Hello everyone! Happy Tuesday! ?
After my rant (and taking into account all the advice I receieved), I decided to ask Him why am I not allowed to say if I’m hurt or just say how I’m feeling. We’ve recently been discussing that and other things. He explained that I am allowed to tell him. He actually expects me to always be honest with Him. He just prefers for me to show Him all I feel for Him. He listens to me when I am having one of my super emotional days and will either comfort me or bring me back to reality if needed.
I feel that our communication has gotten better in the last couple of days. A little bit of a wall has been knocked down. And even though that should bring me joy (which it totally does), it also scares me a bit. It makes me a little nervous. Just thinking about how far we’ve come since that first welcoming message I received from Him...well...it makes my stomach go into knots. But all those are positive feelings. I look forward to the day I can finally call Him my Master!!
Thank you to all who have read my thoughts. Your opinion, advice, and thoughts are always welcomed and very much appreciated by me. I hope you all have a fantastical day!!
XOXO
Missub ?
