Someone who actually cares, who listens, is supportive, and wants the best for me. What the hell do I do with that? That is the thoughts going through my head. How sad for me that I know how to survive, how to become whatever is needed to. I don't know what to do with someone who is actually what I need them to be. Don't get me wrong I am very happy to find someone who can be everything I have needed and wanted I just don't know what to do with it. Still kinda waiting for it to be yanked from me, everytime I find something good it gets taken from me.
I am not going to focus on possibly losing this new thing, I am going to focus on moving forward and being happy. Being happy is something new, I am excited, nervous, but so grateful these people have entered my life. Planning for the future!
