6 years ago. May 16, 2018 at 12:22 AM
Am I a Wolf or a Puppy? Do I lead the pack or follow? Maybe I am neither but probably I am both.
I love the feel of ropes tying me down. Being unable to do anything except submit. Pain from the flogger and clamps, stretching, pushing limits, following every command. Submitting gave me such joy.
And yet sometimes I want the control. To tie you to the chair, and tease and control. Ice, feathers, nails, teeth - mixing pain with pleasure. I want to give as much as I have been given. I want to please and tease and torture.
I don't know what that makes me in BDSM terminology. All I know is tonight, I want to let the wolf out and howl!