My bedroom is all torn up because I wanna make it play-ready. My bed isn't made yet and I don't know when they will be here. I'm in a bit of a panic and I'm forcing myself to sit down and relax for a moment. But all y'all, I AM feeling FIERCE today! Will let my hair down once I'm done cleaning. Wearing the tall boots for them, and my formal collar for Master. He is still asleep and doesn't know I've put it on- it hurts my neck to wear long-term, but I want him to see that I know I'm his first and foremost. It shouldn't hurt to wear for a day, and we'll take it off this evening before I get to playing, most likely.
I have two roast ducks waiting to be cooked, and a bunch of veggies to prepare and cook in duck fat. I am going to put my dragon blanket on my bed, make sure the lube is easy to access, and that toys are organized and easy to find.
I have no idea what will happen. Negotiation, of course. We might not even play, as one of them isn't feeling well... but if we do, well! Last time was awesome. The absolute BEST would be if they are attracted to Master, and he is attracted to them, and all 4 of us play without anything going too too wrong. Master is amazing and hot and DAMN can he fuck like nobody else. These two are sizzling hot too, and today I am amazed and bewildered that so many people seem to really be attracted to me, but you know what?
I don't know how long I have to live, and I'm going to fucking roll with it and enjoy the hell out of what I have left, however long that may be.
As my tea Sensei says, my particular faith, Asatru (NOT the racist kind) can be summed up thusly:
"We're all gonna die. Let's party!"
