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5 years ago. December 21, 2018 at 10:41 PM

I thought I found the one. He was everything I had hoped.

 

Yet, after months of getting to know him and developing feelings I find out that he only said the right things and what he thought I wanted to hear. He was not truthful and made me actually feel worse than before I met him. He is a manipulator, cheater, liar, is insecure, lacks communication skills, disregarded my feelings, and blamed me for everything. He made me doubt myself and my gut instincts. 

 

It makes me lose hope in people and not trust people more than I already don’t. :-(

Satindragon{Not Lookin} - There are a lot of people out there like that. It's his loss and you deserve better. Have a good cry, a glass of wine, get mad as hell, then get up dust yourself off. Karma is a bitch.
5 years ago
PlusSzdBeauty​(sub female) - Thank you!
5 years ago
SnappyJ​(sub female){Collared} - I"m so sorry - I can hear the pain in your words. Satin is right, you do deserve better. Don't ever lose sight of what you need, and go after it once you've healed.
5 years ago
PlusSzdBeauty​(sub female) - I took some time to think, I agree that I do need to think about me and what I need. Thank you!
5 years ago
dollMaker​(dom male) - I am sorry to hear this. You should pass the nick name on to the subNet who can add to the data base of badduns on here.
5 years ago
Morley​(sub female){Max Sterne} - Yes, yes YES!!!!!!!!
5 years ago
Sweet Ginger​(sub female){} - Yessss!! Put that jerk's name on blast!
5 years ago
Sensual City Girl{ForeverHIS} - There’s a subNet??? How do we access this?
5 years ago
PlusSzdBeauty​(sub female) - I was wondering the same thing and would like to be a part of it also
5 years ago
PlusSzdBeauty​(sub female) - How do I become a part of the subNet?
5 years ago
Cruel2bkind​(dom male) - I am sorry for you. Im glad he showed his colors before anything else got worse. If I could I'd scoop you up and hold you.
5 years ago
PlusSzdBeauty​(sub female) - Thank you...,even though it makes my heart hurt, I am too
5 years ago
Morley​(sub female){Max Sterne} - LMR, this saddens my heart. I wrote a blog today #StrongSubsUnite, exactly for this reason! We are your community and support. Bastards like that should have the Storms and Hurricanes sent after his ass! Take this time to reach out, heal, find the support you need (we are here). This shouldn't happen and shouldn't be the way you learn. Unfortunately it is the case all too often. Again, reach out anytime. Much love to you ❤️🤗❤️
5 years ago
PlusSzdBeauty​(sub female) - Thank you so very much!
5 years ago
Devil's damsel​(sub female){HandsomeDe} - This sucks so bad. I’ve been here before many times over. I’m so sorry you’re going through this. It really isn’t fair to those of us who are 100% real....but it seems to be the trend. Think of it as a rite of passage. You will come out the other side wiser and stronger. Now you know what red flags to look for. Hindsight is 20/20, use it to protect yourself and others.

Also try not to build up that wall. I’ve been finding myself doing it as well...with every setback up goes another layer of bricks. It’s hard not to do, but we don’t want to be an impenetrable fortress. The right one will come along and help us tear it down one piece at a time. Be patient and it will happen. Hugs and positive thoughts coming your way 🤗
5 years ago
PlusSzdBeauty​(sub female) - Thank you so very much!
5 years ago
Sweet Ginger​(sub female){} - Also try yoga it's super relaxing, you'll have a kick ass body n he can eat his heart out
5 years ago
PlusSzdBeauty​(sub female) - Sounds like a great idea, thank you!
5 years ago
CrimsonPaw - My heart is breaking for you! I just went through something similar, it sucks terribly. If you need to talk, I'm here to listen. Sending you big hugs 💓
5 years ago
PlusSzdBeauty​(sub female) - That would be nice. Thank you!
5 years ago
Sensual City Girl{ForeverHIS} - I’m so sorry LMR. Hugs!!!
5 years ago
PlusSzdBeauty​(sub female) - Thank you!
5 years ago
Sweet Ginger​(sub female){} - Yw 👯hope this helps.. Don't waste ur time on ppl like that... Know that ur worth more than n valued...don't allow anyone to treat u anyway but with respect.. Best of luck to you..
5 years ago

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