent the afore mentioned 10 bucks for a book on hypnosis and understand how to induce a trance state and you have a plan.  Right?

The key is for you to build and provide their fantasy encounter, not yours.

You need to know what they like the most and the least, then as you are leading them into their induction, you need to arrive at the method you intend to use to make them cum.  You can just do the old fashioned “lick her till she cums” or you can be creative, stimulate everything but their clit and vagina with your hands and tongue but, tie invisible electric wires from those areas to their cit and with the suggestion to cause the arousal of their erogenous  zones to be mirrored in their clit.

Other things you can do in the process is suggest that it is quite warm and they might remove some clothing. 

Be very careful to watch the phrasing of your suggestions so that you don’t inadvertently leave one in place that will prove problematic for them after your “session” is completed.

This has been a big splash of various just random thoughts but my hope is that they will spark some random activities and questions.  If you would like to see any further focus on specific things ask, if enough people want to hear about a certain activity, I will respond with something to cover it.

I don’t want to post the web addresses where my stories are published but if you would like to find them, write me a PM and I will send links out.

 


Thanks again for reading,

 


Steve

6 years ago. Monday, March 16, 2020 at 7:27 PM

The most erogenous zone Part 2

 


Ok, so let’s talk about some of the fun you can have with this if you are patient and creative in your thinking.

Everyone wants to find out how to experience frequent, powerful, and effortless orgasms.  I think we would all agree.  So, I am going to use a word that often freaks people out, especially those that have no understanding of what it is and how it operates, I encourage you to spend 10 bucks on Amazon or Kindle and get a book about it, remove the mystique by becoming informed.

That being said, here is a Ten-cent version to give you an overview quickly so you can understand some of my terms.

Going into a trance is called an “induction,” A hypnotist will guide a subject into a trance using mental imagery, a soft soothing tone, and generally Induce (root word of induction) a deep state of relaxation, the target level of relaxation is the near dream state that you enter just before rem sleep.

The “Tist” is nothing but a guide which you don’t need, you can guide your self into a state of self hypnosis quite easily.  You can’t get stuck there, or hurt yourself, or do damage that cannot be repaired by yourself.

One fun thing I have done with a subject that usually provides a benefit is to insert a suggestion such as stroking their left arm after suggesting that as I do they will feel an identical sensation in their right arm.  I use it as a test before moving to more “stimulating” suggestions.  Once they are feeling it in both arms, I begin to expand the suggestions to other areas.  Here is where the imagination comes to bare. Suggesting an itch on their leg.  Or a tickling sensation on the ribs under their left arm, or that someone is kissing and nibbling their neck.  Slowly building the suggestion up into a level that they are truly feeling the activity.

After first having gained their consent to take this to a sexual level, you can move to the level of lips nibbling and sucking down their neck to their shoulder and lower still to the tops of their breasts.  Now remember, at the moment this is you exercising simple verbal suggestions.

In the instance of self hypnosis you simply use your own mental imagery to conjure up the feelings that are going to bring about the level of arousal you seek.  If you become adept at dropping into a trance, you can make use of it when the person you are making love with is missing the mark and mentally move the mark around until your bell gets rung.

I don’t know why I often talk with subs who have been taken advantage of by an unscrupulous Dom, but I do, and I will relate one instance to you. 

I just want to mention that when I hear of things like this happening it just flat PISSES ME OFF!  So frequently you will find a spot or two where I take pot shots at individuals like this in my writing.

It is possible for a hypnotist to leave a post hypnotic suggestion in place causing a submissive to cum on command.  I have done it to numerous subjects in the past and it can be great fun to exercise that “power” for the enjoyment of both the subject and the tist. However, in the case of an abusive dom I heard of he crippled a sub by instilling a post hypnotic suggestion that she would cum on his command, but here is a kicker, only on his command.  If she did not have his permission she could not do it, no matter what.  She would make herself sore with a vibrator and still be unable to get there and it took some serious effort or her part to overcome that programming.  Happily, after working with her for a short time, she was able to get past it and enjoy the experience fully again.

So find a comfy place to sit, not so comfy that you fall asleep but comfy enough to relax.  Start talking yourself into a state of relaxation with some soft music.  You can also find induction videos on you tube that can guide you down if you find it difficult to do on your own.

Then you can begin with some simple suggestions such as a feeling of a gentle breeze across your face and work yourself up to feeling the stroke of a gentle touch across your nipple or whatever body part you would like to have stroked.  With practice you can and will experience some first rate auto eroticism and the climax it will bring with it.  Don’t rush, just relax and enjoy.

Let me know how you do and if you have any questions fire away, I am happy to answer.

6 years ago. Monday, March 16, 2020 at 4:24 PM

There is an interesting thing that happens in this lifestyle when you are dealing with human beings, there is interaction, people expose their feelings, other people hurt their feelings, and what happens after that usually dictates whether they continue the interaction.

In other words, how do you deal with the hurt feelings? In one case I heard a Dom say to a sub. "So just get over it." Get over it? And the pain that they’re feeling the uncertainty that is bothering them, the questions that they have about their worthiness to serve or to be a sub, none of that, or their feelings matte? Just get over it?

That’s not dominance, that’s abuse.

Now, before you write to me and tell me how much I don’t know what I’m talking about, or how I just don’t understand the relationship that you have with your sub, or the relationship that you as a sub have with your master, may I suggest that if you’re putting on a shoe that is the wrong size for your foot don’t do it it’s going to hurt your foot.

However, some of you may find this to be a wake up call and if some of you disagree with me. I don’t particularly care. These truths  are based on my life experience. You have your own life experience and you may have your own truths but if your truths involve the damage of someone else’s feelings, or, their self image then your truth is skewed.

Most submissives do so because they have a deep abiding desire to please, nurture, and care for another.

The pain sluts, masochists, etc. are not the ones I refer to in this writing. They are driven by their own very particular desires. I am talking about the sub who does not feel complete unless she/he is serving a master.  If you have one like that, treat them with the kindness and care they deserve for they are a rare treasure.

Many years ago in the 1980s I began working with a group of people in Washington state who were intent on trying to help people who were trapped in cults to return to normal life. Many families had lost loved ones to the Moonies, and there were several other dangerous cults whose followers did not fare well.

So I was, what was commonly referred to as a deprogrammer, and during the processes that we used to help people begin to get their critical thinking turned back on and be able to begin to make their own decisions we had what we called focus groups. This was a place where the group of people could sit down around a circle and just talk basically about what had happened, what has been done to them, what their feelings were, and what their reactions had been. After several months of working through this I discovered that whether I was working with a former cult member or a victim of domestic abuse or someone who had been in a discipleship program or under a shepherd or some other dominant person who was basically given control of their life. The techniques used in every case were the same.

So consider this when we’re dealing with individuals who have been abused in this manner we find it first of all they begin to stop thinking critically they let their critical thought be dictated by the abuser. They stop making good choices. The reason being that whoever their controller has told them that they would take care of it and they would make the decision for them and not to worry about it.

Well that’s wonderful if you can sit back and completely trust that the individual to whom you are turning your life and your decisions over to has your best interest at heart, but what if they don’t what if that individual is more interested in what they want than what you want or what’s good for you.

 

In the 1970's we had Jonestown in British Guyana

In the 1980's we had the Hale Bop Comet followers

 

Both extreme examples of mind abuse that led to the death of many innocent people.

let me give you an interesting analogy.

How do you boil a frog? You start with a pot of water on the stove just pleasantly warm water and you put all the frog in the warm water and he will settle down and be just happy as can be because it’s just perfect for him while you turn the heat up slowly.  You must be cautious not to turn it up too fast because if it gets too hot quickly he’ll jump out. If you already have it too hot before you drop him in there he’ll jump right back out. He won’t even notice the gradual increase in temperature and you will soon have a boiled frog.

The example I have just given you is the way mind control works, and it works on just about  anyone who becomes a victim.  The insidious deception grows until the captor’s truth, no matter how erroneous it is, becomes the captive’s truth.  The Stockholm Syndrome is an excellent example.

These kinds of relationships, D/s relationships, can be healthy for all involved as long as the ground rules are plain, laid out, and agreed to at the outset.  Anyone who wants to just “let it develop,” should proceed with caution.

My purpose in writing this is not to try and rain on anyone’s parade, but I do strongly urge you to use your head because as I said in my earlier blog regarding seeing with your mind.  That is the way it works, but, an abused mind cannot see clearly.

 

6 years ago. Wednesday, March 4, 2020 at 5:03 PM

ok, so let's call this part one because I doubt I have the time to examine the entire subject.  In fact, it would take a couple of books to actually do it justice.

These first couple of paragraphs will be laying some ground work for what is ahead so bear with me.

Starting at the basics we all have a conscious and subconscious mind.  The conscious is the one we operate within daily, the subconscious is the more powerful of the two.  In that our subconscious mind's view of information is that it is all fact.  If subconsciously you believe that you are a loser, winner, unworthy, or any basic trait, that is what you will be.  In fact your subconscious can believe that so strongly that without any effort on your part, if you believe you are unworthy of happiness, and happiness starts to happen, your subconscious mind will cause you to behave in such a manner (some call it self-destructive) as to undermine and destroy the happiness that you have been working so hard to develop. When your subconscious mind receives information, whether by experience or imagination, it logs it away as fact.  When the time arrives that your mind, or your body, needs to respond to a stimulus, guess where it gets the practiced response.

Sometimes parents or authority figures say things to children like "you are never going to________" "You always _________" "You are just like __________"  That kind of a statement sticks in deep in the subconscious and, if it is continually reinforced, guess what that kid is going to be like.

Years ago, when I was learning to fly, the term "second nature" was bounced around a lot.  Referring to the proper response to an emergency occurrence, when tenths of seconds in response time are life or death critical. You don't have time to think. There is no time to look in the flight manual to figure out why the airplane is suddenly upside down and how to turn it back upright, those inputs had better be automatic or you are going to stick that airplane in the ground like a dart. Through repetition and imagining yourself in that emergency situation while you are seated in a comfy armchair you feed your subconscious the information it needs to react instantly.

There was a test done at a university some years ago, there were two groups one group went to the gym once a day for an hour and shot baskets from the free throw line.  The other group sat at the free throw line and imagined themselves shooting baskets and making them.  At the beginning each group shot baskets and the scores were recorded.  At the end of the trial period they again took the test and the researchers found that the levels of improvement were nearly identical.

What you believe is what you experience/become when you are put to the test.

So now, let's talk about some control here.

Mind control, as mentioned previously, is real, is dangerous, can be done clandestinely, can cause any number of responses like mass suicide (see the jonestown tragedy in the '70's), this is accomplished usually over a very long period of indoctrination under the control of an individual with perceived absolute power, like a cult leader or an abusive partner.

However...

If the person doing the mind control is you, controlling yourself, you probably have nothing to fear.

There has been an upsurge in the BDSM community in recent times about hypnosis, or more precisely erotic hypnosis.  Hypnotists have been accused of being charlatans, con men, shysters, evil, purveyors of demonic possession, and the list goes on and on.  There have been numerous books written on the subject from how to manuals to case histories.

There are also a number of erroneous beliefs about it, such as a hypnotist can make you do crazy stuff etc.  Patently untrue.

The actual truth is that you hypnotize yourself, you are not under anyone else's power unless you allow yourself to be.  I have been a practitioner and student of hypnosis since I was in my teens and what happens in hypnotic induction (placing someone in a trance) is that the hypnotist guides the subject past their conscious inhibitions and into a place where the subconscious is in control and communicating through the conscious and can elicit physiological responses in the body.

Psycho-somatic illness, "it's all in your head" kind of illness, may well be imagined but the somatic (body) response is very real to the sufferer.

Psycho-somatic healing is also a very real, although a seldom explored, method of recovering from illness.

Fear, while totally emotional in origin can have crippling effects on an individual (frozen in place) in times of stress.

Men and women alike are capable of erotic fantasy and the response it brings about in the body.  They can do that to themselves quite readily and do so quite often if you could get them to tell the truth about it.

The above few lines illustrate the power that the mind has with a suggestable subject.  For a "tist" to take someone outside of themselves and their hangups and get them to respond to suggestions that will bring about the physiological responses desired in erotic hypnotism requires patience, and time.  it is all uncharted territory for the beginner and there are alway concerns about the fables I mentioned about being made to do something humiliating in front of a crowd.  You can see a number of these types of things on youtube if you look for it.  I have to say that my experience says that those who orgasm on stage, on command to do so, would probably be ok doing something similar without the benefit of hypnosis.

Take the stigma of fear out of the equation and you can truly have some fun with it.

Part 2 is coming if part 1 gets any response of interest.  In part 2 I will talk about some practical and erotic applications of suggestions and triggers which can be placed and will provide some startlingly pleasant results.

6 years ago. Monday, March 2, 2020 at 3:24 PM

Sometimes we want something/someone so badly we can taste it.

Our search bears fruit and we pursue what is in our sights as the fulfillment of that desire, what we see looks good, and sounds good.  We have chatted a bit about our desires and they are echoed in “true to life stereo.

The need to know more becomes a driving force, and we begin to ask questions, we are not sure how to interpret the answers we are getting but the interchange has been bearing fruit and we are feeling good about our new “relationship.”

The link above is a wake up call, it would be funny if it was not so close to home.

Some people embellish, some enhance, some downright lie.

My best advice is “when in doubt don’t”

Have a wonderful time in your exploration of the lifestyle if you are a new to it, the experience can be mind altering.

As long as you know that your mind is being altered, and you are ok with it, then enjoy the ride.

Understand that there are some who are capable of altering your mind without your knowledge or consent so if something is being said to you, or presented to you as fact, and you don’t know for sure, don’t let your mind or your emotions fill in the blanks, ask pertinent questions and if you don’t get good answers, or  you are being patronized instead of informed, run like hell.

The least you will avoid is some heartache, that you don’t need, the worst you will avoid is...