It's been 9 days since I seen my Master. We are always messaging or texting but that doesn't fulfill the touch I crave from him, the look in his eyes when he sees me, or the sound of his voice..
When I seen him last I gave him a massage. Which I enjoyed very much. I fed him, which is part of a need I have as a slave. To fulfill every part of my Masters needs...not just the sexual needs.
My desire to serve his every need and want sets a fire deep inside of me. I'm not the overly needy type but he had kind of spoiled me by seeing me often.
Being that it's Thanksgiving long weekend I understand that he has to be with his children and family. I envy them very much so but I am also grateful that he has others whom are part of his life. I have had a busy weekend as well with my own children.
But now that everything is winding down. I don't look forward to going home to an empty house, where if I sit on the couch I remember how he bent me over, spanked me and took his pleasure. Or looking at my queen size bed and imagining the way he is almost primal with me. Or my bathroom where he showers off my scent. Then the kitchen where I prepared the food that I fed him.
I miss my Master! I hope to see him tomorrow if he's not called away for a last minute job.