Nighttime is a scary place for me, the evils of the day flood my mind. The evils from the past creep in. They threaten to take away the girl I'm becoming. They make me doubt everything feel insecure and alone.
I've found people who take them away for awhile push them back but even they cant keep them gone long. People have a funny way of showing their true colors and play to one of my demons.
I have learned to trust in me, go with my gut and to always believe. The demons may play with me try to pull me under but I will fight and stand strong. I will not let them take me again.
I have a long road to travel and will make great mistakes along the way but I wont ever say a mistake I made was living in fear. I believe, have faith, trust, and love. I am strong and for those of you who took the chance to know me, even if a road bump caused you to fail me in one way or another I am blessed to have had you touch my life and guide me to who I am now. Thank you for holding my hand in times of need, thank you for support when things were looking good and most of all thank you for taking a chance on the shy girl and her road to discovery. I am a better version of me because of you.
