HisBelovedKitty(sub female){MSA}

Random Thoughts of a Wandering Sub

My mind is constantly running. Questions pop up, Ideas enter some bad but mostly kinky.

Lost

5 years ago. October 30, 2019 at 1:36 AM

The Last couple days I have been in an off mood. Feeling down and hopeless, alone and scared. I cant seem to shake it. Telling myself to snap out of it does not work. Focusing my mind on something else...nada. It's annoying to me because I want to be happy. Feel joy and have my smile actually be real. Instead, all I want to do is curl up in a ball, cry, stare at the wall in hopes something will change.

Run away and start over. New place, new people..new life. No one would know me I could be anyone. The idea seems so tempting. To just get in my car and drive as far as I can to a place I've never been. Maybe then I would find happiness.

Morley(sub female){Max Sterne} - I hear you! I have felt that way the last few months! Be kind to yourself, curl up, cry, let yourself feel and let out your pain! And always know you have friends and a community here to lean on and support you! Sending you peace and love ❤️

5 years ago

HisBelovedKitty(sub female){MSA} - Thank you! I hope you are doing okay.

5 years ago

Morley(sub female){Max Sterne} - As I do you ❤️

5 years ago

SSG{ENM-TLP} - I have been there! I've said before that I wanted to gas my car up and drive as far as I could in a direction I've never been in before, and not stopping until I run out of gas. Not tell a soul. Maybe even witness protection. The issue is problems follow you. The only real way to address whatever is bothering you is to go through it. Get some people to be your support team and make a plan to go through the problem. It won't happen overnight, but it will be worth your effort. I hope you find some peace soon. You have it. You just need to access it.

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HisBelovedKitty​(sub female){MSA}

Random Thoughts of a Wandering Sub

Lost

HisBelovedKitty(sub female){MSA}