Today 9-20-24 I have accepted "countrySir" as my permanent Dominant/Master 24/7. He makes me laugh a lot. I find him to be mature and understanding but also firm. He is experienced in the role from a prior marriage (now a widower). Our spiritual beliefs are the same and he is also my brother in Christ, and a substitute Pastor when required.
Therefore life will be changing for me. I will be learning how to please him and fulfill my role. I look forward to belonging to such a good man.
I do need to get permission to respond to any Dominants that message me and the conversations cannot be of a sexual nature as I need to put all of that energy into focusing on him.
I don't yet know how to navigate friendships, so as I learn from his expectations and we negotiate our lives together then I'll be better able to know what I can and cannot do.
So please be patient with me as I learn to walk this new, never before traveled path.