I had a huge set back when it comes to my sexuality in the past couple of weeks. My loveless relationship is beyond dead I tried my best to say you know what let me pit the past behind us and see if for one night we still had any chemistry left we didn't.
Then for the last few months my best friend of twelve years was like hey since your having relationship troubles ever think of us and I was honest and told him i found him attractive but didnt think it was wise because were such good friends and i wouldn't want to lose the friendship.
Well we never did anything because we love long distance but i was supposed to see him next week when he sorta got cold feet started some bullshit argument and now not only are we not going to see if there is any benefit to be had in this friendship the friendship itself is over.
12 years gone like that its why I told him from the start don't go down this road if you think it might compliate things. He said it will be fine but almost from the start issues started to pile up.
I am domme and he didnt like that said hes not a bitch I told him that I don't view this as serious because iI know we want different things out of life and that i am not in love with him.
I also told him when he started bitching about me that I wouldn't so much as cut a nail at his behest i am me and if he wants me or to play with me thats it there is no negotiable aspects to me or my life.
He was like relationships have give and take i am looe hin i just was open to fuck you not become your dream woman.
I literally have never had sex with a guy willingly because it always seems like something comes up.
