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The Isolation Diaries

Just some thoughts and musings whilst remote working in self isolation...
3 years ago. June 21, 2021 at 9:34 AM

How do cagebots,

 

Another wee introspective today, seem to be falling into these moments of reflection quite a lot recently.

 

I have to confess I often feel quite conflicted with coming here.  If you read my blog postings or check out my profile you will know I am married.  It’s not something I hide from anyone I speak to.  My wife is aware of my interests, although she dose not share them and is unaware that I come on here.  She isn’t comfortable at all talking about it at all, although our sex life is pretty good.

I know this makes me a bad person, and I don’t feel good about it at all. I love my wife very much and know she deserves better.  I couldn’t do without her.

However, odd as it is coming here and speaking to like minded folk really helps settle me. 

I am aware of how selfish this makes me seem and if I’m honest I don’t really understand the point of this post.   Though in truth I am very selfish for coming here.  I am finding just typing out my internal thoughts quite  oddly therapeutic.  

if you have any issues with the content of this post I’m going to ask you to keep it to yourself.  


Opinions are like arseholes, everyone’s got one and most are full of shite.

HGB​(sub female){Scottish M} - Your not here trying to trick anyone. Besides your not my type and I'm taken. But I like your blog.
3 years ago
B L O N D I E​(sub female) - I don't think you coming here and talking about it makes you a bad person. I don't think talking, writing, blogging, or seeking validation from like-minded people are any activities you should feel guilty about. All of this are normal and healthy. Not doing them could really undermine your marriage and lead you to an all-or-nothing solution like ending it. Acting on your desires, sexting another woman or hookingup with someone, or developing a relationship outside the marriage--that you can feel guilty about.
2 years ago

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