Just me

The club..
So I finally did it! I ventured out into the real world of BDSM.
My bestie and I went to a BDSM club to see what it was all about. We didnt go in a day where there was any scenes being played out or any chance of anything happening. We went to their orientation for people who are thinking of joining.
So I walked in 5 minutes late and my heart in my throat. We had to sit up front which was ok because I didnt have to look at the people around me. The two men talking about the rules of the club you could tell just from the way they talked they were Dominants.
I found myself looking around a little but never able to look directly in their eyes while they talked. This was a big challenge to me because if someone is teaching you or talking to you you look at their eyes. My sub side wouldnt let me because I had not earned that right.
Anyway the way they spoke commanded attention but was so soft and gentle. It was comforting. I kept looking around the main room while they spoke at the different things there.
The bug leather tables with the o rings, the chains from the ceiling, the pet cage, the st Andrew's crosses, all of the things I've read about right there. After they were done talking they let us take a tour and touch the equipment. My fingers grazed over some of the iron and chills went thru me. The different alcove rooms they had set up all of it was amazing and felt so right.
The fear I had walking in quickly left me as I felt that yes all that I've wanted was real this place made it that for me. To see and feel it let me know deep down I am on the right path. I have found my place and took a huge small step out of my comfort zone.
I cant wait to go back to see some of the classes they offer and learn even more. I crave the real world in this life so much more!
Side note if you go to a club and are sitting behind two women growling isnt the best way to make yourself known.. it's kinda intimidating... yep that really happened and I couldnt move away from that person fast enough, I mean come on they dont call Hollywood, hollyweird for nothing 😁