3 years ago. January 2, 2021 at 7:38 PM
I woke up today feeling the same as I have been for months.
Depressed, unmotivated and with this overwhelming feeling that I need to 'go home' even though I'm already here.
Despite this feeling I still woke up, did housework and took care of everyone like I always do. I paid all the bills, I did some work for my job even though I have the day off, I did some crunches and took a hot shower. Made brunch. Doing laundry. Took my dog for a walk. Made phonecalls. Went grocery shopping.
None of my menial accomplishments today fulfilled me. They never do.
I just need more and I need to go home. I hope I find out what this means soon.
R&R