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Just things I think about or feel from time to time either from experience or observation.
5 days ago. October 19, 2024 at 12:42 PM

Well Sir really put me through my paces Friday night. We cuddled and slept afterwards. I was happy to be able to deep throat better with his cock than a dildo. He says I only took him about 3 inches in my mouth but I felt him in my throat. I've not been able to do that without gagging. I did gag and threw up sometimes but I did have some luck not gagging too. It was a good night all in all. 

We are staying at a Super 8 till Sunday at checkout. Sir left at some point during the night but I discovered his absence at 5 am. Not sure where he is at, but he said today was going to be a long day, and he mentioned he'd go out and get some coffee this morning. There's a dunkin' donuts a block away.

He better not be filling up on donuts when I have a cornbread breakfast casserole with honey and sour cream waiting for him. Lol. 

And a full refrigerator of food .....

And all kinds of snacks .....

And ME .....

Can't show you Friday's Pic because it is too revealing but this is the package photo. It didn't look as good on me as it did the model but he liked it. I wore black fishnet gloves and black fishnet stockings with the seam down the back to complete the outfit. It was on sale at Lover's Lane for $8.00.

Well I better get some rest so I can keep up with that younger man the rest of the weekend.

amalthea​(sub female){My Moon} - Have fun. Be safe.
5 days ago
lambsone - He seems tame enough ... hahaha. U
5 days ago
Sweetlydepraved​(masochist female){Owned} - I’m glad you had a great time!
5 days ago
Goody​(sub female) - You look beautiful. You planned a lovely weekend and were so good to practice for him and prepare snacks and costumes. I hope he appreciated your efforts and gave you as much in return- you deserve it!
5 days ago
amalthea​(sub female){My Moon} - My thoughts exactly! He best be appreciating you and all your efforts.
5 days ago
lambsone - In retrospect, I over prepared. Now I have to eat all that. He said he was happy with me but didn't say anything regarding me going out of my way for him.

I must say that the corn bread breakfast casserole was good heated, buttered, and with honey. I ate it by myself, because he left Saturday morning before I awoke at 5 am and I haven't heard from him since. I waited until 2:30pm without a word so I packed up and came home.

Oh well .... such is life.
5 days ago
Goody​(sub female) - I'm sorry that you were left like that. You deserved much better. My heart hurts for you- but truly it is better to learn now who is he than down the road. I'm very impressed with what a giving and thoughtful sub you were. I hope you find a true Dominant who will offer you the care you rightfully deserve. This jerk (to put it mildly) was no true Dominant at all. Sending hugs.
xoxo
4 days ago
lambsone - I wholeheartedly agree Goody. One never knows about someone's true nature until you interact in RT. I always keep one eye open to see when the other shoe might drop.
4 days ago
amalthea​(sub female){My Moon} - Seriously?! He left you like that? He is an unbelievable asshole! You did NOT deserve that. You deserve so much more.
5 days ago
lambsone - Yep, and I texted him to let him know that I was on the road home but he never responded from the time I left nor even this morning. I don't take kindly to noncommunication especially when so much is at risk.

I have no idea if he had a medical emergency, intended to return later that evening, or intentionally left me stranded. Some word from him would have been appropriate. But with a 6 hour drive ahead of me, I wasn't sticking around to potentially be by myself for the rest of the weekend.
4 days ago
amalthea​(sub female){My Moon} - Darling, I hate to say this, but I think he took advantage of you. You have a kind heart. Please know that many of us have experienced these wanna be Doms and you are not alone. If anything, there is a sisterhood(and brotherhood)...maybe a submissive-hood? We stick together. This is a violation of everything. He lacks class, ethics, and morality. Pardon my French, but he is a fucking asshole for not appreciating you.
4 days ago
lambsone - Now that he has shown his true colors I feel the same way. He won't get another chance to walk all over me.
4 days ago
Sweetlydepraved​(masochist female){Owned} - I’m really sorry, you deserve so much better.
4 days ago
amalthea​(sub female){My Moon} - I wrote you a story. I can't do much else. I would rip his tiny little man boy balls...yes, I know...wrath. i refer to it as justice 😇. But, I am a good girl, so, a story for you.
4 days ago
lambsone - I will look for that. Thank you for doing something for me from your heart and your concern.
4 days ago
dollMaker​(dom male) - Their actions have been duely noted, you definitely deserved much, much better.
4 days ago
lambsone - Thank you.
4 days ago
Solace​(dom male) - Unfortunate, and for what little its worth...My condolences. I hope better for you in your future endeavors.
4 days ago
lambsone - Thank you friend.
3 days ago
TigerBDSM​(dom male){looking} - Savor the good.
Learn for this and use this as part of the path towards your destination.
4 days ago
lambsone - Thank you and I intend to do that very thing.
3 days ago
LaVieEnRose​(sub female){Kintsugi} - I just saw your comments about what happened, I’m sorry that happened to you. Unfortunately it’s easy to pretend to be someone online but you can only pretend for so long. Guys like him I truly believe will get what they karmically deserve. You are an amazing person and he doesn’t even deserve of blip of further recognition in your journey.
3 days ago
lambsone - Thank you and I agree.
3 days ago
LittleMissDreamer​(sub female) - I can’t imagine how you are feeling, but what a beautiful soul you are for the weekend you had prepared. I’m incredibly sorry that your efforts and yourself weren’t appreciated, it really isn’t hard to be a decent human being. Especially when the dynamics call for clear and concise communication. Despite what happened I hope you felt beautiful and sexy and know that he can’t take that away from you. He doesn’t deserve your kind heart but that special someone will be lucky.
3 days ago
lambsone - Thank you and I still haven't heard from him and it's nearly 11:30 am Monday. Silence is a very immature way to handle any relationship even if you don't want one anymore. He definitely didn't man up.
3 days ago
Goody​(sub female) - He's a coward of the lowest sort. Personally I would block his number as there is no explanation he could offer at this point which would excuse the horrible way he treated you. May I suggest you that you treat yourself to something extra special this week? You deserve it! Sending hugs and care. xoxo
3 days ago
lambsone - Even my previous Dom called me last night to make sure I was okay and find out what happened.

Well next week I'm off to AZ for the wedding of my niece on Nov 1, so I have a truly special week planned with family.
3 days ago
Goody​(sub female) - I love to hear this! Enjoy your trip and the special time with your family!!
3 days ago
lambsone - I will thanks.
3 days ago

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