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Poetry that i have written in the past and present. I'll also be adding short stories that I have written (stepping out of my comfort zone), my thoughts, desires, inspirations and the journey of healing on all aspects of my life. Enjoy and thank you for reading ((HUGS))
3 years ago. May 26, 2021 at 1:00 PM

Yesterday my son started as I was looking z's notebook to see how her day was. Still in her wheelchair, playing with her harness straps. It was a total of 2 mins and we just walked in the door. He comes over to take her out, which is fine. Its when he started his ranting episode..  i let whatever he said go until....... Im not your n word and sure as hell not.your bro.  He no longer calls me mom (I don't meet the requirements) 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣  He continues as always it's a fact that I'm not responsible,  blah blah blah. So when I told him well thats his opinion and not a fact he loses it, oh well, ifgaf anymore.  I turned the tables and he couldn't handle it at all. He automatically assumed that I was going to talk about his son, why you asked? I said something about his situation and how his son is screwed in the long run months ago.  Once he said you're nothing to me, get.your shit and there's the door. Usually, I would be shaking, this time I was calm and relaxed. I got tired of being afraid of standing up for myself against anyone especially my kids. Since he feels that he doesn't need to contribute, and doesn't acknowledge my existence, he will be leaving either on his own or by police.  I refuse.to tolerate anyone's bullshit.   I miss my good old friend. He needs.to be replaced and today has.to be the day to find a replacement.  I didn't want.to revert back.to this person inhad to let go, but fuck it. Im tired of people taking advantage of me especially my son.   It stops today.  

 

SirsBabyDoll​(sub female){Pizza+☕} - Remember this famous mom phrase (one I've already introduced my 13 year old to):

"I brought you INTO this world, and I can take you right out!"

You may be his momma, but Momma deserves respect and by gawd, you get it. You are the teacher of how he is to treat other women and if he don't learn it from you, he is gonna learn it from someone bigger and badder and THAT could be a bad thing.
3 years ago
HEAVEN'S STARCHILD​(switch female) - Funny thing is, I've said that numerous times.. To him that's verbal abuse 🤦‍♀️
3 years ago
SirsBabyDoll​(sub female){Pizza+☕} - Rotfl! Nope. He don't KNOW verbal abuse. Why? Because you ensured that he wouldn't by breaking that chain within yourself and that is a feat worth being proud of! You are a GREAT mom! Flaws and all.
3 years ago
HEAVEN'S STARCHILD​(switch female) - Awww thank you 💜💜💜💜💜((HUGS)) I'm tired of being carol Brady, time for me.to become Peggy bundy with a side of madea 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 love you guys 💜💜💜💜💜💜
3 years ago
HEAVEN'S STARCHILD​(switch female) - ty both ((HUGS)) . He'sgoing to realize how bad he messed up. There's no turning back
3 years ago
HGB​(sub female){Scottish M} - I wish you luck with this situation. Not a good place to be.
3 years ago
HEAVEN'S STARCHILD​(switch female) - Ty 😊((HUGS)). I purchased a bat. I dare him to start anything else. Ankles and knees, ankles and knees. Sad this is what it has come to. Now for step 2. 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
3 years ago

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