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My journey is a road I travel most of the time with friends by my side. Some days I walk alone, others I hold someone's hand. This is my journey on cage. If you really want to know about me go back 2 years ago to my first blog. Enjoy
4 years ago. January 14, 2020 at 7:48 PM

Today has been extremely hard for me. To many changes and not enough time to catch up. I wrote this a few days ago but wanted to share.. 

 

The wild wind blows

It chills me to the bone

To some she calls to them

With her desire

To others freezes them in place

I stand still making her cut around me

She reaches deep inside me

Trying to pull my soul

I watch others around me

They let go

Drift off and float away

Trying to ride the draft

I stay anchored where I am

Refusing to let go.

She blows harder

Trying to knock me down

I see you across the way fighting

Trying to stay centered

I reach for you but your to far

I watch as others grab and pull

Taking your footing away,

Stay with me I think

As hands grab and pull at you

Your glance reaches mine

I lock eyes with you

In this moment I give you all I have

I send my strength

My courage

My support

My love

I see the wind start to cut around you

She is loosing her fight to take you

Your feet just above the ground

Eyes locked with mine

She gives one last push

You dont move

I may not be able to grab you

My friendship will be your anchor

I will not let you get lost

Her whirling wind wont blind you

I will shine bright to show you the way

Her cold bite wont chill you

I will love you to keep you warm

The wind will fight

So will I

You deserve the sunshine and joy

I will make sure you get that

My feet start to move

To you I am drawn

I reach my hand out

You take hold

Together we can stand against the tornado

I will hold you safe as long as you need me

I wont let go

No matter how far the wind tries to take you

I will be your tether to now.

When my turn comes to face the wind

You will be there to ground me

It is what we do for eachother

You are my center, my home

I your anchor.

Friendship and communication is the core to this life. I will always be a friend, I will always be me and defend what I can. I will stand strong against the winds that blow and be the anchor when I'm needed. 

Even when I'm lost I will guide you home...

J

Satindragon{Not Lookin} - You are such a gifted writer.
4 years ago
Pheonix J​(sub female) - Thank you
4 years ago
Wicked Ways​(dom male){venia} - “ Even when I’m lost I’ll guide you home.”
That line says it all. To speak from the heart, can be difficult, and sometimes frightening. To put it out there, so articulate, so heartfelt, so beautifully, takes bravery. I commend you Pheonix, this was exceptional!

Wishing you shelter from the storm
~ W
4 years ago
Pheonix J​(sub female) - Thank you, as always I appreciate your feed back. I dont think I'm brave at all .

It's easy to say it behind a screen so much harder to say in face to face. That is true bravery.

Your words mean a lot to me, you and v are truly inspiring.
4 years ago
Wicked Ways​(dom male){venia} - Bravery Phoenix, is looking in the mirror, and facing yourself. That takes guts !
4 years ago

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