Finding Me

My path is obscured now. Each word brings me closer to my truth.

On the outside, I sit with a smile as I follow the routine: watching TV with the family; homework; and tucking the youngest into bed. Nothing crosses my face as I continue the ruse. I have had years to perfect my mask - the illusion of content, of happiness, of control.

On the inside, I fall slowly apart: tears flow freely; pain rips at my heart; and voices of condemnation overwhelm me. The pain I have caused and my guilt consume me. My carefully constructed control held together by no more than a string. One word, one more problem, one more pain, and I plunge into the abyss.

PetMaster(dom male) - When you stare at the abyss, and you can't hold on any longer... fall.

I apologize for the intrusion, my dear, but it is obvious from your earlier posts that you and your Dom love each other. Fall. He'll catch you.

7 years ago

MyLittleWolf(sub female){MSO} - Thank you. I appreciate your kind words. Yes we do love each other very much.

7 years ago

Bunnie - ? the struggle is very real. Hugs to you ?

7 years ago

MyLittleWolf(sub female){MSO} - Thank you Bunny for reaching out. I'm sorry I didnt see this. I haven't been on here.

7 years ago

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MyLittleWolf​(sub female){MSO}

Finding Me

Pain

MyLittleWolf(sub female){MSO}