Meli's Thoughts

Thoughts, opinions, malformed communication in general...

Update/Isolation

5 years ago. October 30, 2019 at 9:40 PM

I know I haven't posted in like 37 years, but I still come to read blogs, keep up with people, and learn new things.

So I kinda researched and found that a degree in Geology gets you mostly a job in the oil industry. EWWW lol So I had to soul search and I changed my major to astrophysics. Midterms just came out and so far I have a 4.0 GPA....been feeling like a modern day Stephen Hawking. lol

I've been so busy with college that all of my creative writing energy is focused on things I need to do at school. With all of this isolation though, and without a D/s dynamic right now, I'm finding myself missing communication. I'm polyamorous so I mean it is kinda sorta something I like to do a lot of, lol.

I know the future stability is worth it in the end but I'm always wondering if I'm going to miss out on something or someone, and though I love to communicate, I'm as socially awkward as one can be, lol. I feel like the protagonist Dwayne in Breakfast of Champions by Kurt Vonnegut sometimes; like I'm the only one alive and everything else is machines, but I can make people laugh so I have some kind of pathetic but alluring charm, lol.

What do you guys do when you get too isolated? How do you get back in the swing of things?

*edit for accuracy

HGB(sub female){Scottish M} - *sits on the edge of the seat, curious what people say*

5 years ago

John Brownstone(dom male) - After some thought what came to my mind is self care. Going to school and working towards a degree is commendable as I'm a firm believer in education. That being said it is easy to get caught up in study and get burnt out. A balance should be struck to get out now and again and do something that feeds your soul, even if it is nothing more than reading a book for fun or going out for a drink; coffee, tea, or favorite beverage.

Look to the future and what you want to do with your life but in order to get the most out of it take care of you and include some you time.

5 years ago

Shiro(sub female) - Thank you. Trying to learn how to do just that, lol. :)

5 years ago

John Brownstone(dom male) - It can be difficult to do, especially when one has a busy life and is used to taking care of others. Self care is something well worth putting the effort into making time for.

5 years ago

ADIDAS - Get out for a meal with some friends and just let your hair down blowing in the wind, kick around town, see some sights , a movie, , go dancing, anything that requires only fun ! DO IT!! You'll be a better student, all around person if you do! 😉💗

5 years ago

Shiro(sub female) - I'm so old (39, lol) that I forgot how to have fun. Trying to learn more about myself so I can do just that. Great advice. Thank you! :)

5 years ago

Bunnie - I take myself to breakfast once a week... a nice relaxing Sunday morning. It feeds my love of people-watching, and allows for a small amount of friendly interaction with strangers.
When I was studying I used to make myself go out and get at least 30 minutes of sunshine a day in whatever form felt good that day... a walk, sunbathing, reading, looking at the sky and watching clouds... anything.
I also try to join some kind of group... yoga or gym class or something.
I find that I don’t so much actually need to interact that much... simply being around people feels nice.

5 years ago

Shiro(sub female) - As always, such good advice. Thank you Bunnie. I am in the process of trying to find a few new hobbies. :)

5 years ago

ulfhednar - Heres my advice RUN THE MATRIX HAS YOU 😝

5 years ago

Shiro(sub female) - Hahahah

I want someone to love me like a Sentinel loves Zion vessels. <3 ;) lol

5 years ago

ulfhednar - Spooooooky wriggly probing tentacles

5 years ago

Shiro(sub female) - Have you seen the anime Ancient Magus Bride? I bet you'd like it.

5 years ago

ulfhednar - Facination with tentacles hovering ships what could possibly go wrong nothing accept humans being used as batteries just think in the matrix that vibrator that office slut is about to use is techinically powered by hooman power 😂😂😂😂 sorry twisted sense of humor

5 years ago

Shiro(sub female) - Bahahahahahah

5 years ago

ulfhednar - It involves tentacles doesnt it 😂😂😂😂

5 years ago

Shiro(sub female) - No, but after I read your profile I deduced you like anime, wolves, and D/s so it was the first thing that came to mind lol

5 years ago

ulfhednar - Wow apologies but pounce huggles licks your head dont ask just dont ask 😂😂😂😂🤗🤗🤗🤗

5 years ago

Shiro(sub female) - Lololol somehow I feel this makes me special...

😝

5 years ago

ulfhednar - Another good one while a little more on the little lewd side was bible black insanely wtf moments XD

5 years ago

ulfhednar - You haaaaaaaave nooooooooo frigging clue

5 years ago

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Meli's Thoughts

Update/Isolation

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