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4 months ago. June 28, 2024 at 10:15 AM

 

 

 

Sarah read those five lines over and over.   When she couldn’t stand to read them again, her hand dropped to her lap and her eyes looked pleadingly towards the other woman.

“Matt wanted me to come find you, to tell you we were sorry,” Silvia explained to her friend. “We were selfish.   I wanted to learn so much from Matt and He thought he saw a jewel to be polished.  He put you on the back burner and then ignored you.   I ignored you.   You deserved attention and we didn’t give it to you.”

Silvia turned back to her drink and took a healthy sip.   “So, of course, you lashed out.  You told people things about us, you scened with less talented people.  Hell, you even slept with Lord Bane.”  She finished her drink in one last gulp and set the empty glass back on the bar.

Hearing Silvia’s words, Sarah dropped her head to look at the note in her lap.   Too embarrassed to make eye contact,  She said “I know, I know, I know I shouldn’t have, but I was so hurt and….”

Suddenly Sarah felt a grip on her hand and was pulled off her stool.   She looked up and could only see Silvia’s back with her arm almost yanking Sarah along.    She saw they were heading for the door to the Grand Ballroom.    Silvia stopped long enough to unlock the door and dragged Sarah inside, locking entry behind them.

Once inside, Silvia let go of Sarah’s hand and walked deeper into the large room.   Sarah knew from experience that this was where all the work of The Club happened.   She looked around and saw the dungeon furniture.  The Saint Andrew’s crosses, the spanking benches, whipping posts, suspension rigs, and the rest.     Some she used and others she had no experience with.

Looking around again, she found Silvia had made her way to one of the spanking benches and a nearby table.    Making her own way there, she saw the other woman had stripped naked and was picking up a set of ankle cuffs.   By the time Sarah got to the bench, Silvia had put on the cuffs on herself and was reaching to pick up a set of wrist ones.

“Silvia, what are you….”  Sara was asking when Silvia grasped her by the shoulders and pulled her in close.  Their lips met in a rush of heat and wetness, Silvia’s bare breasts crushing against Sarah’s shirt. 

Silvia unlocked her lips from Sarah’s and whispered in her ear “I need forgiveness….Please!”  She then pushed Sarah back at arm’s length put the cuffs into her hands.  

Looking from the cuffs to the naked woman before her, Sarah was stuck by the simple beauty that was Silvia.   Her pale skin and waist length black hair.    Her eyes that cried for forgiveness, almost deep blue in the half light of the Ballroom.   

Sarah nodded and strapped the cuffs to each of Silvia’s wrists.

She then grabbed a handful of hair at Silvia’s neck and marched her over to the spanking bench.   Forcing her down on the bench lengthwise, Sarah held Silvia down by the back of the neck while her other hand clipped the left wrist and ankle to the arms of the bench.    She then switched hands and did the same for the right side.

Standing back, Sarah admired Silvia’s body.    The bench made it so Silvia’s ass and pussy were fully exposed at one end of the bench with her legs were separated,  so one  could be in between them.  At the other end, Silvia’s head hung down with her arms out before her.   

Turning back to the table, Sarah picked up a blindfold and a short tailed single whip.   It was of a kind she had used before.    She knew very well what kind of pain it could inflict.  They hurt a lot.

Sarah then approached the front of the bench and lifted Silvia’s head.   Kissing her lightly on forehead, she put the blindfold on her captive, and then whispered in her ear, “Your safeword is ‘Matt’. She  then flicked the whip on Silvia’s right ass cheek.

Silvia’s head snapped back in pain, as a half choked scream escaped her mouth.  Before she knew it, three more strikes walked up and down her body.   Her lower back, and the back of each thigh.  All three places seemed to light up at once!  

Then there was no new pain, just the throb of fading hits.    Her breath heavy with trying to process the slowly receding  pain,  when Sarah’s voice boomed  “Count them!”

A searing bite ignited her right shoulder blade.  “One!”  Silvia cried!  Then her left shoulder blade “Two!”  Both ass cheeks seemed to sear at the same time “Three! Four!”

Silvia’s tears flowed from behind the blindfold and run down her face.   She wanted to cry, oh how she wanted to cry, but held off as much as she could!  Hornet stings struck both thighs and her screams of “Five! Six!” filled the open ballroom.   She cried as the whipping stopped.

Then without warning, two more stung Silvia with great pain.   One on each libia. 

“Seven, Eight”, she almost could not get the words out.    Silvia then reared back her head and screamed:

“MATT!!!!!”

Sarah dropped the whip to the floor and laid on top of Silvia from behind, their heads next to one another.   She whispered soft cooing sounds, much like soothing a small child, kissing each red spot on Silvia’s back.   She then stood and went to the table to retrieve a folded blanket and came back to still sobbing woman.

After unlatching each cuff, Sarah wrapped Silvia in the cloth warmness and helped her off the bench.   Together they staggered to a leather couch and Sarah gently her friend on it.   Silvia looked back at Sarah, slightly shivering in the folds of the blanket.   Sarah returned the questioning look, and then proceeded to undress herself.

Shoes, dress, bra, panties, all piled themselves next the couch.   Sarah leaned down as Silvia opened the blanket to welcome her.    Sarah’s skin became slick with Silvia’s sweat and her tongue  tasted the saltiness of Silvia’s tears.    Silvia wrapped her arms around Sarah’s back and pulled her in as close as she could.

Legs intertwined and hands groped and fondled.  Groans rose and breathing deepened.   In time, climax was reached for each of them and they collapsed into a heap of sweat, hair and blanket on the couch together.  After a while, Silvia pulled Sarah’s head back by the hair, so she could speak to her.

“There is something on the table Matt wanted you to have.  Please go get it”

Sarah looked quizzically into Silvia’s eyes and then over to the table.   Not wanting to the comfort of Silvia’s warmth but drawn to see what it was, she rose and padded over to the table. 

There sitting among the paddles, coils of rope, knives and other instruments, was a small flat box topped with a bow.    Sarah giggled, a red bow.  Matt’s favorite color.   Picking up the box, she went back to the couch where Silvia was now sitting up, the blanket wrapped around her waist.

Sarah sat next to her and raised an eyebrow, holding the box across her palm.   Silvia kept her face blank as she wound her hair up in a bun, saying nothing more than “Open it.”

4 months ago. June 26, 2024 at 10:05 AM

 

 

Sarah looked up suddenly at Silvia with a shocked look on her face.    The tears running down her face were in contrast to the puzzlement in her eyes.    “Wha….What do you mean, Silvia?”  she stammered trying to sit again on the bar stool.   Silvia helped steady her until she was properly seated and then picked up one of the towels from the bar.  

While patting the tears on Sarah’s face, Silvia told her “We were bad to you, Sarah.  Both me and Matt.   You gave me this world and Matt.    But we were so smitten with each other that we both ignored you.   You were Matt’s submissive when I went to Him and he dropped you for me.   I was new and stupid and wasn’t thinking of anyone else be me and Him.     It was wrong and I know it now.”

 

Silvia tossed the towel on the bar and leaned over to hold Sarah again.   Breaking the clasp, Silvia held ther other’s shoulders and touched foreheads.  “Matt should have known better to treat you like he did.   We both loved Him but He was the one in charge.  We treated you badly and you acted out the way you did.    No, you shouldn’t have done what you did but it is understandable.”

Easing her head back, Silvia kissed Sarah lightly on the forehead and then leaned back on her own stool.   She then reached into the top of her dress to retrieve something hidden there, while the other woman picked up the towel and dabbed at her eyes.

“Madam Webb gave me this the day of Matt’s funeral.   She said it was the last thing Matt wrote before he passed away.”  Silvia handed Sarah a small, folded piece of paper.  Undoing it, Sarah read the five lines written there, in slightly shaky handwriting:

 

I don’t want you to be alone

I want you to find Love again like we shared

To that Affect: I release you from your duties to me

Make right where we together failed

I shall aways love you Both

4 months ago. June 26, 2024 at 1:41 AM

 

 

An

 

Evil 

 

Deceptive 

 

Conniving

 

Dastardly 

 

Dick

 

 

4 months ago. June 24, 2024 at 5:36 PM

Alexis stood behind her bar, her hand still tightly gripping the other two’s hands.   Silvia and Sarah’s drinks largely untouched in the silence.   Looking from one woman to the other, Alexis sighed and then started with “’Henery the Eighth, I am.  Henery the Eighth I am, I am…..”

Both of the other two women screamed “STOP” at the same time and then burst out laughing.   Silvia putting her hand to her mouth in an attempt to keep the gaffas from pouring and Sarah wrapped her arms around her belly and set her forehead on the bar, laughing and crying into the woodwork.

Alexis leaned to rest on the island behind the bar, a fake look of disgust on her face.   The other two continued with their laughter for a good ten minutes before they started to ease off.  Both had tears raining down from their eyes and could hardly breathe.   Alexis reached behind her on the bar and retrieved two towel, giving one to each of the others.

“The bar is closing, ladies.   This wig needs a brush and I want out of these boobs and shoes.   Damn things are killing me.”  Alexis told them while running her hands through hair and grabbing the mounds on her chest.  “So finish up your drinks and go somewhere to talk.   I got dry wall to put up tomorrow.”

With that, Alexis reached under the bar and retrieved a sign that read “Bar Closed.  Fix it Yourself” and set it in the middle of the bar.   She then reached down and slid off her heels   which only made her six foot, two flat footed.    With a size 11 (men’s) shoe in each hand, she walked out the door in the back of the bar.

After watching Alexis leave, Silvia and Sarah turned to look at each other and, again, stared back and forth.    Then suddenly, both started to say “I’m Sorr….”, when Sarah put her hand over Silvia’s mouth and clamped it closed.

“No, me first.”  She almost whispered.

Silvia nodded and let Sarah take her right hand between both of hers.   Gently massaging the hand, Sarah steeled herself for what she needed to say.   “I’m sorry I wasn’t here for Matt’s funeral.   I was in Singapore when I got word and couldn’t back in time.”   She then cast her eyes down to Silvia’s hand grasped within hers.   Sarah’s hair fell and covered her face, but Silvia could still hear her words.

“And then people were telling me you were looking for me.    So I ran.   I found a very dark and deep hole and pulled myself in.  I didn’t want to admit what I did to the two of you.   I knew I was wrong but I was too ashamed to face up to it.    I was wrong and now it is too late to tell Matt!”

Sarah forcibly let go of Silvia’s hand and covered her own face.    Silvia could tell the tears were almost screaming out of Sarah’s eyes.   She left her own stool to put her hands under Sarah’s elbows and helped her stand.    Wrapping her arms around the other woman, Silvia held her and slightly swayed, as one would comfort a small child.

5 months ago. June 23, 2024 at 11:07 AM

 

 

It was time for her to go

But her sunglasses were missing.

 

She checked inside the house

While I checked in the car

 

I wished we couldn't find them

So we would have a bit more time together

 

But that was selfish

She needed to go to make her flight

 

Where she needed to go

I could not follow

 

What she needed to do

I could not be a part of

 

Then there she was

Sunglasses in hand

 

A hug

A kiss on the forehead

 

"Safe Travels" 

I whisper

 

"Safe Travels"

She returns

5 months ago. June 22, 2024 at 12:53 PM

 

 

When Silvia entered the gathering area of The Club, from the back hallway, she had changed to a simple black dress with a below the knee skirt and matching dance slippers.   Her hair was pulled back in a ponytail, simple but elegant.  As she approached the bar in the corner of the entry hall, she only saw Sarah’s back, as Sarah chatted with Alexis behind the bar.

While Alexis continued to chat with Sarah, her hands poured various liquids from various bottles into a shaker to her left.  All the while, Alexis let her eyes match Silvia’s now and then.   When Silvia was about five feet from the bar, Sarah finally noticed Alexis’ look and turned around on her bar stool to see what was behind her.

For a few seconds, Silvia and Sarah simply stared at one another.    Then there was a sudden distraction.

It was the sound of cocktail shaker being aggressively rattled.  “Have a seat, Silvia.  Look who’s here” Alexis said, using the shaker to point at the stool next to Sarah.

Biting her lower lip, Silvia nodded and sat down where Alexis indicated.    She then raised her face to look at Sarah.     It was like the years had vanished and they really were sitting in that coffee shop they used to go to.   Happier times.

 Before all the recriminations.  Before all the pain.

Before the silence.

“You know,” Alexis told the both of them, “if I am the only one going to be talking, I’m going to start singing.  And no one wants that.”   She then set cocktail napkins before each of the other two ladies and put a large bowl glass on the one in front of Sarah.  Into this she poured a rather purplish liquid from the shaker.  

Both Silvia and Sarah snort laughed, as Sarah picked up her glass to sip.   “Please don’t”, she said before taking a drink.   Licking her lips and setting the glass on the napkin, she told Alexis “Wonderful as always, Alexis.   You remembered.”

Alexis winked at Sarah and proceeded to mix another drink.   “Of course I did, Hon.  It hasn’t been that long.”  Alexis told her, then shifted her gaze to Silvia, “Has it, Siliva?”

Silvia suddenly looked up at Alexis and then over to Sarah.   Tears half formed in her eyes, she told the both of them “Too Long.  Way too long.”   And then placed her hand on the edge of the bar next to Sarah.  Sarah stared at the hand and with little hesitation, placed Her’s on top of Silvia’s.

Alexis placed the second finished cocktail in front of Silvia and then placed her hand on top of theirs.   It was large enough to cover both of theirs.   Squeezing hard so they could both feel the calluses from Alexis’ construction work.  “I’m telling you both, silence or crying means endless verses of ‘Henery The Eighth I am’.”

5 months ago. June 21, 2024 at 2:55 PM

The phone on Silvia’s desk chirped it’s ring tone.   Sighing heavily, Silvia rose from the couch, leaving the side of the man tied up on it.   She padded over to the desk, pushed the speaker phone button and said “This is Silvia.”

 

From the phone came a voice Silva knew very well: “Child, please come to my office.”

 

“Now?” she replied, glancing over at the bound and gagged man.

 

“Now.” The voice said and then the call disconnected. 

 

Silvia frowned at the phone and then turned her frown at the man.   She then strode over to the man and reached behind his head to unlatch the ball gag.  “I’m sorry, sweet man, but duty calls” she told him, as she set the gag on side table and picked up her set of safety scissors to cut the bindings holding his wrists and ankles.  

 

She didn’t want to keep the voice waiting and the knots would take too long.

 

Leaving the man to get fully out of the ropes, Silvia went to her closet and put on a green Kimmo and left the room, closing her office door behind her.   Hurrying down the hall, her bare feet making no noise on the carpet, she tapped on the door to the office next to hers and entered without waiting for a reply.

 

Once in the office, she saw the owner of the voice sitting at the bank of monitors that kept track of everything that went on in The Club.   The ebony face of Madam Webb turned toward Silvia and greeted her with a tight smile.    The smile faded some when Webb looked Silvia over from head to toe.   Locking eyes, the perplexity changed to questioning with a raised single eyebrow.

 

“I was engaged, Ma’am.” Silvia explained while she curtsied and approached Webb the managing partner of The Club. 

 

Madam Webb grunted and turned her attention back to the monitors.    “I’m sorry to interrupt your playtime, child, but I thought this is something you should see.”  Webb pointed at one of the monitors and then rolled her chair back so Silvia could take a closer look at the image displayed there.

 

Silvia walked over to the monitors and peered at the one Webb had indicated.   It was the outside camera covering the front door of The Club.   Standing there, looking straight at the camera was someone Silvia had been looking for, for some time.  

 

“Sarah”, Madam Webb’s voice floated from behind Silvia.

 

Silvia stared at the screen for a few seconds, puckering her lips in and out, then she picked up the phone to her ear and pushed a button.  Barely two rings whirred before a voice said “Yes?”

 

“Asheer, Please escort the lady at the front door over to Alexis.  I’ll be there in two minutes.   I’ll take responsibility for her”

 

Asheer’s simply replied “Yes, M’Lady” and disconnected.

 

Putting the phone down and turning, Silvia leaned on the edge of the desk.  She ran her hand through her hair and over her face and glanced over to Webb.   She saw Webb giving her a concerned look of sympathy.    Silvia dropped her hands and shook her head. “No,” she told her friend and Mentor, “I need to do this.”    With this final declaration, left the room to head back to her own office.

5 months ago. June 21, 2024 at 12:57 AM

 

 

 

 

My current Avatar I made many a month ago.

 

Deal with it

5 months ago. June 14, 2024 at 11:55 PM

 

Yes this is really me.   

 

Yes, I disappeared for no apparent reason. 

 

No I don't wish to discuss it.

 

Save for this:

 

Thank you for those that reached out to me to check on how I was doing. 

That meant a great deal to me!

 

The rest I do not wish to discuss.

 

I will say I did miss the friends I have made here and look forward to renewing those that deserve it

 

Others, not so much.

 

 

 

8 months ago. March 23, 2024 at 11:53 PM

 

 

 

 

 

Be Wary of Which You Gaze

 

Sometimes it Gazes Back......