FUCKING SIDEWAYS... I tell you, you get comfortable for more than 10 seconds and the universe just shits in your bonsai tree it really does.
So I can't go into details BUUUUUUT life is sucking a bit.
Some projects are behind.
Some relationships are having their final bell tolled.
Some takeout orders turned up yesterday without my bloody garlic bread .... Jaysus Fooking Wept.
The relationship isn't on the rocks, we both like each other we get on well and enjoy time spent together, but the time isn't that long, and has been getting further apart. And pretty soon we're going to end up on opposite sides of the country.
It was good ... but its gonna end soon I feel, and that's sad
Still an undeniable truth of relationships in my past is that every woman who I have dated has found the one pretty much straight after, so she's in great hands apparently lol.
I guess this is a ranty type of blog, no one really wants to hear about Doms who don't have 100% of control 100% of the time but you know what?
We don't,
Sometimes we flounder, we hit our heads against brick walls, we get stuck in a rut.
We just get back up and plough on, and that's just what I'll have to do.
I give myself 15 minutes a day to feel sorry for myself, everything else is for moving on.
