So this one's going to be out there a bit because I'm talking about how weird fetishes are. And just to nip it in the bud, I'm not shaming anyone, let your freak flag fly, I'm actually talking about one of my favorite and most infuriating fetishes. But first lets briefly talk about fetishes in general. At first, when I started to explore my sexuality and interest I was a little weirded out. but nowadays, I look at as a sorcerer's wild magic table. Roll a d100 and see what happens. And you keep rolling on the table every so often. And as long as it's safe sane and consensual, it's fun and sure kinda weird, but so is writing a D&D themed kink blog.
Now on to the kink of the day! I got a breeding fetish. Which is funny, because I don't even know if I want kids. And if I do I want to adopt. Hard stop no Bio kids. But at the same time the idea of getting my sub pregnant, that being the goal gets me going. And it's stupid. Stupid fun, but stupid. I was putzing around reading erotic stories online and found one that focussed on that aspect. And there a fetish was born. and it's weird to me that it's that easy to form one. more have formed over time like bondage. I really like tieing my kitten up. And every once in awhile getting tied. That one developed slowly over time and then more quickly when a certain kinky graphic novel was discovered and truly opened the world of kink to me. Just another roll of the D100.
It used to make me really uncomfortable. And confuse me. And to be honest I was a little ashamed and very embarrassed. but over time and with the support of my wonderful kitten, I grew comfortable with it. And learned to enjoy it. Sure it's hard because the first rule of Kink is SAFE. which includes you know no unwanted pregnancies. But we found away. And it opened lines of communication and brought new experiences to us and you know what it led to some pretty important conversations and decisions in our relationship as well. To me, that is the cool think about kinks though. They are a safe way to explore parts of ourselves that sometimes we don't know need exploring. And maybe it's just the little spark of chaos in me but I always look forward to another roll on that table and to see what the great goblin of chaos has in store for us.
