Thoughts From A New Me

Thank You ? 

FlitterFly... :):):) 

Thank You ? 

FlitterFly... :):):) 

Finding A Better Me... 

I am me, worthy of much more than what you see. 

So here is to finding a better me. 

So many of you know I had made a trip to Drinfear's last month. 

I had such a great time that I looked down after two weeks and saw that I had fingernails. 

I have NOT had fingernails since I was a very, very young child. 

You will be glad to know that I still have not bitten my fingernails since. 

Also, I decided that I am worth so much more. So I put a nicotine patch on as of yesterday. Easter Sunday. 

Here's to bettering ones self. 

Thank You ? 

FlitterFly... :):):) ? 

Enjoy ? 

FlitterFly... :):):) 

Part : 1... 

Natalie & Her Stuffie Army 

There once was a little named Natalie 

Natalie had a giant collection of stuffies. 

Ohhh, how she loved her stuffies, and her stuffies loved her. 

They loved her so much so that they would wait and come alive when no one else was looking. 

One day, Natalie was very  crankie, she was so  tired and being very bad. 

So her Daddy says, alright now My little princess, its time for bed. 

Ohhhh, Natalie does not want to go to bed. 

She hates bedtime. 

But Daddy insists that bedtime ? ?

is a must, for cranky little girls. 

So off to bed, with a swat to the rear, a kiss on the forhead, and night night cuddles. 

The next day, Natalie was still sore about having to go to bed before she got a chance to watch her shows. 

And that is when Natalie and her stuffies devised a plan to abolish all bedtimes. 

Becoming: Natalie & Her Stuffy Army 

The End 

Thank You 

FlitterFly... :):):) 

What is a life inside a dynamic ? 

Well, I have to say, it's much like any dynamic and relationship.

Being Transparent 

Comunication 

Respect 

Trust 

Honesty 

A want to nurture, care for, give, receive, and love. 

To give of one's self. 

To be wanted and needed. 

To know another, even more than they know themselves. 

The only difference really that I can see is this. 

The eyes are open. 

The mind is brodened.  

We are more accepting of one another. 

We are more open to people, to sex, and are willing to learn and grow. 

We also have the everyday vanilla aspect. 

Children 

Dr. Apt. 

Shoping 

Work 

School

Etc........... 

This life, and in this lifestyle, we make it our own. 

People are different. 

Each dynamic is different. 

We adapt, we learn, and we grow. 

So, in reality, from what i see.

Is that a life within a dynamic, is much like what it should have been, back before people conformed to closed thinking. 

Nothing is just black and white. 

We are made up of rainbows of color's. 

We are human beings. 

We have a particular taste for a mixture of spices. 

We have a need for different textures. 

Never wanting the same boring plane meal, each and everyday. 

We go deeper into that rabbit hole. 

We have a need, a want, of fine art.

A life full and enriched. 

We dive full-on and go all the way to achieve greatness. 

To be the best we can be, and to encourage others to be all they can be. 

Why settle for A Plane Jane Life 

When we can have a Fine Cuisine 

A meal fit for a king. 

Thank You 

FlitterFly... :):):) 

DawnRobin ? 

Spoons (proof) 

So apparently alot of you have never heard about Spoons and mental health. 

And as I look it up more, I've come to realize this has been being used for a very long time now. 

So I guess it's not just a TN thing, Who knew. Lol 

And there is so much about it out there as well on the worldwide web. 

Please enjoy 

Part two 

On Spoons. 

Thank You 

FlitterFly... :):):) 

Spoons ? 

I've been wanting to write a piece about this and have decided that now is a good time for this topic. 

It took me going to the Munch in Tn for months, before I finally asked.

What the heck everyone was talking about, as they were always talking about Spoons?? 

So apparently, when someone is talking about having no spoons.? 

This is referring to there mental and or physical level. 

So when I say my spoons? are compleatly depleted. 

I have no spoons? left to move. 

I have only enough spoons? to get out of bed today and just keep on keeping on. 

This means that I have no energy to deal. 

Or 

I could say 

My spoons? are on overload. 

I have so many spoons today I was made to take a time out. 

Means that I am full of life and mentally able to get up and function. 

Also we sometimes manage to barely have enough spoons?to get up, and then we have to make our own spoons?in order to countinue to function in the world and life as we live in it. 

My spoons?have been pretty much non-existent for a few days now. 

Everything I can do to breath, to earn enough spoons to keep on keeping on. 

Struggling to even get up and make things happen.

Finding myself having to go back to a place that I fought so hard, and long to leave, when I first found thecage to begin with. 

Here's to finding, making, and building your spoons?. 

Thank You 

FF

?'s  ? 

        "When It Barks Like A Dog" ? 

Alright, now, we all know I like the play, the banter, and on occasion, I quite simply like the Fight. 

So to whoever this offends. 

"If the shoe fits, wear it". 

If it barks like an immature (bitch = ?).  

Acts like an egotistical (bitch = ? ). 

Then what does that make it? 

A dumb ass caged rabid (bitch = ?)..... 

And you thought i was immature before. 

Hehehe 

Lada de dade da dummm.... 

Egotistical, hot headed, insta dom,

(bitches = dogs) ? ? ? 

Just a bunch of butt-hurt puppies.... 

The End 

Have Fun 

Thank You My Lovely Cage Friends/Family 

Enjoy ? 

FlitterFly... :):):)