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Sweet Surrender

If there was any doubt about whether or not I was a submissive, it has been extinguished.

Your words alone make me wet and I want to be a good girl so badly just to receive your praise. I can hear your tone without hearing your voice and my core aches with need to do your bidding.

Join me on my journey to find HIM and my own sweet surrender.
4 years ago. June 3, 2020 at 8:07 PM

Someday, you are going to hear a voice. A voice you will hear without hearing it. You’ll know the tone of the words spoken, like they were whispered in your ear. You will hear this voice in your head and feel it in your heart.

Don’t let that voice go. Do whatever it takes to hold on to the person who speaks to you so deeply that you feel it like a shiver you can’t shake. It runs through your veins and owns your soul.

Do whatever it takes to keep that person, because it won’t matter how amazing the next one is. That voice will still be missing and you will always miss it. Like the air you breathe.

I can assure you it won’t matter if their a switch, or in a poly relationship. You will feel their loss and it will devastate and destroy you from the inside out.

Be open minded. Be cautious...absolutely. But be open because sometimes the most amazing things and people in life are what we don’t see coming. They are extraordinary. And you will always love them. Even if you can’t be with them.

 

slaveMikayla​(sub female){MstrJ } - **hugs the hell out of you** excuse me while I go cry for a while.
4 years ago
SirsBabyDoll​(sub female){Pizza+☕} - Excuse me. I'm going to go join TVS. I'm bringing extra tissues and some stuffies too.
4 years ago
slaveMikayla​(sub female){MstrJ } - nods. Seriously.
4 years ago
SirsBabyDoll​(sub female){Pizza+☕} - Oh, and candies dates...can't forget the dates.
4 years ago
Belladonna Dreams​(sub female){Phage'Hada} - I've sadly lost that person
4 years ago
LuceeLu - Me too. Hugs to you. 🤎
4 years ago
SchrodingersDinosaur​(switch female){N/a} - A beautiful sentiment, Lucee, but also don't let the voice in your head, the one you are longing to hear, talk over your real and valid boundaries. If it's a Switch it may not matter as long as they are happy in a dynamic that works for the both of you. I can assure you that if they aren't and need something from you that you can't really provide you both end up sad. Same with poly, dear...if your heart is truly mono and you allow that voice to convince you that you'd do anything to hold it, even try to accept poly, again, you both end up hurting.

Being open-minded is wonderful, but preferences, desires, limits, and values are important and valid too. Is there a chance if you don't leap into that voice in your head that you will miss out on an amazing love? Sadly yes. But there's even more of a chance that both you and the person whose voice you hear may both end up wounded and sad if you disregard the voice in your head and heart in favor of theirs.
- Henna
4 years ago
LuceeLu - Hello Henna,
Thank you for your thoughtful message and perspective. I must politely say though, that I did not compromise myself then. What I had was perfect. Exactly what I needed and wanted. It allowed me to be all the facets of my self.
I knowingly compromise myself now. Because I must move forward. We both let our insecurities shove the other away. Daddy will never replace the voice in my head. But he will hold me when it makes me cry. He was there and he knows he cannot out the broken pieces of me back together, but he will hold them all in his big strong hands. Right now that’s what I need. To be broken and held.
4 years ago
SchrodingersDinosaur​(switch female){N/a} - 🙏 Lucee, much love and light for you. *Henna hugs*
4 years ago
slaveMikayla​(sub female){MstrJ } - You are in my thoughts and prayers, LuceeLu. ... nods
4 years ago
LuceeLu - Thanks Ladies, it means a lot. 💚
4 years ago

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