* deep breath*
So, as part of our kink, Mr and I love to show off well, me. I like to think that I have a good body, and my Mr loves it. I am his "goddess" he says. Being on the Cage as a relatively new user to BDSM lifestyle, I jumped head first into it. I was not prepared for the amount of attention. That was my naivety, completely and utterly naive to what online would have. It's been 13 years since I have posted anything sexual in nature online. I was not prepared for the bombardment of so called "doms". My Mr and I set up some boundaries and guidelines for me. As someone who is naturally nice to everyone and trusting, it was hard to distinguish people who genuinely wanted to get to know me as human being, and someone who just wanted to get to know my tits better.
After a few upset instances or predators continually trying to push me out of my boundaries. I decided to take down my more provocative pictures. Which, is shame. In some ways, I feel like they won. They made me feel like I could not show my body on my terms. In some ways, I think they did win. They wanted me to feel just like an object. I did, I reached out to a friend on here for some wisdom. It was very helpful. It helped that Mr set clear boundaries for me. That way, I don't feel like a rude person. I want to take back that feeling like I was just a piece of meat. I am so much more than that. So, my body is here for display and my Mr likes to show it off.
So, with Mr.'s permission, I have asked him to find a photo that he really likes of me. I have always been self conscious of my booty. Mr, loves it. With his permission and approval. Nikki booty.
*Edited - I took one pic down, better to start slowly again.
