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My journey is a road I travel most of the time with friends by my side. Some days I walk alone, others I hold someone's hand. This is my journey on cage. If you really want to know about me go back 2 years ago to my first blog. Enjoy
4 years ago. January 22, 2020 at 4:12 PM

I wrote this a few weeks back at someone's request. I never shared it so here you go....


Today I didnt realize how much of a brat I was being. I kept telling my Daddy no. It started out as playful banter but then I became frustrated and stopped talking. All he wanted was my honesty and I couldnt controll my sarcasm. The hours count down till it's time to go home and my anxiety builds up. I know I need to get home to make sure he knows I'm ok. I didnt answer his texts for hours. When i told him I was on my way home all I got was an okay. No be safe baby girl, no see you soon kitten, just an okay. Yep I'm in trouble.

 

I drive and traffic is horrible. A drive that should take me 30 minutes has already taken me an hour and half. I normally get home before Sir but tonight that's not going to happen. Dinner should be made when he walks in the door, I should be waiting for him in my spot by the couch when he walks in. I shouldn't be walking in after him. I text him and tell him that traffic is horrible and I'm sorry I'm late. Again his response let's me know I'm in serious trouble. He tells me to stop texting while I drive, that I know how he feels about that. I reply yes Sir, and immediately realize my mistake.


Shit shit shit I think. Why the hell did I respond back right after he told me to stop. God why cant I get my head on straight today. I dont like upsetting Daddy and I know when I get home Daddy will definalty have his Master hat on. When I'm like this only Master can recenter me. I get closer to the house and I start to drive slower. I prep myself knowing what I need to do. I need to walk into the house and not utter a word. This is going to be hard as my mouth seems to have a mind of it's own today.


I pull into the driveway, take a deep breath get out and walk to the door. I know Master dislikes when I come home in my scrubs and normally I change in the bathroom right by the door. I stand outside the door and look around theres no one outside but anyone looking out can see me. I hang my head and pull my scrub pants off. I fold them and set them on the little table by the door. The one that's been placed there for days like this. I've only had to use it once. I them kick off my shoes and place them next to the table bend over to put them by the table and blush as I remember Daddy said no panties today.

I hear a door open and stand straight up. Our neighbor has come out he must be loving the show.
I know Master heard me pull up and is timing this I have no choice. I'm almost out of time. I pull my scrub top off fold it and place it on the table then I take off my bra . Trying save myself embarrassment i look at the old man and say i had a patient get sick all over me....and open the door.


I walk in and see my cushion by the door. I sigh and totally get how bad i fucked up today. My cushion being there means I'm to kneel and wait. He put the cushion there because even angry my Master is a loving Master he knows how bad my knees are and doesnt want to hurt me. I kneel facing the wall knowing that I have upset Master and I am not to see what he is doing. I reach up and take my hair out of the tie it's been in all day. I know how I should look hair down is how he likes it. I hear him moving in the house behind me i sit straight up place my hands behind back and I wait.


I hear him walk out of the kitchen and I listen to him trying to catch his breathing. Hes so quiet. I know hes not letting me hear him breathe. His footsteps go to the table where I hear him place 2 dishes down. His chair slides back and he says "come" I wasnt told to rise. So I turn and present myself to him from the doorway, his chair can see pretty much any room in the house. I start to stand and quickly stop, damn it I almost broke another rule not listening.


Slowly I crawl to him making sure every muscle moves gracefully and that Master remembers that I and a great slave. I reach his chair and bow in front of him. The pose hes taught me. Head on my hands on the floor, ass up. Open to him. He taps my head releasing me from the pose tells me to rise and eat. I get up and walk to my chair to sit. I look at the food infront of me it looks and smells delicious.


Tonight was suppose to be a sweet dinner for us. I was going to get to have something different than my salads and chicken. I could feel my mouth start to water as I looked at the steak and potatoes. The beautifully roasted veggies with garlic and butter. My stomach growls. He raises his eyebrows and tells me to move the plate away from me and put it in the middle of the table. As I do as I'm told he gets up and walks to the kitchen he comes back with another plate puts it in front of me and it's the salad with the chicken. Yes its good but the potatoes ugh I was so looking forward to this meal I skipped lunch and my afternoon snack. My stomach just gave that away too. I bow my head and quietly say thank you Master.


"Kitten when we eat it will always be together. I will not discipline you at meal time because this is when we connect about our day. Today will be no different even though I do have many points to address with you after dinner." I say "yes Master" with my head down. He sternly says "kitten!" I look up and look at him and say "I understand Daddy." It Dawn's on me that no matter how much I messed up he wont deny me or himself our dinner time together. We will be Daddy and kitten always at the table but after I know Master will demand of his slave.


We eat and talk like we always do. I pick at my food and he asks "kitten why arent you eating." I look at him with tears in my eyes " Daddy I didnt mean to displease you, I dont ever want you to be upset with me. I let the outside forces get to me and instead if doing what I always promised and talking to you about it I was a brat. I was worse then a brat I was a temperamental woman and took my aggression out on you. When inrealized what I was doing I became even more upset and continued to mess up. I am sorry and because of this I have no appetite and I just want to serve you to make up for it "


He takes some time and thinks about what I said. He tells me he accepts my apology but I still need to learn and be reminded to never do it again. He tells me to hurry and clean up from dinner and wait for him on my pillow. I finish cleaning and walk out to the living area. I see my cushion is still by the door so I go and kneel there and wait.


I hear him approach behind me. He pulls my hair back and sweeps it over my shoulder. He unclasps by beautiful green day collar and places it in his pocket. I hear him pulling something out of his pocket. I feel the cold thick leather slip around my neck. The cold metal of the clasp in the back. I know what collar he had put on me. It's my slave collar. It had the loop in the front so he can attach the leash. This helps me stay in the right head space to learn the lesson. He clips the leash on and tells me " no matter how many times I tried to get you to listen to me today you didnt. This is the only way I can get you to clear your head and listen to your Master as I know what is best for you."


He takes the leather of the leash and runs it down my back. Right to my ass. Over one cheek then the other. I get goose bumps. He tugs the leash just a little and tells me to stand and put both hands against the wall. I do so and he spreads my legs a little more. I am standing there open to him. He pushes my shoulders forward so my chest and face lean against the wall. He steps away letting the leash fall against my back and I jump. The anticipation of what's to come is killing me.


He walks away and I hear ice clinking in a glass. He is taking his time coming back and I hear him moving about. Finally after a few minutes that feel like hours he comes back. He tells me "kitten I placed your slave collar and leash this means you will take your punishment as I see fit. You were disrespectful today by ignoring me when I texted, you were sarcastic and bratty when you needed to listen not just once but several times. I have gotten the flogger, I have the end of the leash and I have my hands what shall I use first." He makes me wait. Then I feel him pull me to stand and he slips his tie around my eyes. He tells me to lean against the wall again. I do as told. I hear the swish of the flogger and I brace myself. The snap of the tails makes me jump but I feel nothing. He does it again and still nothing. He reaches over and moves the leash off the middle of my back and over my shoulder. He swings the flogger again and this time I feel something trail down my back I suck in a breath thinking there is pain when I realize its the ice. Hes tracing it over my back down to my butt. I let out a small moan and he stops. I bite my lip to not make a sound. I hear the flogger and this time I feel the sting. One strike left, one strike right. He comes over and runs the pink skin i want to react. I whimper a little and he tells me "shhh kitten, that was for the offensives mentioned before. Will you ignore your master again?" " no Master" I say shaking. "Will you be disrespectful and bratty together again?"
"No Master please forgive me?"


He tells me I have one more offense to be punished for. He kisses my neck and slides the leash into his hand. He reaches around un clips it and tells me to lean over the arm of the couch. I do as told. Leash in his hand he spreads my feet and tells me when hes done he is taking what is his. My insides clench and I can feel myself get wet.


He runs his hands over my ass and says " you know how I feel about you texting while driving. You jeopardized what is mine put it in danger and for that you will feel the leash." Again he gives 2 wacks. Enough to make me whimper and it hurt but not to hard to cause me damage. Each cheek is on fire and then I hear him unzip his pants. I know hes hungry and isnt going to be slow. I feel his cock against the wet opening and I moan. He thrusts in and growls. This is a man reclaiming his slave. Reminding her that she is his prized possession. He fucks me hard and fast and denies my orgasm. He keeps me on the edge and pulls out before he claims my ass. This is our undoing. Unable to control ourselves I beg and he says now my slave. My orgasm rips through me. His follows. My orgasm doesn't stop. I slip into the bliss of us.


I open my eyes and find myself in his lap his hands in my hair his lips kissing my forehead. He smiles and tells me welcome back kitten.
I look up at him and whisper the only thing I can. "Thank you daddy"

 


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