It's funny how songs that are so fitting always pop up when I need them. Maybe not the entire lyric but enough of it. Whatever you want by P!nk came on during my shower earlier after a major blowout with Sir.
I'm scared....terrified really.
Will we survive this time around?
We've made it this far, so I am trying to assume yes. No one can predict the future. And no one can can fix things for you. It's a lot of work and time and energy.
But sometimes....life just stacks the odds to high against you. Just keeps throwing more and more obstacles in your way. LIke you're being set up to fail while she sits back and laughs.
Life...think she's a sadistic bitch and frankly I'm tired of her mind fucks.
But it's always darkest before the light
And just like that we come alive
--Kitty (Collared....for now)
"Whatever You Want" bye P!nk
Okay
(So)
Running like a dog
Fighting like a bitch too much
And you just can't stand it, baby
Even when I fall
You don't seem to give two shits
'Cause you're just too cool, baby
We could have it all
Neither one of us would budge
'Cause we can't be wrong, baby
Folding up your arms, closing up your heart
I know, I know, I know you think it's me
'Cause I want it all
No I know, I know, I know, I know you see
Do we gotta talk
No you know, you know, you know you must believe
Or fall apart
I feel like our ship's going down tonight
But it's always darkest before the light
And that's enough for me to try
Whatever you want
Whatever you need
Whatever you do, ah-ah-ah
Even if I say that it's over now
Even if we want to move on somehow
And just like that we come alive
Whatever you want
Whatever you need
Whatever you do, ah-ah-ah
Trying to get a breath
Thinkin' 'bout the time you said that I was your heart, baby
Trying to understand how a grown man goes on without a body part, baby
I could walk away
I could always cash my chips and I'd be okay, baby
I would be okay, and you might be okay
Oh, I know, I know, I know you think it's me
'Cause you want it all
I know, I know, I know, I know you see
That we gotta talk
No you know, you know, you know you must believe
You're enough for me
I feel like our ship's going down tonight
But it's always darkest before the light
And that's enough for me to try
Whatever you want
Whatever you need
Whatever you do, ah-ah-ah
Even if I say that it's over now
Even if we want to move on somehow
And just like that we come alive
Whatever you want
Whatever you need
Whatever you do
Whoever said that love was sweet
(Drank a little too much whiskey, baby)
Whoever said that life was easy
(Never lived anywhere near me)
I wouldn't change a thing
'Cause you're the one I wanna sink with
I feel like our ship's going down tonight
But it's always darkest before the light
And that's enough
Even if I say that it's over now
Even if we want to move on somehow
And just like that we come alive
Whatever you want
Whatever you need
Whatever you do, ah-ah-ah
Whatever you want
Whatever you need
Whatever you do, oh-oh-oh
Whatever you want
Whatever you need
Whatever you do, ah-ah-ah
Whatever you want
Whatever you need
Whatever you do, oh-oh-oh
