Today there was a blog written about gentleman Doms. I was truly amazed and blessed to see this blog and have my Sir mentioned in it. It's nice to see others give praise to people out there.
In response to this blog I was filled with words I wanted to express. So as i am sick please forgive me if it's not fluid and i just ramble on.
Being a lady who deserves a gentleman in this day and age isnt easy. I have been taught to stand and fight battles on my own. I have been jaded and closed off to many because of this. I need to be fiercely independent and stand for what I believe in. In doing this my alpha side comes off as arrogant, unappreciative and cocky.
When I met my Sir he was able to match my sarcasm and all the twists I threw at him. We became friends and are still growing as friends. I had my super walls up and wasnt going to let him in but the more I saw his kind soul the faster I tore down the bricks. When very few bricks were left he saw me.
The woman who needed him. The woman who wouldnt ask for help or support but longed to have it. His manners and protective nature let me feel safe. I quickly became the lady I should be. I still stand up for my beliefs but I do so knowing I reflect him. I use my manners instead if the "resting bitch face" I've been told I have.
I find strength in him and grow more with him. I try to be the same for him. He values my opinion and wants to hear it. I have found I turn to him when I struggle with a choice. He is my safe place to land. This week I have been so sick and he has shown me so much of his true self. I mean come on medical professionals are the worst to take care of and being this sick I am a whiney brat. He took it all with grace and knew it was because I needed him. He kept me on a path to recovery encouraged me and when my guilt about not working came into play he reminded me that I am no good to anyone if i cant be the best me.
So to my Sir thank you for being you and in doing so being respected by so many here. You are the hand I reach out for, the light in the dark, the comfort when I'm in pain the friend when i need to vent and the love when I am lost.
I am so proud to be your lady, and will gladly sit by your side or bow at your feet.
Thank you to the author of gentleman Doms for inspiring this and reminding me how blessed I am to have a gentleman who brings out the lady in me.
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