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Thoughts, opinions, malformed communication in general...
6 years ago. Wednesday, October 30, 2019 at 5:40 PM

I know I haven't posted in like 37 years, but I still come to read blogs, keep up with people, and learn new things.

 

So I kinda researched and found that a degree in Geology gets you mostly a job in the oil industry. EWWW lol So I had to soul search and I changed my major to astrophysics. Midterms just came out and so far I have a 4.0 GPA....been feeling like a modern day Stephen Hawking. lol

 

I've been so busy with college that all of my creative writing energy is focused on things I need to do at school. With all of this isolation though, and without a D/s dynamic right now, I'm finding myself missing communication. I'm polyamorous so I mean it is kinda sorta something I like to do a lot of, lol. 

 

I know the future stability is worth it in the end but I'm always wondering if I'm going to miss out on something or someone, and though I love to communicate, I'm as socially awkward as one can be, lol. I feel like the protagonist Dwayne in Breakfast of Champions by Kurt Vonnegut sometimes; like I'm the only one alive and everything else is machines, but I can make people laugh so I have some kind of pathetic but alluring charm, lol.

 

What do you guys do when you get too isolated? How do you get back in the swing of things?

 

 

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