Rose's Thorns.

Depth, a bitter relentless empty void. 

With no beginning and no end in sight. 

Stretching out beyond reach, beyond fingertips, touch, taste or sight. 

Deafening is the shear void of silence. 

Smothering all of your being until your just a speck. 

But at least here you can marvel not at the blackness but at the depth of emptiness as it encircles and devours you. 

It's almost royal in its depth and rich emptyness, just watch the void expand 

Something odd is happening on my phone. At least on this site.  The contrast on people's screen pictures seems to be inverted, this is gone from one or two icons to about 50% and I think it's my phone if anyone's got any suggestions could you leave it below please. Thank you. 

I love this song x

Before you can have mastery over others, you first need to obtain mastery over yourself. This is a thought that often occurs to me when I view dominance or Masters online be them, female or male. 

What does this mean? 

Mastery over your own thoughts feelings and situation.

Otherwise how would you expect to have mastry over others, if you're not capable of having it over yourself. Because that just sounds unstable and risky to my mind. 

Having a level of self-control is one of the most important aspects you can obtain mastery over. 

:) 

Darkness decends like a red mist, 

Blinded by fog, there is no light, 

Reaching grasping for air, 

But of course air is all around,

You just can't see it.

Crushing, crush a little more and again until nothing is left. What once beat with joy is now a steal reinforced container. A coffin for joy where light and life one flowed. 

Smile, eyes and soul.... oh the last one? Yeah doesn't exist, its sleeping like sleeping beauty. Zzz

Oh but the smile, you see the eyes aren't dead, just very well hidden. But when brought out to play.... the sadist in me (or masochist) has eyes that could light up a room.... just no soul... you ever seen a soulless smile with delightful eyes?

.... oh fuck with me at your peril 

(But put me in my place really cos im a big softie)

Sincerely, most submissives i know

...  you can often wonder how insane life can be. How random events happen yet it seems to flow and make sense for you...

 The Wolf of Wall Street is a really good example of how insane it can be yet makes perfect sense for that person.

We all have our own version of this and every so often I find myself sitting down wondering who the f*** would believe what life can be like.

Me trying to get out of bed like ...

I often wonder if there is a cultural difference as bdsm at least appears to be more open in the states. Whereas the UK we tend to keep everything separate i would also say the UK has a big fettish and dogging scene but that doesn't always equate to bdsm either. Just my ponderings

To a friend who took the time to listen and help tonight when they didn't have to. Thank you x