LuceeLu

Sweet Surrender

If there was any doubt about whether or not I was a submissive, it has been extinguished.

Your words alone make me wet and I want to be a good girl so badly just to receive your praise. I can hear your tone without hearing your voice and my core aches with need to do your bidding.

Join me on my journey to find HIM and my own sweet surrender.

Losing It

4 years ago. June 6, 2020 at 9:10 PM

I think I might be losing it.

Regret sits heavy on my chest. Always. I can’t breathe.

He said that this was what would be best for us both.

I want someone to hurt me.
Make the outside hurt worse than the inside.

Redirect my thoughts.
Make me numb.

Who in their right mind feels that way?
I think I’ve been lost.

I’m broken.

I’m damaged.

I’m out of control.

I was such a good girl.

How was this better for me?

MasterLinguist(dom male) - I’m sorry you’re hurting.

4 years ago

LuceeLu - Thank you Master Linguist. I appreciate you taking the time to read and respond.

I’m on my way to feeling better. I just have to get the words out so they don’t fester...and the sun is starting to shine on me again. ☀️

4 years ago

MasterLinguist(dom male) - I’ve walked the path you’re on before, and I too, turned to writing as my outlet. Though the pain will forever linger, there will come a day when you realize your strength and the pain no longer debilitates. I hope this season passes quickly and the sun never stops lighting your way.

4 years ago

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