Good day Cage friends,
If you have had a chance to look through and read My slave Mikayla's most recent blog she wrote about words I have expressed which brought peace to her soul. She was speaking about the words of affirmation she recorded in order to hear well the external validation she received.
Over time I have done work to heal this need in her life. The funny part is that I didn't do "anything special." In fact Mikayla and I recently had a conversation which spoke about this phenomenon. But I will touch on this just a little later in this post.
For now I wanted My focus to be on her statement #2.
In her last blog she wrote about her anxiety over her feeling inadequate, that I was out of her league and that she held fear over My choosing her. Really the common idea that many of U/us feel about not being "enough". Something that I have struggled with My entire life.
When W/we had spoken she had asked Me "What if someone asks you why you are with me?"
I never spoke directly to her the words I had chosen but I wish to share them now.
My answer to the question "why her?" is this:
"If all you do is look at the surface of who she is and make a judgement based upon that, then you are missing everything. The depth of who she is cannot be measured by her outward appearance alone."
The thing about Mikayla is that her spirit and energy is some of the most loving, caring, supportive and to Me she is perfection. W/we were just discussing about O/our long distance dynamic and how to explain how to "do long distance dynamics".
The issue that W/we both run into is that for U/us it's not anything W/we do. It just is. Like breathing. If you attempt to try and explain how to breathe its really quite challenging. Its just apart of who W/we are. The ways I show up just speak to Mikayla. The ways she operates and exists speak to My soul. There isn't anything that needs to be *done* because it just matches.
For instance. I had written a list of the ways I had failed in My previous marriage. As I went through the list, Mikayla told Me how much each of the ways I had "failed" previously were absolute needs and wants and desires FOR HER. It was like her soul was saying "pick me, pick me!" As she metaphorically raised her hand to each point of My failure.
The point being is this: when you meet the right person things will just align. The right circumstances and the right opportunities just flow together seamlessly.
Part of that process started with Me though. I had so much to sort out and improve when My marriage ended. I wasn't ready to receive love because I didn't love Myself. I didn't appreciate Myself. I hadn't sorted My finances, My home, My life. I had so much work to do. Part of putting Myself together allowed Me to be in the right space at the right time to receive what Mikayla had to offer.
I know it can feel daunting, and sometimes it's absolutely defeating when you meet new people and they aren't right for you. But the crazy part is that it only takes one person to be the right fit in your life and when you find it..... It can blow you away in the most astounding ways.
I pray to those that are struggling that you don't lose faith, patience or the ability to continue on. You never know when the right person is a single moment away from changing your life forever.
To those that read My words, I thank you. I hope part of My journey may inspire your determination to not relent and continue the search, that you may receive the exact right person that matches every need, want and desire for your values.
Mstr J
