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3 years ago. January 2, 2021 at 7:38 PM

I woke up today feeling the same as I have been for months.

Depressed, unmotivated and with this overwhelming feeling that I need to 'go home' even though I'm already here.

Despite this feeling I still woke up, did housework and took care of everyone like I always do. I paid all the bills, I did some work for my job even though I have the day off, I did some crunches and took a hot shower. Made brunch. Doing laundry. Took my dog for a walk. Made phonecalls. Went grocery shopping.

None of my menial accomplishments today fulfilled me. They never do.

I just need more and I need to go home. I hope I find out what this means soon.

 

R&R

Philly Belwas​(dom male) - You need a break and someone to take you out of your headspace that you are currently stuck in. We all get that place sometimes seeking a place of comfort, safety and warmth even when we have a family and home.
3 years ago
MelMell​(dom female) - Home is your happy mental place. For me it’s doing the things I love like reading, gaming, watching tv. I sometimes have to filter through them as they become very unfulfilling. I also change up my routines from time to time by baking or making a really long and intricate dinner. Sometimes hanging out with my friends gets me out of my funk and I feel fine. You just gotta fo through doing the things you love abs finding what makes it better.
3 years ago
Max Heathen​(other male) - I am curious as to whom "everyone" is? Assuming more than just the dog. No you don't have to answer but my first instinct was to say, then come home. 😂 Silly, right?!
From what I read on your profile, I can say that what you are feeling is quite normal around this time of year. I would advise, reaching out for somebody whom you can talk with. Take that chance for a connection in the safety net of mutual conversation to distract from the moment and offer some hope to your situation. My AngelBunny does not usually reach out, but if you wish to seek somebody to speak with within this community, I'm sure she'd take the time to respond. From what I've read of your past blogs, you two may share some similarities that could lead to stimulating conversation.
Hope ya get out of the funk. It won't just go away, you'll need to be proactive about it.
3 years ago

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