First of all I'm starting this blog because I don't want to which is a huge reason why I really need to. I've never liked letting people find out who I really am in fear that getting to know me is finding out I'm not good enough and also the first step before rejecting or leaving me. So I'm here to talk about the good the bad and the ugly that I feel requires me to put walls up and has inturn only caused me pain and loss and the reason I'm still single.
Second when life gets hard I isolate in my room and won't share with anyone the pain I'm feeling I hold it in and swear I dont need anyone's help and I tend to cope In a destructive way which takes me ten steps back which is of no help to the healing and growth I'm trying to achieve at this time in my life.
So here I am with my story, thoughts, secrets and heart ache so please be gentle as i for the 1st time in my life am going to practice transparency and try to be as honest about who I am as I possibly can.
There's many more reasons but I'll stop there as those reasons alone are good enough for me to start writing this blog.
