When things begin to go well for me I get a euphoric feeling its not chemical based but psychological. Its times like this that I really wish I had a sub to share it with because all I can think if topping this feeling is a gagged and tied female in front of me eyes shiny with anticipated joy. Them knowing that at that point I'm in charge and I'm feeling like spoiling her taking her to a height where her world would be made of hearing colours and seeing sounds. I get moments where my entertainment comes from bringing my sub's continuous release I don't let up for even a minute.
I can picture past times the looks the noises the way their bodies go sort of limp I can see it in my mind how they've gone numb. Their eyes near closed this reality is no longer their domain their somewhere else. I remember these things even though I wracked it last time I know this time I'll get it right. And their going to be sorry for I'll be completely relentless non stop control a blissful thing to think about.
I thought I'd share a happy memory.
Play safe.
J
