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I am me, I am growing, I am learning. I love and I hold close. I have opened myself and let the blood pool on the floor, I have let myself know who I am. I am a servant/slave. I am not powerless I am priceless.
3 years ago. September 30, 2020 at 11:31 PM

Do you like who you are?

i do like who I am.  No one has to tell me that.  It comes from myself.  I like what I am.  I like my style sense. I like my sense of humor; which can be rather dark, as in working a unattended death, chit chatting with another LEO standing over the body as I take pictures of a body and discuss lunch options, phased  in the slightest, and how I wish I could find a body in the wild, not a fresh one but one that was reported missing many many years. As a podcaster once said “who’s dick do I have to suck to find a body?”

I like my love of movies and TV.  Music is also part of who I am.  I can string artists songs to tell a story, I can find a song of Meat Loaf to tell what I am feeling, and when I need a pick me up P!NK is to the rescue. . I have always loved British programs.  Grew up with an affection of Broadway music, but has yet to attend one.   I like my love of Disney World and Disney movies. I can’t wait to go back to WDW sans kids.  

I like being kind hearted and giving, I like that I am a nurturing person. I like that I love and care for those close to me.  I like myself for becoming a stronger person, yet maintain my tenderness and warmth.  I myself for setting boundaries for myself so I do not be used.

 

I like being home alone and dancing around, I do not need to be the center of attention at a party, ugg that would truly be draining.  I do not need to go to a bar in our one horse town and see the people I grew up with or those that drink nightly sitting at the same bar stool day in and day out. 

I like that I am an amazing cook, very rarely does something comes out poorly.  I can make warm comfort foods. I cook from my heart.  Cinnamon rolls by the plenty. 

 

I like me, I like that I am not perfect. I love unconditionally.  There is no perfection in any person. I accept ones for who they are.  I like that about me.  

I like that I do need help from others from time to time, yet as of late, I seem to need help more. I will not be a stoic, cold heart, feeling they must be perfect to live. I like me and all my flaws. 

I like the me that wants to fight for what she feels. I like the me that likes to weight lift when other women wants to tone. To drop weights to the floor, and feel the power wash over me.  I like that I try different types of fitness, except running. Nope nope nope not gonna happen.  Let me lift weight, try yoga by way of pro wrestler Diamond Dallas Page. 

I like me for learning to speak German from an online teacher.  I like me for my love of stories and the ability to weave a fairy tale. I like my passion to write and take a chance to reach out to a ”famous” persons and to get their input. 

 

I like me, who loves to cuddle and touch and hold hands, and I love my smile. 

So I do like me and shall I say, I love me!  

 

So do you like you? 

slavebilly​(sub male) - I like you! I like me too :)
3 years ago
SirsBabyDoll​(sub female){Pizza+☕} - I like me too...but I HAVE to ask....what do you do for a living because it sounds fucking COOL AS FUCK!!!

I was always the girl that looked forward to dissecrion day in science. I want my body to be sent to the Univ. Of Tennessee's "Body Farm" and would LOVE to work in the morgue, simply because the human body is active, even when it is no longer living.

Science ROCKS!
3 years ago
slavebilly​(sub male) - SBD strikes again with her wit and trashy mouth. Lol
3 years ago
SirsBabyDoll​(sub female){Pizza+☕} - Bite me, my cage bitch! Lol!
3 years ago
slavebilly​(sub male) - That sounds hot! Nibble nibble
3 years ago
Heart of Persephone​(sub female) - I was a patrol deputy, I'm on an extended leave. I was the one that did a lot of scene photos. Unattended deaths in hoarders homes are very interesting.
3 years ago
SirsBabyDoll​(sub female){Pizza+☕} - I imagine those are some of the saddest things to photograph...those who surround themselves with the past because the distant past was so hurtful.....as well as some of the more....hygenicly questionable.
3 years ago
slaveMikayla​(sub female){MstrJ } - I love this in entirety. Thank you for letting us witness you.
3 years ago
Heart of Persephone​(sub female) - Thank you. It's been a very rough year.
3 years ago

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