Drinfear's Ravings

 I am human.. Never have, nor will, claim to be otherwise.. Since My last post, was attempting to transfer rubbish and recyclables to the garage to 'tidy up  the living space'.. I will not deny the fact that I failed on an Epic, if not LEGENDARY level.. Whilst moving the refuse to the garage, I lost My balance and faceplanted into an unused riding mower.. NO excuses, NO hiding. It happened, I a adjusting.. Luckily, My skull was harder than the plastic and metal the machine was made of.. 

 Alcohol may or may NOT have been involved.. A racoon may, or may NOT have been present.. CATS may or may not have been present.. The racoon, if present, may or may NOT have been stolen.. *sigh* but this happened, within the past twenty minutes..

This post may or may NOT be posted, let Me say that from the outset.. I am ME.. No remorse, NO explanations.. SOME may see this as "asshole syndrome" which I believe they have the right to do.. I could give multiple examples where the decisions I made to be so is right or wrong.. This is MY Personal choice.. I DON'T follow the lemmings running to the cliff and jumping into the darkness.. I have MY Code which I live by.. It has been cultivated over decades, and has endured the test of Time.. I do not expect anyone else to live by it, FAR too many have proven incapable.. 

 I am, what is called "old school" I accept that misnomer, and will not argue the point.. But protocols that were put in place had a REASON to be.. The time of their acceptance does not change the necessity or consistency within the Lifestyle as being LAW, unless one is seeking to circumvent, and deny plausibility from the judgement that BREAKING them points to.. This is neither My purpose, nor place, to judge anyone but ME.. I have not walked anyone else's path, so HOW could I DO so?

 It MAY build in coming days.. Time will tell..

 I have learned, due to recent events, as well as past experiences brought into a clearer perspective BY said events, to listen far more to My "gut", for lack of a batter term.. Those instincts inside that exist to prevent hurt, avoid danger and/or harm.. 

  No fingers pointed.. No judgements made. It is not My place, nor purpose, to judge ANYONE.. I want to make this point clear, and believe I have done so multiple times in the past.. (do NOT hesitate to correct Me if I am wrong or mistaken here..)

 No dwelling on details, not stating that either side in these multiple interactions, was wrong.. Just saying that once red flags present themselves, walk away.. EITHER side, Dom or sub.. IF it sounds too good to be true, ask probing, invasive questions.. YES, they may be offended by such probing questions.. Which should cement the idea that the person in question is NOT the one for you.. AGAIN, this applies to BOTH sides.. If questions make you feel "unsafe", or ANSWERS do as well, then do you truly WANT to end up tied to a bed, a wall, an X in the middle of a room THEN ask.. "can I truly TRUST this person.."?

 ALWAYS trust the instinct, ESPECIALLY if it sounds too good to be true..

Dom

 To anyone paying attention, be notified.. There are certain times of the year that I disappear.. The memory of My wife's birthday.. The memory of our anniversary.. The memory of My son's birthday, as well as a few others.. ONE such date is approaching, and I may not be as present as I normally am here.. 

 I keep a tab open on My browser, and My computer is on 24/7, but JUST because I appear to be online does not mean I actually AM.. That being said, if I am messaged, DO be aware that though I may 'show' as online, does not mean I actually AM, NOR does it indicate I am ignoring anyone.. 

 This challenge, -I- believe, and correct Me if I am wrong here, is unique.. Name a song that YOU personally remember debuting, with the year it did.. (Be it radio, MTV, VH-1 or any OTHER media form.. I will start with.. The Eagles - Best Of My Love, 1974.. y great grandmother took e regularly to a bar (The Dog House) in Lima Ohio.. She would take several shots and beer chasers.. I remember hearing the debut of 

 While there, over the radio, playing shuffleboard and pool by Myself.. 

 I wish this song, though sung in a different chord than -I- would sing it.. (I can give multiple multiple examples of a lower scale, if interested, I have whatsapp, and can share if interested) I do not CLAIM to be a singer, I have no distinctions.. (the quote is "Imitation is the sincerest form of flattery that mediocrity can pay to greatness" I am not great, I am mediocre, at best.. *shrug* I will leave that comment the way it stands..

 Call Me an idwalog.. *shrug* 

 I COULD say a multitude of things here.. But that is not My way. I could point out this or that, but again, it is not My purpose or place to judge anyone.. Yes, I am being vague, this is by design.. I am not here to shame or spotlight anyone, except those that prove themselves to be fake.. Differences of opinions, and double standards do not raise to that level, in My opinion, though others may disagree.. I cannot speak for those voices, only for Mine.. I, thankfully, cannot read minds, nor would I WANT to.. I DO know that as a DOM, Master and Daddy that NOBODY decides the rules I abide by but ME.. Anyone trying to tell Me how to behave, or how to act, or how to behave.. *sigh*  need more be said..? I think not.. 

 I have had multiple contacts, of late.. Some VERY agreeable, some.. meh.. Not as much.. Miscommunications on both sides leading to resentments on both sides.. Some making demands, but dismissing the same considerations in return.. Such is life. We live. We learn.. (Hopefully.. If we do not learn the lessons that life, the universe, that the Gawds are sending to us, we risk OTHERS being sent to REPEAT that lesson until it, finally, IS learned.. THIS is only My personal experience speaking.. But I DO consider ALL aspects of what has transpired, hopefully, to extract the knowledge I am intended to learn..

 I have had a MULTIUDE of input, as of late.. SOME constructive.. SOME, I feel, not so much.. It is not My purpose or place to judge anyonr, nor would I choose to fill that role.. Who am -I- to do so? -I- do not walk their path, I do not know their trials, their tribulations, so HOW can I decide whether their choices, or decisions, are correct or not? I only know and understand MY path.. Yes?

 My place, purpose and position in this life is NOT to judge anyone but ME.. I refuse to take that role, or put Myself in a position to feel "superior, or ABOVE" anyone else.. I AM a DOM, yes.. I have EARNED, over the years, the designation of "Master".. I have even earned the title of "Daddy Dom".. I never sought any of this recognition, it was given by others in My life.. 

 Like the nickname "killer'.. Like Trust, like respect, like Loyalty, these are NOT things to be DEMANDED, instantly expected, they are things EARNED, and this is SHOWN, day by day, by proving yourself worthy of these things.. If you CAN'T prove it, but DEMAND it anyway.. *shrug*  Yeah.. Anyone that DEMANDS it already KNOWS they cannot EARN it.. DO correct Me if I am wrong.. Expecting NOT to be disrespected is NOT demanding respect.. It is putting your foot down and drawing a line in the ground, stating "CROSS it, I have no time for the drama"..  NOT the same as saying RESPECT me because I have "dom", "master" or even "daddy" in the linked profile..  ANYONE can read "50 shades" and decide THEY want easy targets, labelling themselves this way or that.. NOT willing to admit to ANY formal training, ghosting anyone that asks questions because you come across as an ASSHAT so MUST be an "alpha type".. *cough*  right.. and the Pope is Protestant, huh?

 Recently, I made steaks for dinner for Natalie and Myself.. BEING Me, when I did so, I basted them with the seasoned butter and drippings (aka reduced fat) and decided it would be a good idea to put the spoon I used to baste them into My mouth, to taste the result, as well as clean the spoon for the next use.. WAY bad juju.. The rendered fat from the steak, on high stove temperature then grabbed hold of the insides of My lips and proceeded to burn them to cinders.. Yesterday, a piece from the inside of My lip was detached that was the equivalent of My index finger nail.. The burns have made it nearly impossible to even swallow, let alone speak with any form of coherence.. 

 Every choice made in life has a consequence.. I accept the consequences of My Own hubris, how can I NOT?  Right?  I made a choice, it ended FAR worse than expected, and I continue to live with the repercussions.. Such is life.. Yeah?  I could go into more graphic detail, but will refrain.. I have been unable to talk in any cohesive fashion and may not be able to do so for several days yet.. 

 Two weeks ago, I made the same mistake, in a different way.. I was peeling a watermelon, and decided pulling the knife TOWARD Me was an 'almost' smart decision.. The knife sliced through the rind, and stopped a quarter inch from severing My left index finger.. (bone sliced, nearly through completely)  

 The moral.. No matter how skilled you THINK you are, life happens, and cannot be predictable.. 

Dom

05/28/26