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So I was getting my weekly massage, she had been coming to my house for a couple of months by this point - We were very comfortable with each other. She was always polite and professional, and I was always naked ?
She was, I would guess, mid 30s - cute in a cute way. And strictly business, it wasnt "that" kind of massage.
Anyway, a curious thing happened on this particular visit. She was working a certain area on me and I reacted.(Trying to think how to explain how I reacted ?) I tensed? A heavy inhale - The curious part was, she saw this and stayed on that spot. Something she had never done before. My reactions got more intense and she just kept going.
I was inbetween laying on my side, and on my stomach, bottom leg straight, top leg bent and she was working the upper, inner thigh of my bottom leg (you can picture what im talking about, right?)
I didnt get hard - like I said, it was never meant to be "that" kind of a massage. She was always very professional. But no matter how intense my reactions got, she just kept going - staying rythmically in that one spot. I think she was trying to see what would happen. I started panting, trembling, grinding into the table - I even let out a "oh god!" She just kept going. I slipped into what I guess youd call a panic attack. I started shaking almost uncontrollably and hyper-ventilating.
She helped me sit up, calmed me down and got me a glass of water. After a few minutes of calming and making sure I was ok, she said "I think we better stop here for today". And didnt mention what had happened.
Ive never experienced anything like that in my life, before or since. This was around 10 years ago. The last time she came to my house, (due to unrelated circumstances).
Over stimulated erogenous zone in a setting where release is not possible or expected.
People have asked me why I dont list any "do's and dont's" in my profile, my hard limits, etc.
Ok, allow me to post them here in a blog.
I would say the usual stuff, ya know -
No minors
No animals
Nothing illegal - (no binding, no restraining of any kind, no striking with any objects of any kind, no cutting, no burning with any objects including but not limited to candle wax, no blindfolding, no gagging, no restraining of natural bodily functions in any way, no hair pulling, no pinching, no slapping, no agressive sex, no constricting of anyones personal liberties, . . . and no anal)
You get my point . . . . ?
It isnt about consent, its about trust - and a whole giant boatload of it!! One might even say a fools share of it.
Ive had my kink play used against me in court, not once, but twice. Female judges both times (cant tell me that makes no difference)
I dont know if ill get alot of response from this post, or maybe no response, lol
People saying to themselves "nuh uh, aint touch'n that one!"
But you know what im saying, dont you?
Theres no question to be asked here, no final take away - just a point
Theres not even a possibilty to have current laws amended so under the right conditions such activities could be safe to endulge in.
Fuck it! Im getting a cat (one that likes to scratch and be scratched! ?)
The double slit theory states the behavior of atom particles will change if observed. (grossly oversimplified) ?
And Schrödinger's cat can be both dead and alive, depending on the observers point of view.
Bill said "whats in a name?"
A recent blog from a dear friend of mine got me thinking about . . . .things.
I have a single strand of spider web from my end table to the wall, about 10 inches away. Most would say "dude, you need to clean more often"
Right?
butt ☝️
As much as I despise those detestable creatures! (I got a hit out on the motherfucker as we speak)
How the hell did he do that???
I see a spider and see a certain thing - others will see something completely different.
Based on past experience, right? But suppose your past experience library was only a small collection of the actual possibilities. (Ergo, whats in a name?)
A few years back my crew and I were sitting on the front porch of the house we were working on, having a lunch break. I had spotted this attractive girl across the street a couple times before - I think she was cleaning service. Anyway, one day I walked across the street, handed her my card and asked her out. She said "oh, im sorry - im married" and then with a smile added "but ill keep your card".
The guys were aghast that I did that - had the balls to go ask her out. I truly didnt see it as a big deal.
Where does this come from?
Programming! Like most things we say, see, and do.
