I find myself reflecting on weird things its probably got a lot to do with my chemical past my functions operating in different ways now. The question I'm reflecting on is do I have more or less patience now.
I want sub's I've said that the reasons why behind that is that I need variety blonde hair blue eyes yum, brown hair brown eyes yum, red hair green eyes again yum you get my meaning with that so I'll not go on.
I search and search for them those that are willing to submit their beings into my care and still no true believers yet for me. Me wanting needing a stable is that wrong as a rule and I'm going to be blunt and vulgar now I don't cheat if I want my dick in a females mouth I put it there but I get very board with only one mouth.
I'm one of those that see's my sub's as sweet's I've got to have a bit of everything. These are my real desires for me. I've posted for this and it seems that its only fantasy because I've had some interest then they make their excuse and gone before the dust has even settled.
I go into these things openly and honest I tell my story I give warning then if its out then there is where they should run. I've said this I'm willing to work for this because well fuck its not a everyday kind of relationship I'm requesting for. I want a minimum of four females one of which is a control a switch someone who is sub to males dom to females.
I know this sounds like an ad its not meant to I'm just laying out what I want and to say where's my true believers. As I keep thinking on these significant thoughts I wonder the if's the why's maybe the when's and try to open myself up to the possibilities of the now's.
I look I search I don't find.
I had this kind of relationship before but it went sour 70% my fault I was young and stupid I didn't know better at the time I had what I wanted and fucked it up. Now I want it again I've grow I'll not make those mistakes this time I talk more so when its out time and normality sets in I'm open not closed off.
Anyway people thanks for reading. One last thing I've had some messages from sub's that are owned collared whatever if you contact me with a question I'll not reply unless you have your master Dom whatever contact me first. I like to be respectful I view all others similar to myself as territorial.
Play safe.
J
