Firecracker Diaries - A combination of stories, random thoughts and an appreciation log of life with Daddy

Daddy’s Home Day 7

Last day of being off with him. We spent the morning watching some of our shows...just wrapped up in the bed. It was nice...

I’ve been waiting for him to give me punishments that I am owed...while he was out this last time I incurred 4 punishments. And if you follow my past blogs you know that he keeps punishments like tokens in his pocket...just waiting to spend them...and I never know when they will be brought out or what they will be. Most are things that are for his pleasure...and if I get pleasure from them that’s just a by product...not the intention.

He has already told me he knows what my punishments will be...but still has not dealt them out. I’m impatiently waiting...wondering what will happen...will I enjoy these? Is is something completely new? I will see soon I’m sure...

Until tomorrow...

Daddy’s Home Day 6

It feels so good to just be in a routine with each other. Doing domestic things and actually being able to just be together!!

It’s so nice to be happy and in love. Starting to settle into our lives...adding our spin on our lives and making it perfect for us. Finding our groove together...

Enjoying every single moment that I get with him...

Until tomorrow....

Daddy’s Home Day 4 and 5

After buckling down in the storm and being without power for 24+ hours we went out on a much needed and much anticipated date night! We went to a Nuggets game!!!

I got all dressed up and looked beautiful! He was all decked out in his team gear! We had a blast!! And we for to see an epic finish!! It was awesome!!

Once home we worshiped each other’s bodies and made slow sensual love. The glorious slow enjoyment of everything our bodies could give to each other. I slept like a baby....

I was able to show him off at work and introduce him to my work mates...it feels so good to show him off...

We had a sweet movie night and now we are cuddling down for bed...looking forward to the next 48 hours with him and no work is involved!!!

Until tomorrow...

Daddy’s Home Day 3

Today was an interesting day for sure. Storm with blizzard conditions sent me home from work early with hopes of a nice afternoon of couch snuggles and movie watching. What actually happened was a tire shredded on the way home and still no power.

As I lay here cuddled with my Love I am extremely grateful to have this

Man to call my Master. Even through the craziest of times he amazes me. I witnessed him change a tire in a blizzard so he could go get us hot coco...help a homeless move her things and give her a ride to shelter and then still find a way to set up a tablet so we could watch a movie by candlelight...and hold me tight the entire time.

I am blessed beyond words and I can’t tell him enough how much I Love him...my world is a better place because of him. My life before him is a blur...this is the life I dreamed about. He is truly the man of my dreams...

Until tomorrow...

Daddy’s Home Day 2

I find it extremely hard to leave him in the mornings. I wish I could take the 10 days off!!! I wonder if there is a company that will let me take Submissive leave 10 days per month?? That’s where I want to work!!!

He is working so hard to get our place just like we want it. I love watching him make his mark on our place. Organizing like he likes and making it a place that’s ours. I feel so safe and just relaxed with him him home.

It’s really the absolute best feeling in the world!! I feel our love blossoming into an amazing life for the both of Us!

Until tomorrow....

Daddy’s Home!!

It was so wonderful holding him and he holding me all night long. Wrapped up in all of our wild love juices! Lol....

I’m sure our neighbors wondered what was going on in the wee hours of the morning this morning...my noises were loud and uninhabited. To have his lips on my body was a drug running through my veins...and he gave it all to me. 

My mouth could not get enough of him...all of him. I literally could have inhaled him and not had enough. I wanted to stay in the bed with him all day. 

Our busy day and late night has taken its toll...and thankfully we are cuddling together and just soaking in this precious reunion tonight...I feel complete now.

9 wonderful more days I get to spend with the love of my life....I’m content at this moment...

Until tomorrow...

Away Day 20/ coming HOME!!!

The time has finally arrived and I’m awaiting his arrival at the airport! I’m all dressed up...and if I do say so myself...look like a million bucks! 

This coming home is special...he is coming home to OUR new home! This is his first time seeing it!! I’m so excited!! It’s truly going to be a great night! I don’t even care that I know I will be a sleep walker at work tomorrow! Lol

I’m sure my Sir will exhaust me and fill me with energy all at the same time!! At least I’m planning that!!

This blog is short and sweet but I promise to let you know tomorrow how the night ended up!!!!

Until tomorrow...

Away Day 19

I’m ready for my Master, my Love, my Daddy to come home. Tomorrow is almost here...and I can’t wait! 

My hair is done, house is as good as it’s gonna get for now, nails will be done in the morning....trip to the gym in the morning, stop by Home Depot, stop by and get a new outfit, take a nap and then he should be here!!!

My body aches for him....the urge we both have to ravage each other is strong...I hope I go to work Monday sore as hell!! Lol

Until tomorrow!!!!

Away Day 18

48 hours can’t come soon enough. I’m thankful that I have a busy 48 ahead of me...because honestly it hard to think about anything else. 

I find myself almost completely debilitated waiting for him. I think a lot of it is that I have been completely alone for this last 2 weeks...it’s given me lots of time to think. Probably too much time.

Time to ponder on my feelings of myself. Where I want to be in my mind and how I hold myself back. How I think about him and if I’m being the best for him...even when he is gone. Coming to grips with my personal demons...

I feel better with him...I need him more than he knows. But this journey has been good for me. Finding my beauty in the mirror and loving myself. Being given the ability to find my own courage through the support of my Master has been a wonderful and scary experience.

I’m doing things now that I would have never done before....and proud of myself. 

Tick tock the clock is counting down!!

Until tomorrow...

Away Day 17

Only two more nights after tonight and then he’s home!!! 

It’s strange how each day I just feel like I’m walking through it like a robot waiting for him to return to me. I never understood what it meant to be in a real love until now. Also to truly be wrapped up in the way that somebody else has this control over you and you love it. Without even trying he has complete control of my thoughts, of my actions, my desires.

The control he has is something I give willingly each and every day. I don’t understand why but I just want give him everything. I have never felt like this with anyone in my life. Period. And I felt this from day 1 with him...

It was always a feeling that I just could not explain. I deep seeded flower way down deep inside that only he had the know how to grow it. I feel like I was always waiting for him.

I can’t wait to have him home....

Until tomorrow....