Never afraid to speak my mind

Woke up this morning to the strangest feeling .I looked at the time this morning and it was after 9 am . It was strange to me for one waking up so late in the morning and looking at my phone there were messages and voice notes but thinking anything of the blue happened . I started listening to the voice notes and my heart sunk. I couldn't believe what I was hearing . I lost a family member again but this time she was raped and murdered  in her own home. I was shaken not because she was murdered but in the manner she was. I am lost for words honestly it feels like each time when there is a calm after a storm there's another . Sigh