I was into a guy. . .(It's been the strongest connection to someone since my ex. . .now it feels like it was a huge, long teasing bitter dream.)
Tuesday, all day, I talked to this guy who I felt our ideas worked out. . .he could have finished my sentences. He was submissive who was in a long relationship similar to the relationship I was in.
We were texting (yes, I was stupid and infatuated, so much I went against my guts and texted on my broken phone. I didn't even have his damn picture. I was so stupid, but was that giddy, excited feeling. . .God, I miss it.) I fought my sleep to text him. (With, my sleep issues that is really saying something.)
He said he wanted a dominant like me. . . He wanted the relationship thing. (I was very grateful, after 3 years of dating, being blown off, catfished, and finding a lot of guys just wanting kinky sex without any meaning, to find someone who was an experience submissive who wanted a long term female led relationship, I was excited. Was that wrong?)
He said he even told family. He sounded liked he was so excited, so what beep happened?
(I even ask him if he had any dealbreakers, and he said no.)
I go to bed so bouncy, excited. I wake up to crickets.
Then Wednesday came around and No text. . .
I gave him the benefit if the doubt, maybe he was busy with family or work.
Thursday nada.
Friday, he was on the site we first met. I messaged him, no reply back. Then he blocked me.
All I have to say I don't care if you are dominant, submissive, top, bottom, or just vanilla, at least have some manners and send a message saying why you think it will not work. Give both sides closure.
