I’ve been in a mood for blogging these past few days. I would like to hear opinions from subs and Doms since I consider myself a novice to this lifestyle. (I’ve had real life experiences, several years ago) but didn’t know there was a title and lifestyle etc, etc. until about a year ago.
my first and only online Dom experience started when I first joined this site. The relationship started quickly and from my novice perspective, it was great. I knew nothing would ever surface from it, as we led very different, very busy lives. But steady contact for about 6 months. I expressed the need for more communication. I won’t give specifics, but I wanted what I consider simple details. As I gave more of myself sexually, which we all know is more than that in a D/s dynamic. I allowed myself to feel vulnerable, open, very trusting of the relationship.
I was never, ever given anything, small details I wanted to know, in return. After a night out with a few friends and a few 🍻 I typed the words “fuck you”( obviously I woke up realizing this was out of order). And I haven’t heard back from him since. Of course I apologized as it was out of line and not my character. Considering this was my very first experience with this and he dubbed himself my “mentor” in the beginning, I felt bad and there was no sense of closure. Turning me off to the lifestyle in general as it is already tough to find a match.
thoughts?
