The thrills we seek, the energies we burn in search of what ?
My journey has lasted 50 plus years since my quests for carnal desires started, countless hours of pursuit and enjoyment, some experiences mould us, some hurt us, some give huge pleasure but all teach us a little more about ourselves.
Will I ever stop, I doubt it ! Yes the experiences get fewer, but that's mainly because I am more selective and they get more intense! Yes I may be an aging bull, but maturity brings experience, something you can't learn, the experience of 51 years give you the tools to ensure needs are satisfied, lusts sated, demons laid to rest.
I probably spend more time now mentoring, nurturing new initiatives to the lifestyle but this still serves my needs, my desire to pass on help and guidance. To allay fears to allow them to bloom, to allow them the chance to hone their skills in a safe environment, where failure is a learn not a disaster.