The time we spent with the possible playmate, the thoughts of possibilities, were all good and great.
But then you step out of that lustful excited feeling for a bit to get down to the serious stuff...like negotiation and respect.
I'll admit that things looked good for the first few days after we played with her and I was looking forward to having a young female play mate.
But serious negotiations started, she didn't believe she could handle an important rather simple rule, then we learned something about her that turned us completely off of her.
We knew certain things about her from the beginning but she was eager to be part of our lives. We thought we could help her deal with her issues, mentor, and train her.
Very sexy young girl, very intelligent, bonded well with us when we were all together, but she has issues that we can't emotionally and physically deal with. Our lives are just too full with other concerns that what she brought into our lives could have interfered.
I'll admit that I do have concerns for her. She's not to the point of self destruction or mental break...nothing to that severity. Her issues are things that she will eventually figure out and mend. She'll find the one(s) who can/will help her deal with them. She's just too much for us.
So we will take a wee bit of a break and start our search over. It's been such a long time that I've vetted anyone that my vetting skills are getting rusty. I should have seen or felt more, but my rustiness had been cleansed and I'm back in my form!
