Good enough.

I'm a stay at home mom. While it's a joy to be able to do this it is also very draining. Adult conversation is not something I get very often and when I do finally get an adult to talk to i tend to go overboard... I'm just very lonely. I am separated in my marriage but we do not want to upset and disrupt my children, especially the oldest who suffers from anxiety and depression just as I do, so we still live together.(Yes she's getting help for it.) It just So lonely sometimes. We do everything in our power not to upset them but sometimes him and I just don't get along. It can make me feel like an outsider in my own home. Life is complicated and hard. And honestly exhausting. But I will always do what's best for my kids. Even if it means I'm just a lonely person.