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Reflections in the dark mirror

Just my musings on 5 decades of the lifestyle
I am here when you are in need
I am here when your mind is freed
I am here if you want to walk
I am here if you want to talk
I cannot write more verse today
My mind like yours is far too frayed
All I can say to you is
I am here

Reginald Miles
3 years ago. July 20, 2020 at 1:14 PM

Those that now me know I’ve just gone through a traumatic time , way back in February I met the Little I’d always dreamed of !
Through the days weeks and months she has been pretty perfect in every way imaginable,a funny bright intelligent girl, totally obedient completely compliant, never bratty, up for anything , in short a dream!

Now because of COVID we have not physically met but spent hour after hour on text and Skype! so we knew each other inside out ........or so I thought!

The whole thing also played out on my blog Daddysworld.blog and I’ve been incredibly happy !

Then the cracks started to appear, odd things didn’t make sense, there was always an explanation but as time went on these just fuelled the mistrust further !

I asked her to verify something for me.shoukd have been over in seconds. She refused , this started a downward spiral until quite sadly the whole affair crashed and burned, I can’t say on here what I asked her to verify but believe me it wasn’t anything offensive or illegal and would have repaired things instantly!

Proving once again in our various lifestyles that trust is everything, hard to attain, easy to lose !

Move on pick up the pieces, or maybe realise my time as a Daddy Dom is over, and that’s the question I’m working through !

My final words of wisdom, “Don’t ignore Red flags” your gut feel and intuition is your first line of defence, listen to it !

My Dear{Trust} - It was that same sort of feeling and the refusal of a request equally benign that led to me unraveling the Lie I had considered my DD & Master for quite a little time.

Like any other poirly knit thing, no matter how well woven, the lie always unravels In the end.

As someone reminded me recently, no venture is a waste or a loss if you learned something about yourself becausef of it.
So, what did you learn?
3 years ago
Aquarius Dom​(dom male) - To never take anything at face value !! And no matter how small the Red flag don’t ignore it for salacious reasons !!
Oh and life goes on
3 years ago
My Dear{Trust} - You could be reading my mind.
3 years ago
Aquarius Dom​(dom male) - In truth there are no fails only learns !!
3 years ago
My Dear{Trust} - Very very true!
3 years ago

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