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The ramblings of a bored and trivial mind!
5 years ago. October 17, 2019 at 6:15 AM

Hi all,

First I would like to thank you all for reading the ramblings of my insomniac mind! I know I don't post about the BDSM lifestyle here on my blog at all. However, I'm wondering, if that is really necessary for a successful blog here? (Rhetorical question actually.)

I've read many a blog here and quite enjoyed them indeed! Many of you have shared your deepest desires, fantasies and wants. I admire that. I wish I could do that. But somehow I can't. No, that is mine. For me and the one I share it with. Whomever she may come to be. Maybe one day I'll get to the point to be that open and feel that secure.

Those that know me, do know of my social anxiety, and have welcomed me with open arms, and I thank you so much! It has been a struggle. So yet again, I am up again. So tonight I think I'll try to start something called "share 'cause I care" type of thing from my current project. I'm not plugging anything here, but just showing off some of my illustrators work. No websites, no promo. But also, because at times, I look at her work and kind of see myself. Being that I cant add an image through the WYSIWYG box here, I'll try embedding it below. (I'm not a premium member!)

 

 

If that does not work, well, it is a picture of a young man being haunted. That sure seems like me when the night falls. But hey, it will be okay. I have this blog, you guys, and the rest of my life to look forward to.

There's so much more I want to ramble on about, but I'd bore you to death! :-)

 

As always, thanks for the ear!

Much Respect

Neo

Master C's toy​(sub female){Chevy} - Occasional insomniac here. Just one of those nights I could not shut my brain down...lol...now with coffee in hand and have to start the day in just a couple hours.
I enjoy writing and since I'm back in the saddle, so to speak, I'll be joining the blogging world once again. So you are welcome to read.
I look forward to seeing the illustrations.

5 years ago
Neo​(dom male) - Hi MC, Thank you Thank you!! I'm going to try and get a premium membership if not just for the blogging among other things! But at least I know I'm not the only insomniac here! LOL. Thank you for the wonderful words!
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Master C's toy​(sub female){Chevy} - You're welcome Neo. I have insomnia every few months...almost like clock work. For me, the insomnia is a build up of stress...I have grown children...😄. Now I know why my parents would disappear now and again. I only have 2, my parents had 6 of us...🤪.
I copied and pasted the link, she does some really awesome work. When I have the time I will certainly browse her work.
Hope you get some rest. I'm still going full throttle. ☕
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Master C's toy​(sub female){Chevy} - Well...lol...I guess I didn't have to copy and paste...🤣
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Neo​(dom male) - I so understand MC, Thank you! I go full throttle for days, weeks, sometimes months, using Xanax to try and keep it under control.Having children doesn't matters better LOL! I have one, thank God! However, he is up in NY! I really find that blogging here tends to relieve me at times when I just need to ramble. The great friends I have made, (I usually stay anonymous with names) but Tia is one, have been so supportive of me. I find so many people have been through so much of the same if not worse than I have. LOL, I'm glad you like the Illustration! I'm thankful as always! If you ever need an insomniac ear, I'm here!
5 years ago
Master C's toy​(sub female){Chevy} - I totally understand Neo. I go the natural route myself. Although I've been a smoker for...hmmm, 30+ years off and on, I can buy it legally here...lol...Canada just legalized Mary Jane 😆 not too long ago.
Yes I hear yah, blogging helps me as well. I too tend to ramble and vent.
I have things that I deal with on a daily basis, OCD, diagnosed but not severe enough to be on meds. Most people when they see or hear OCD they think "perfectionist". Yes some are, but in my case it's only with certain things. Still yet it can cause me severe mental stress at times.
The Cage is a great community with awesome people and I'll be around Neo so any time you want to ramble...like I'm doing now...you can ramble with me.
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Neo​(dom male) - MC, I absolutely understand!! The same goes for you. I tend to ramble, on end!! I wish the US could get its head out of its ass and legalize, but hey, it is what it is. I'll be around and rambling for sure LOL!! :-) I can understand about the OCD though and how that would affect you with the stress. Inbox me if you ever need to vent!
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TheLittlePrincess​(sub female){SSG} - Beautiful illustration
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Neo​(dom male) - Hi Princess! Thank you so much! Our illustrator is amazing for sure! It's a haunting picture that kind of reminds me, well, of me! LOL. Weird but true!! You're so great to have taken the time to track it down, thank you!!
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Miss Tia​(sub female) - Very beautiful
I miss talking to you.
5 years ago
Neo​(dom male) - TIA!!!! I so miss chatting with you!! I'll inbox you, hope we can talk more. But you know me LOL!! Miss you my friend!!
5 years ago
Satindragon{Not Lookin} - Glad to see you back. I love the illustration ❤️ I understand insomnia as it has been a problem for me in the past.

Writing here seems to help a lot. I look forward to your future late night writings.
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Neo​(dom male) - Saint! Thank you so much, that means the world to me. Our project has been long and tedious. Going on five years now because of so many things. It actually started as a joke and now has turned into what we think will be a three book trilogy with a possibility of more on the horizon. Or illustrator is actually stoked to be with us, and my best friends daughter in law. So I lucked out!
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Satindragon{Not Lookin} - I am so happy for you!!! I look forward to seeing more. I truly do know how things that start out as a joke or a challenge can take on a life of its own. Best wishes on your endeavor and may it morph into something great.
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